Luminosity Cat

Luminosity Cat Mar 2014

I smell the rose at beauty's end.
I see the darkness of a friend.
I see princess pure and true.
I see a blackened heart pulling through.
I see a heart with love long lost.
I see the queen becoming distraut.
I see a fairy tale's endless night.
I see a child, pure in sight.
I see an adventure burning in the dust.
I see the prince beginning to rust.

I found an apple that brings eternal sleep.
I found a spindle that puts my heart at ease.
I found my petals lying on the ground.
My clock strikes midnight,
my time is running out.

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Luminosity Cat Mar 2014

I am just fine... Not.

I am just fine... not.
I am the daughter who is fighting her depression.
I am the friend who is trying to show compassion.
I am the stranger who is sitting there with a horrendous expression.
I am the victim that raves with passion.

I am the child who was molested.
I am the person who can't confess it.
I am the human that craves death.
I am sitting on the devils bed.

So, yeah, you could say I am doing alright,
but in reality I'm not.
I am just a child, scared and true.

Luminosity Cat Mar 2014

Death I Greet

I feel deception's grip as the Devil
pulls me to his pit.
I feel Satan's warn embrace as he helps
me to my grave.
Demons come to flog my soul.
My spirit dying, chasing through
the haunted cold.
Heaven's gate shut me out.
Lucifer's beckon with a shout.
Arms spread wide, for death I greet.
At long last I shall go in peace.

Luminosity Cat Feb 2014

World's Deceptions

Love.
A ****** in deep disguise.
Pain in which I despise.
The thing on which my anger dwells.
It causes so much living hell.

Truth.
A killer that is true and pure,
and it seems to hold no cure.
The thing that plays hide and seek.
The thing that I don't want to peek.

Peace.
A liar, clear as day.
It causes those who seek her to wander astray.
The thing that holds deception's law.
It seems to strike the devils claw.

Friendship.
An enemy, clear and true.
I've nothing more to say to you.
The thing that causes heart break's song.
It's pain seems to last all to long.

Beauty.
Societies downfall.
It says things that are not true.
It causes so much fear and deception.
A cereal killer, isn't it true?
The pain in which it's causing you.

Luminosity Cat Feb 2014

The Boy I Loved

I long for your affection.
I long for your praise.
I long for the love you gave me, on that sorrowful day.

I miss you like I miss the dark.
I loved you like I loved the scars.
I miss the way you kissed my cheek.
I loved the times you gave to me.

I don't regret my time with you.
I do regret that you didn't follow through.
I don't regret the love we shared.
I do regret the way I cared.

I hate myself for running back.
I love myself for giving you the chance.
I hate myself, for pain you caused.
I love myself, for joy the joy you brought.

I miss you like I miss the dark.
I love you like I loved the scars.

He brought my joy, and he brought me grief. I love(d) him deeply. I wish I could just let go. I miss him a lot, but chances come and go.

Luminosity Cat Feb 2014

******

A psychopath, that I am.
Some say I belong in a mental institution.
I can plan the perfect ******.
I can be the perfect killer.
I can bring gloom to day.
I can take the joy away.
I can sing depression's song.
I can make your pain last long.

I've never seen a light in day.
I always just run away.
I'm scared of where my future lies.
I'm scared of where my past resides.

Did I mention I can plan the perfect ******?
I have a friend, she'll hide the body.
Then we'll head to a party.
We probably will never try our plans out -
but be sure we can bring you living hell.

Note: No, I have not committed ******. No, I will not attempt ******.

Luminosity Cat Feb 2014

Beautiful Flaws

I see her so clearly.
The young teen, filled with such beauty.
If only she could see what I see so clearly.

I see the way she looks at her reflection.
She looks at herself filled with hate toward her precious image.

I notice when she doesn't eat.
I see her ribs come for a peek.
I hear her when she pukes at night.
I know the pain she feels inside.

I wish I could let her see, what I see so clearly.
I see a girl with beautiful flaws.
I see a girl who dazzles.
I see the way he lusts for her.

I see the way society murders.
I see the way covers conflict pain.
Their trying to change the generations ways.

I am sick and tired of society telling teens what they should look like. Beauty is what is on the inside, not the outside. I can't stand the way the media gets into the heads of the generation and tells them they have to look a certain way to be labeled as pretty. For the love of humanity, can we just teach the generation to look at themselves as gorgeous?