And though i feel like i should die
The storms keep me awake
Rushing through my body
Shaking my bones
Opening windows
Shattering glass
Making me feel alive

It aint wise to need someone like you
When you do the things you do
You build me up
And break me down
You break down my walls
And build me a house
But now i know what i must do
I must quit
you

Loving someone is delayed pain
And it's a beautiful kind of it
We listen only to our hearts
Our mind is blocked
Consequences disappear
And in the blink of an eye
We lose someone

We are not dead yet
Even if it feels so
I cannot breathe
My lungs are collapsing
When will this be over

We are not dead yet
Even if you think so
I cannot think clear
My mind is racing
Is it over soon?

We are not dead yet
As you can see
My pulse is slowing down
I shed a little tear
Now it is over- i am free

Why is my life so miserable
All this confusion
What a disaster
I feel the anxiety creeping in
As i think of the smell of fresh brewed beer
Will it ever stop?

Life is so powerful
And can change in the blink of an eye
It is sweet like chocolate
And harsh like love
It will all work itself out
And then it will be okay

Ive come to realize
That with everytime you turn away
You fade
My heart aches
But only for a moment
I will not sink ;
I will stay alive

Scars will not heal
Or fade away
Like a burning flame
They get their life from disaster
Surroundings take control
And take over our feelings
We cannot deal with it
In any other way
So we let them flow
Wherever they will go