Life is a journey swimming in this sea of lies
I just hope that you are not the siren that will pull me in the depths of deceit
And give me the kiss of desire
For there will be no
Turning back

How can so much freedom be the same that chains me from this hell hole

I always wondered
Time and time again
How it would feel like
To not wear a mask

Sometimes I just want to
Get it over with
To tell you
But I get tongue tied
So my mouth stays shut
Hoping and not hoping
For you to notice

Am I in love with you
or
only the
concept of *you

This is the thing about pain
Shallow
The wounds will heal but a part of it dies, forgotten, and replaced as if it was never there
You were nothing, you were not worth remembering, you were insignificant

That is why a scar is beautiful
It is a memento, a reminder
That I have felt pain that now became a scar
Every time i see it my nostalgia grows, yet melancholic
Felt new things that I have never felt before
Anger, depression, joy, love
And you were the scar that made
Pain so much worth it