I'm scared
And the only way to escape anxiety
is to get rid of the fear.
But I can't,
I'm lacking confidence-
I'm all thoughts but no action.
My father left me
he's gone
I don't know what kind of person he was
I don't know how he would've talked to me
I don't know what his touch would've felt like
I don't know what he would've said to my friends
But I know his absence is the reason
this anxiety lives inside of me
anxiety is not a disease
it is not a condition
it is a feeling
a feeling that can be replaced*
I just wish I overcame it
before it found a comfy
place to call its home
Now I struggle
and old memories
taunt me from afar
Life is moving on
and **** I'm *always scared