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Lane Bohman Apr 27
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I know you're home safe,
and spiritually boundless.
I know that you'll be loved.
While you're not around "Jazz",
Your song will still be sung.

How lucky to stumble upon,
A joy not searched for.
New dimensions,
More love,
Greater peace,
Greater connection.

You are a sacred tie,
Linking me
To Divine.
With it,
Learning Stewardship.
Through it,
Im Refined.
Without him,
It's hard to find
That quick relief I'd always count on.

God-sent, angel in bunny-form.
Rejected by your momma,
Something I couldn't relate to more.

"Fallen down the rabbit-hole",
i had been 'circling the drain'.
Caught in loneliness, and sorrow
But then you hopped into my life.
Reminded me of my Heavenly Father's Love, you helped me hop along.

You were so good to me, I even let you keep your '*****' lol.

Got me through to find my wife, with a baby almost here, fantasizing of you in our lives, to see you grow along my kids and wife.

"Jazz" was taken suddenly, beyond measures of my control.
I screamed, quite literally.
And Wailed beyond control.

That's why I've written this poem, to process all these thoughts.
You meant more
Than words or thoughts
God only knows, what a blessing He was.
RIP buddy 🙏🏽





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Closing remarks;

I Love you buddy, and miss you so much. I look at a picture of us every day, and still talk about you all the time. Thank you for softening my heart, and preparing me to raise my first baby-girl "Sage Elizabeth". I'm so grateful for our time together and I know I'll see your big, blue, floppy ears again someday in the eternities <3
Taking time to process the sudden, and tragic death of my best-friend "Jazz" the Lop-eared rabbit.
Lane Bohman Nov 2017
One sip
Of your poison
Just one fix
I'm walking out the door.

I can't do this any more.

Oooooh but the Devils
calling me by name.

Oh It's so inviting,
I can never win this game.

The cycle is vicious
It never remisses


Bittersweet renditions,
Of the time I had it beat (?)

Fooling myself

too many times,

How much shame is on me?

Can't you see I'm grounded?
Weighed down by my heavy heart?

Not long before
I figure out what's coming next.

You got what I want
(You got what I need)
Can't stop holding on
(I love our toxicity)

Caught up
(In our lust)
With no chemistry
(Can't stop holding on)
I love our toxic energy.

Around and round we go
(I start to wonder)
where did our love go?

She's in my veins
(Ooh I'm an addict)
Shooting up her perfume
the one habit I can't break
I won't shake

Over, under, in-between
(Stuck under your nail)
Give me
just a moment with your scent
I love the smell.

*Im fading away
Addiction, personification
Lane Bohman Nov 2017
Everyday it's the same game,
And goes by the same name

"running in circles for your love".

But really,
you're not worth the effort
(get this through my head)

Think you're hot ****?
But really,
We both know better
Hide your blemish

But really,
keep the scarlet letter.

I swear I'm not bitter
But really,
I don't mean to blame.
but really

Girl I don't even hate you
But really,
I'm Just feelin' shame
But really,
(Im just getting played)
Getting played, cheater
Lane Bohman Nov 2017
What can I do to get you alone?
Make my move,
play it cool

You know how it goes~

Wander the town,
(Wondering about;)

"Am I on your mind?
Wastin'my patience baby,
Please don't waste my time."

I ain't lookin for love,
I ain't lookin for trouble
just some time,
you and I
Talking under the covers.

Maybe some one on one?

to get to know you better?

Maybe between the sheets?

Make you moan
and get you..
shhhh~

Then we start to move,
then we get to groovin'.

Hips sync to the beat

Past the peak

We're still climbing

Nowhere left to go

This dance is all we've needed

Feel the rythym flow
We'll take the night
and share the fever.
Courting, teasing, intimacy
Lane Bohman Nov 2017
Back street of where I'm from
Love the music,
and the air.

This funky taste
I can't get out my mouth
I want,
I need.
I'm begging please?

Round the corner,
where I grew up.
This girl I'd never leave.

She lights my fire,
weakens my knees,
an evil woman
don't stop, won't stop.

I get this feeling
(I'm bout to blow it.)

My pulse is racing
(I've got to know.)
I'm begging baby,
wont you distract me?

Run!
(Running down the way.)
Hand in hand,
(I'm your man)
I'd never leave you,
(nowhere to go)

You're my spirit, lover...my soul.

Moments
(frozen in time)
Makes me think of you,
in my life.

Freezing
and I could not care less

*Just fill my lungs
with your hot breath.
Addiction, personification
Lane Bohman Nov 2017
I start to realize,
I go about things all wrong
(Pardon my musings)
But in my music
I will be strong.

Question my reasons,
(Oh Question my all.)
So full of questions
Cause all my answers
seem to be so wrong


"Try for a moment,
Hear what I have to say
"
My heart pleas-

"Cry just to show it,
I care in so many ways
"

Back again on the road,

while my heart sounds

Cruising on empty,
no plans to slow down

Where am I headed?
I'm stuck in my head

No room to go back,

no time to relapse.

Where am I headed?
stuck in my head
And I can't lie,
And I can't hide.

How do I embrace the change?

Speak the truth that's in my name?
The need for change, the blinding kind of pride
  Dec 2015 Lane Bohman
MKF
The world needs more lovers
With rose colored glasses
Forever worn
With glass hearts
And stoneless hands
With roses growing
Down their spines
And stardust
Coating their lungs
The world needs more dreamers
With centuries in their cells
And galaxies in their bones
With fiery passion
Boiling their blood
With trembling voices
And wonder in their eyes
With music in their souls
And freedom on their minds
The world needs more you's
Who are more than a number
And are wildly outspoken
Who have an insatiable lust
For knowledge
Who love endlessly
And dream all day
Who search for the beautiful things
Only our hearts can see
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