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my vines will grow and cover it all

im 17
and i am at the edge of an undefined unrest

i still don't know what i want in life

i want to become something...... i think?

or i want to completely be nothing,,, run somewhere far away
maybe?

or walk into belligerent traffic

maybe i just want to create

but anything i touch is only reserved for me

my existence is a place where only i can access it

my love so small it spills only within the crevices of the earth
and only there --i can be found

i don't know anything in this world but this moment

i don't know anything but what i feel inside right now

and right now i am unknowable!
entering senior year! wow! i dream to vanish! not to die, maybe? but really,,, i don't desire death, just nonexistence... at least 5 minutes??? idkkkk!! i just don't feel real :3333
Graceful and beautiful,
Mended and happy,
Perfect and prideful,
Stunning and remembered-











Unlike me
All this jewellery,
What for can it be?

Earrings you got at birth,
What are they worth?
They are with you
Always

Exchanging friendship bracelets,
The expectations it sets.
Best friends
Forever

Necklaces from family,
Might not know what you see.
They’re still there for you
Truly

Engagement and wedding rings,
More than beautiful things.
Boyfriends, girlfriendsβ€”lives entwine,
Becoming husbands, wives in time.
I guess what I meant to say was: everything has a meaning
I want to be seen not looked at
I want someone to see me
To see everything between the lines
Flaws
Scars
And perfections-if there are any
To see is different from to look
Sometimes we look but we do not see
But is it truly what I want?
And if they do not like what they see,
What then would happen?
To open up to someone is the greatest form of intimacy.
To see what has been hidden from view for so long
To be seen beyond looks
To be valued beyond words
To me praised
Appreciated
understood
And
Seen.
I haven't posted in a while been busy with school.
how is June coming along for everyone?
 Jun 4 lacre π™š
Dru
Improbable
Borderline impossible,
To have think she'll even consider me
Oh yes !
She did, she agreed to my T&Cs
Only me she'll see
Now she's mine
Mine to mind, the one who took a while to find
Truly beautiful,Β Β one of a kind
You were worried about
the storm, so you
invited it in,
wanting to control the
damage through your
kindness and friendship.
But you can't.
The storm doesn't have
a conscience.
It will never be a cute
pet on your leash.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gn9IAYo0wZE
Here is a link to my YouTube channel where I read my poetry from my recently published book, Sleep Always Calls, available on Amazon.
A pebble getting lost in the sea .
In the depths, being forgotten and free .
With no colours, it's completely grey .
The waves carrying its voice as it's pleading to stay.
Drowning deeper into the sea's vastness , a strange solace is found .
Surface drifting far away as it's falling, failing and bound.
Unnecessary
And
eventually accepted the fate .
(  it found solace even if it failed )
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