tomorrow,
let's put Jack Daniels to our lips and a road under our
toes
.

let's find a frozen lake and fill our lungs up with majestic silence
.

you dream of a desert house with windows all around,
and i dream it too


of naked feet
of looking but not searching

.

i am no murderer
time is my friend,
it holds my hand

and we


frolic.

I
AM
GIVING
UP
THE
IDEA
OF
LESSENING
THE
JOY
OF
NOW
FOR
FEAR
OF
LOSING
IT
LATER.

THIS MOMENT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MOMENT
AND
THAT
IS
ALL
THAT
MATTERS.

i want to run every grain of sand in your soul through my fingers
not to call you my own,
just to
feel
because i am certain nothing could be as cosmically beautiful.

i want to take every piece of everything tangible you have ever put your energy into,
and meditate under it
slip my ears below the hot water of your composition.

i want to drown in the infinite fountain of catalyst beauty you spout

i want to dance in your orbit and wake up wearing things that smell like you

desires abounding, love:

let's be in the moment
to be in the moment with you is to be in the stars.

if marriage is the                              fulcrum  

of your existence,


all i have for you is desperate disinterest.

what is there to talk about?
how you clean your kitchen and have submissive, dull *** once in a while?

here's a secret: he probably asked you so that he could get down your pants legally. you said yes thinking of a pretty white dress and that feeling you get watching Disney movies.



i asked a suburban woman this question:

                                                      ­   who are you living for?

hollow eyes as she laundry listed Jesus, God and every one of her family members.

no concept of self.

are you satisfied?

                                                     ­    yes. she said. i am satisfied.

how can you look at the state of the world and feel complacency? the longer i  live the more i realize

                                                        ­ that static is not an option.


girls, ladies, women

                                                            you don't need the validation.