I love you, I do. You make me feel so disgusting, its true. **** me as hard as you can. Yeah that makes you a man. Fake your smile, fake your love. Take everything from me, I wont shove. Hate me! Then flee! Come back, no, lie to me! Let me see! Let me see who. Who hides inside of you! I want to destroy you, but can I? I practice on myself, but then I lie. I keep lying to myself, only to get to you. But only if, if you ******* knew! Look at my arms, look at my legs. if you only knew how this heart has bled! I keep running away, searching for a new me. I get lost, then I see you standing there beside me. I am now lost, still bitter I stand. I am now lost, I let everything go out of my hand. Sorrys, are they really true? Sorry, should I believe you? Maybe, just maybe I could. Maybe, just maybe I would. I take it back, why? I take it back, because I think you lie. Why do I believe what others say? Why do I change my mind in just one day? I left because it was too hard.  I left you only to read a note with a card. I tell you goodbye, you're lovely to me. Goodbye, and goodbye to me.