You are unexplored, unusual, and terrifyingly beautiful.


There will be boys, who are going to promise you forever in song, in poetry, in words that are so ****** pretty they will be hard to resist.

Beautiful,strong,independent.
Forever, they sigh.
But their forevers come with hidden terms.
Until you start dreaming too much,
Talking too loud,
Kissing too strong and debating too heatedly.




It, not a girl like they will say, you’re hard to understand, they will rationalize, difficult for any man to put up with let alone love…




They are going to make you doubt yourself, beautiful.
And even then even when they have wronged you,
You will reach inside yourself to find the things they are looking for.


You will talk a little softer,
Argue less,
Dreamless,
Let him kiss you instead,

STOP!...

Daydreamer thinking this world is something it's not.
Standing on stairs made out of air, climbing higher and higher with his eyes closed and his hands behind his back.
With the dark drying up everywhere behind him.
His dreams brighten up this world that does not know it's black.
The daydreamer is fighting off this fog that is trying to tear his mind out from him and not even knowing.
Daydreamers battling with there eyes closed softly.
Trying to forget the ugliest days, and making the day blossom in their mind till the day is bright with a incomprehensible glow masking all the gray and loneliness.
The daydreamer holds on to the hope that everything will be alright someday.
Never dampening that hope, but feeds it with their Anticipation on what the future may bring.
Daydreamer is the only one when they close their eyes it's not dark, it's not dim, it's bright.
And not only seeing the light as an adventure and a reality, but also the dark.

Silhouette in smoke

Incense and amber

Soft and sensuous

The ache of spring--

Apple blossoms in

Outstretched palms

The lilac of sunset

A caress on a face

Upturned, the

Embrace of warm

Husky honey

Dripping from your lips

my hamburger hands

teeth and nerves and

need to control, destroy

how pretty the pain

an exquisite sting, some

ephemeral relief, a swallowed

song suddenly shifted

split apart like atoms

the stars swim into stark

abyss, this ethereal silence

I swallow color just

to spit back into black holes