I can run with great speed when it comes to danger,
And I love that feeling of running for reason.
It's like I am flying super high,
Feeling the wind whip around me,
And I can soar with great aim.
I need adventure.
When my life gets boring, I look for fun,
Always in more ways than one.
Maybe you think adventures are just in Disney movies,
But are they? Are they really?
I need someone to test my abilities,
Even if I am on the bad side.
I need to flex my limbs,
And definitely definitely run run run,
Like oh so quickly, a fast getaway,
Because my life can get kind of boring when I'm alone.
I want to run for a reason,
You are the chosen candidate,
Fight with me.
I'm ravaging!
Too late now, the adrenaline is kicking in,
It's time to strategize on how you are going to win.
Just give me something to think on,
Chess is boring until you are the pawn.  
My heart beating in my chest,
Give it your all, give me your best.
I step up to the plate, ready for a fight,
Today, this girl has a bigger bite!
Come on, right here, right now!!
Challenge me for a chase,
A ****,
A labyrinth maze!
A save!
A run!
Something with action!
Come on, I'm hungry for adventure,
I can't wait around for something to happen,
Please challenge me!
I need the twist,
The punch in my day,
Come on now, whatever it is!
Challenge Accepted~

Her name is Amanda,
Like mine!
Though I prefer to go by Mandy.
Amanda Taylor, believe it or not,
You can't deny it. We're good friends.
Though you may not like full metal,
And though you can bore the heck out of me!
You will be my best friend.
I know, the inseparable friend I had in second grade,
Was really nice and oh so cool,
but she moved on.
Yeah, you may not be so popular,
But you're my best friend.
And nobody's going to change that.
For your dry humor,
Nice smiles,
And nerdy conversations,
Thank you.
For your independence,
Smart style,
And your loyalty to me.
You may be Maud Pie in real life,
But you're my clique,
My clique of twenty three.
Yeesh, I have a lot of friends!
Come join with me!
(Thank you for being my friend)
Mandy aka Pleasure.

~They say be yourself,
But then again
...........
Who Am I?~

If you're home is where you're heart is, I'm not at home yet.

Don't be mad until you hear out the whole story.

I'm so scared, I don't think I'll get any sleep.

~No matter what, we're friends until the end.
I'm confused but you don't have to explain,
I just wanted to say that. Our friendship is strong,
You can tell me anything. I sincerely hope everything is okay.
Have a beautiful night.
Sincerely,
Mandy/Pleasure ~

Sometimes there are battles you have to face alone.
Sometimes there are battles that words from your love can't ease.
But that's okay.
That doesn't mean you have to leave him/her.
As long as they try to help you and they care, that's all you really need.
There are battles you have to face alone.
There are battles that my words can't ease your pain.
But that's okay.
At least I'm trying to help you.
And I really do care. So very much.
But there is one person who can help you always. And as spiritual as it may sound,
God can always help you. Because he has been there to help me of all people.
So he will definitely help you. If you think he is mad at you,
He's not. He loves you. More than anyone else ever will.
Just give him your heart, mind and soul. Serve him. Pray.
And I'm positive, your luck will change.
Just give it a chance! :)

I can tell you really like her,
It's pretty obvious to see.
And I hope all goes well,
For you as for me.
You never struck me as the charmer, so you can tell I am laughing.
Because I always pictured you as a tough rockstar singing.
This is cool, I hope you treat her nicely.
Or I'll have to get all Yum Yum on you (my feisty cat)
But, even more so, I just hope you aren't so jinxxed this time. c;
Hopefully this is your time to shine!
Sincerely, your good friend,
Mandy, aka Pleasure!

I'm so glad you found your way back to me prince charming,
Don't you ever leave me again! This means everything,
To know to you won't leave me ever. It's like Christmas in September,
You're back and fulfilling the promises you may not remember.
You are dazzling and clever and perfect. Don't let anyone to tell you to change.
I think we should be forever.
I don't think you're in the least bit strange.
You're so right, I'll be your Juliet and you'll settle for Romeo.
But you're name is perfect for me, and it's just so!
I don't need a picture to tell if your the one,
You make me laugh in the light of the sun.
No, thank you for picking a daisy in a field of roses my sunshine,
You handsome shining lovely valentine.
Yes, I hope one day we do meet. Even for a little while,
Because the thought of your very presence makes me smile.
Thank you, shooting star, for aiming at me,
I won't leave you just please don't leave me.
Actually, I know you'll stay.
It will be us in the future, okay?
You're talented and sweet.
Yes, one day let's meet.
Thank you for settling for someone less.
Though I'll seek ways to give you the best.
You don't have to be anyone for me.
I love my rockstar guitarist basketball playing Andy.
You know I live for you,
Just for whatever you go through,
Remember this,
I'll always be here for you.
Thank you for loving an ugly duckling over all the swans.
Thank you for not choosing the queen, instead one of the pawns.
Thank you for giving hope to the background character over the star.
I'll be yours even though your possession is far.
Thank you. Just, thank you.

September 7
Me- I know that we will go through it all. There could be days when I don't see you, but I will never change my decision. As long as you're here, I will make my promise to love you forever, for how could I not?"
You- When that day comes we may be much older and barely know who the other is. After months of talking we will realize that you are Rose and I am Fuzz. Then we would probably cry with joy and envelope you in a kiss. A kiss that reminds you of what we had and rekindles the love that almost went cold.
6:46 PM
You- Baby girl I love you to death
My heart jumps at the thought of you
The butterflies threaten to break out of their cage,
My mind can only think of you
You are my starshine on a clouded night
You make me laugh when I am sad
You bring hope when there is none.

>>Don't ask me to stop loving you when you are still in my heart.<<

~Please, don't break my heart today,
Please don't have a hurtful thing to say.
My heart can't take it any longer,
I only wanted to make you stronger.
I only wanted to love you forever,
I only wanted to hate you never,
I only wanted it to be you and I,
It's taking me all my strength not to die.
I'm not dying for the person who makes me want to die,
I just wish you'd let me ask you, why, why, why?
Hey, guess what?
You were all I had.
All I had.
ALL I had.
You've got Jinxx to love now,
Guess who's got nobody?
You're name makes me sick,
Why are you so thick?
You can always fix the mess you made.
You've blown me up like a hand grenade.
I wish you'd stop ignoring me.
You were all I had.
All I had.
ALL I HAD.
I never kissed somebody behind your back.
I never crushed over another boy, yet you jack,
With my heart.
Don't you know how hard you've hit me?
If you knew, you'd definitely come back to me.
I loved you, I really did. I'm sorry I'm 8,000 miles away.
I'm sorry that was enough for you to stop loving me.
I'm sorry if I'm less than perfection.
I'm sorry if I'm just words on a screen.
But good God you meant everything to me!
Don't you know how hard I savored your words when you said you wouldn't stop loving me?
Read them everyday, thought no words could be more true.
There was a reason why Hazel said 9 wasn't a ten,
Because emotional pain could hurt more than physical.
Losing you is by far worse than any pain of me dying.
I'd gladly die to get away from your torment,
But no, you're saving me for the perfect moment,
To break me down. To say goodbye.
Last night I really wondered why I ever loved you.
You were all I had.
All I had.
ALL I HAD!
And all I would ever have.
I hope you know I will never stop loving you.
I just can't get you off my mind.
I have been abused by my family.
Physically and emotionally.
I've been hurt and bullied countless times.
Yet I was always there for you.
So maybe now it just struck you that I meant it when I said,
You are the love of my life.
'Cause you are.
And my stubborn heart doesn't want to lose you.
Don't try to make me hate you.
'Cause it won't work.
I still love you in every way.
You're still on my mind all day.
"But drenched in Vanilla Twilight,
I'll sit on my front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you,
I feel all alone."
I love you sunshine.
You can't take yourself away from me.

You stole my heart.
We laughed and we talked all day.
You wrote me poems that I read everyday, over and over,
Our days were the best.
SilverTabby, remember her?
Said we were, and I quote directly,
Perfect for each other!
I made us a den, and I took care of Dapplekit,
A day didn't go by that I didn't think of you 24/7.
Then you left me for a month.
You made me feel so devastated.
I don't know if you missed me, but God I missed you.
I was crying, melting, crumbling and falling,
Then you came and you caught me when I thought you were dead.
Listen, Chester told me you were dead.
Don't you know how hard I cried that morning?
Pfft, I've never cried so hard. Not even over all the deaths I've been through.
Yet you were alive. And you reunited with me the same day.
I was so, so happy. You were still my one true love.
I promised you I wouldn't love another.
I kept that promise, didn't I?
We chatted and had cute conversations.
You asked me, "How could a guy like me end up with a girl like you?"
You said I was the definition of beauty.
That I could make you smile.
That I was your starshine.
I loved it when you called me that. Starshine!
You loved me. You respected me.
You gave me an infinity in the number of days, you know.
Then it was HelloPoetry,
And Love Poems, you were on it! c;
I promised you I'd love only you forever,
And I kept that promise, didn't I?
The days went by slowly, and you took forever to come on.
That's okay. I'd give you space.
You stopped saying "I love you."
That's okay. I'd let you.
You loved Jinxx.
That's okay. As long as I love you.
Then you ask me to stop loving you.
And I'm sorry, but I just, flat can't.
I respect your decision not to love me,
But I can't stop loving you. I'm so sorry.
Forgive me please...
I promised you I would always love only you.
And I'm keeping that promise,
Aren't I?

But I love you...

I thought you wanted me to die!
I thought that was what you wanted.
So I lied so you would be happy with my death!
I'm confused... You don't love me anymore.
When you were the only one who could make me soar,
I want to forgive you, but someone's telling me stop.
Just please... Andy, help me!

Why do you hate me so much?
Why do you break my heart?
I gave you my all, I really did.
You used to love me, you know.
You said you wanted it to be us.
Liar.
Only you can fix my heart out of everyone!
But you hate me now.
So I guess I'm nothing.
When do you want me to **** myself?
Just say the word Andy.
If you don't love me,
If I am a disappointment to you.
Then there is no point to live.
This is it Andy.
The knife is on the counter.
I would cry if you killed yourself,
But you're laughing.
Goodbye.
Wait, I'm sorry.
No, nevermind.
Goodbye.
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~You're killing my heart,
Why don't you love me anymore?
You have Jinxx but all I had was you.
I think you chose him over me,
But...
That's okay. I'm still your friend.
Always.~

I love you- these three word have my life in them.
Do you have any idea how fast my heart races when you post?
Grow old with me. I will give you the best. God, I love you.
I hope this 1minute poetry conveys my 1lifetime of love.

~This lovely day was golden for me,
Just to wake up and see you respond about anything,
Let's me know, you're still there.
I love you so much, and I want to be the one to make things better for you.
There is so much a girl like me could offer a boy like you,
Words of truth is when I say I can make your future the best.
My heart breaks when I see you in pain, hurting or devastated.
I wish I could touch your shoulder and say,
"Tell me everything. I support you."
Because I really, truly do.
I'm so sorry about your father,
It's not your fault. He loves you.
And I know this for a fact.
I wish I could be there to show you how much I do care,
Yeah, it may seem unlikely that a girl thousands of miles away cries for you,
But if you, if you only knew,
If I had to spend my life soaking up your pain,
And even if you never said,"I love you,"
I would do it. Because all that matters then is that I love you,
It's been enchanting to know you,
To be the love of your life.
My heart is centered around you.
Oh darling, I wish you were here.
I can't say I'll be perfect,
But I can say I would do everything it takes to hold the rank of good enough for you.
That's impossible though. Yet I could show you the world through my eyes,
And yes, you would be heavily mystified,
I'm glad my day is around you,
You make my life beautifully true.
I could hold your hand for the rest of your life,
Seconds before I end mine,
You are my moon, my sun, the vast ocean of my heart.
You're perfect, Andy, and you know I don't want to lose you.
I want it to be us, no matter who loves me,
Because there is only one person that my eyes see,
He's perfect to me, nothing less,
I have to remind him he is the best,
For every battle he must fight or face,
It is Andy where my love holds its base.
Anytime I look at the sun, I can imagine you looking at it too,
Both of us, the only difference is the point of view.
We each share a little piece of that golden sun,
But one day, we will unite as one.
To the one who can make me shine,
I love you.
To the one who I will always love,
Shine brightly~

Stay with me forever?

~Hello! Please read, Because you're the one I need!
I need to make you smile,
And not just for a little while!
I don't know what caused the pain in your eyes,
Death? Betrayal? Hate or evil lies?
Doesn't matter, just sit beside!
Maybe it was thoughts of suicide?
Or family troubles? No one to love?
I've felt it all, so I can honestly stay,
Hold on. Keep going. Because I love you.
And if you ever need to come back.
I'm here, just for you.
So pick a day, any day that you wish!
And we'll have a lovely time, too!
Maybe it's because I'm lonely that I want you here,
But whatever the case, never fear!
I know the pain in you is so great, I wouldn't live a day being you,
But if I can help make your day, that would make two,
With no more sadness.
I love you! :)

~My world had meaning since the day you entered it.~

I look out the window,
To the busy streets,
And I think of you.
You linger on my mind.
You give me a calming peace.
Sometimes it's hard to open my eyes and be alone,
So if I close them, everything becomes easier.

~You're heart's broken?
Give me the pieces.
I can help.~

~I'm sorry that I can't show my feelings quite well over the screen.
Just please remember, I do love you,
If it seems that I don't love you enough, understand, you are still my one and only.
I think about you wherever I am,
Yes, I'm telling the truth.
Anytime you are hurt across the screen,
I don't roll my eyes.
Instead tears fill their corners.
If I could be more for you, I definitely would.
You are still the love of my life, my one and only.
Thank you for keeping me strong even when you are weak.
I love you.
I'm telling the truth.
My heart is all just for you,
Loving no other, my mind locked on your words.
I think of your condition, and the pain you face.
I swallow hard, holding back the tears,
'Cause you're my song.
You're my goal, my destiny, my mystery.
My heart, my life, my moon, my sun,
These words could never be enough.
Never.
Andy, I'm telling the truth.
I never wanted to hurt you. And you are still here,
Thank you. I always wanted somebody who would never leave me on purpose.
My skills are improving, I'm getting straight As.
My thoughts constantly on you, I won't push them away.
We can write our love story together.
We can runaway and be with each other.
We can dance the night away.
We can laugh and play all day.
We can just, live for each other.
We can do anything you want.
I'm telling the truth.
My heart searches for you,
Hoping to ease the pain in your eyes replaced with a smile on your face.
The star that hangs high in the sky,
Never fading.
Shining brightly,
Soaring up high?
Is you.
Wonderful you.
Brilliant, perfect and everything too.
You hold my heart, so keep me safe,
You keep dreaming because one day, you're dreams will come true.
Oh my, I am so proud of you.
Let all the people fade,
Leaving, guess who?
My one and only, the spark of me,
I know him because he's my Andy.
I truly, truly, truly love you.
Yessy yes yes indeedy deedy do!
Our love is forever, and though this song is lame,
This is how we will play our game.
Still anticipating the moment we meet,
Our moment,
I'm telling the truth~

So far away, closer we stand,
To the point we meet, hand in hand.
Soft music playing, the world growing still.
You would kiss me, kiss me if you will,
The day spreads out for you and me.
I love you, my dear Andy.
Slowly, softly, singing and true,
The day turns beautiful just for you.
The stars shine just to light your darkest night,
I live in eternal dark and out of sight.
It's twilight now, and your growing lonely,
I'd fly thousands of miles just to keep you company.
Stretched out among the band of stars,
We live in a world of silence, no people or cars.
The wind flows around your wonderful grace.
How could I live a day not to see your face?
Calmly is the night as you hold me still,
It's perfect just for you, with it's nightly chill.
The sun rises, and you soon have to go.
But as you do, just expect me to say, "No,"
I would never want you to leave me,
And that you should always know

~Shape shifting into a new me,
Perfectionalist is all for you.
Valentine, never depart.
The song we sing holds our memories.

Cancer crisis, different view,
The world forgot who I am to you.
Moment to moment, unexplanatory feelings.
Choose our destiny, and choose it carefully.

The beauty of undying faith,
Corageous in colors new.
The world forgot who I am with you.
Loving pain, destroying life,
The days of sorrowful strife.

Mend the pains, wash away,
Sickness and crisis in every way.
Hold time back, make it longer,
The days he has when he is stronger.

Undying faith, do not fail me,
Future, present and all of history.
Undying faith, do not let me down,
My royalty lies with his crown.

Help me, faith, not to love anyone else,
Close my mind, shut me down, abandon all.
Don't you dare let me fall if he goes.
Make me strong, as strong as him.

Red bands, hospitals, emergency rooms.
Sending my future in flames to fumes.
Undying faith, where do I cry?
Maybe never, so tell my why.

Why do you do this to me?
Why oh why?
I am not mad, just a little confused,
From the days I've been beaten and abused.

Undying faith, do not fail me,
Future, present and all of history.
Undying faith, do not let me down,
My royalty lies with his crown.

Help me, hold me, keep me strong.
Remind me it is with him I belong.
Oh, hold me, keep me strong.
Does anyone understand my song?

Death is his worst enemy,
For me, my worst is not dying with him.
Undying faith, if he goes, don't let me!
I am on knees to all of your mercy.

Undying faith lives in my heart.
It is where it goes that tears me apart.
Carry on, my world, forgetting Magicath,
Don't just assume we will ever cross paths.

Undying faith, do not fail me,
Future, present and all of history.
Undying faith, do not let me down,
My royalty lies with his crown.

Lead me, guide me, close my heart,
Like a door that's locked, never to open.
Locked forever, kept away, secretly hidden
In my soul for him.

Please help me, please hold me, please keep me strong,
If in this sick world it all goes wrong.
Even if he doesn't leave Earth, which he won't,
Don't let me fall for another, please, just DON'T.

Help my heart stay all for him,
God, that'll be hard, as I was made to love.
Or rather, was I made to love?
Or made for him?
I don't think the world will ever know,
My heart is telling me yes, you are telling me no.

Undying, undying, undying faith,
Is the reader asking, Who Are You?
Undying faith is all I have left,
If something goes wrong and I have to stay strong.
The day has come, no, it must be a mistake,
You drag me as I hear the morbid news.
Shrinking, hulking, beast is me,
For who I am for all of eternity.

My heart sinks, drowns and shatters.
Almost as if nothing else matters.
Or maybe it doesn't.
Just whatever happens, help me keep my vow,
To love him absolutely forever, especially now.

He's slipping away from me,
Time passes too slowly,
And quickly at the same time.
I'm melting, sobbing,
Looking for someone to mend my heart.
And by then it's too late,
I will have wanted someone else.

Dying, dying faith, you have failed me
In the Future, present and history.
Dying faith, you let me down.
As I fell in love with a faulty crown.

It hasn't happened yet, so don't let it.
Undying faith, don't put me in a dark pit.
Save the love so it shall never fall,
And be there to resue me when I call.

Oh, dear Magicath, don't let me forget,
Don't let me forget who we are together.~

I'm very very happy,
That's how I was made to be.
Oh, why the long face?
Did people judge you of your race?
Sit with me, we shall confide,
If you've ever had thoughts of suicide.
Hello, I will try to fix your of your cry,
Of the day when your boyfriend made a lie.
What's this? Your girl broke up with you?
There there, I'll help your heart find one that's true.
Come one, come all,
Let me help you get up from your fall!
I love you no matter who you are,
And we will run to lands of peace afar.
There's always another day,
Hopefully, in the next one, you are not so astray.