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408 · Feb 2013
cant
I cant push you away        anymore today       it hurts too much      to pray      or wish for change       i cant push you away       way too much to say       if only i could breathe       if only words could speak      all my dreams      would be so happy       all my thoughts       would dance out loud      if only there was sound      i cant push you away       i have no strength       for walls       and i cant move away       im too far gone        dont try to hold me       my firea too hot       dont try to let go either      the drop dont stop      i cant push you away       i have nothing left       given every last       brick away       that i built my walls with      giving in       to every cry scream or whim       letting go of this      is all thats left       cuz i cant look away       from all of this.
396 · Mar 2013
wishes
I wish the thought of you didnt make me feel this way
I wish the things that were changing made me feel closer instead of so much further away
I wish my eyes would seal shut and I could never again hear
I wish some of my moments weren't so vividly clear
I wish my best me wasn't wasted on someone who never cared
I wish my life would cease to exist
I wish I had what I've wanted for so long
I wish I wasn't so secluded or unsafe
I wish I wasn't in such a dark place
I wish I had someone to Love & Love me back
I wish the thought of you made me feel like that.

"AGoddessOriginal"
1-25-13
372 · Mar 2013
3/5/13
The fire lets go
The wind blows again
Seeping up my hand
To  my brain
I was alone
When I met you
You didnt know
What I had been through
I didnt remark
Or let you embark
I just killed you
With my love
Oh and the fire let go
We never questioned
What we had
Till it
Started going bad
You wouldn't let me go
I had to walk away
****
The wind blows again
It was all I could do
To get away from you
And there I am calling
If course to open arms
This time you aint letting go
Seeping up my hand
The fire lets go
The wind blows
To my brain

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