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Gabby Fuller Jun 27
Because I see you
Trying to hurt me
But it doesn’t do a thing
Because I can’t bleed
Any more red than you have seen
And I feel it
It gets to me
Because I know you’re trying to hurt me
You say it
In the backseat
Peeling layers off my lips with your teeth
And I like it
It feels like you love me
That’s your way of showing me
You’re hurting me
And it doesn’t do a thing
Gabby Fuller Jun 27
The fire is all I know
I didn’t mean it though
We didn’t mean it though
I thought we could escape
This old island of hate
Perfect posture
And lemon on lobser
Bullied by our mothers
Family of imposters
Turned into monsters
We’d run away and think this is funny
We’d say it was an accident, cover it up with money
I remember it all
At the fire our desires  
Sharing my idea with the liars  
Was this all my fault
For surviving it all
Gabby Fuller May 11
You cry at night when your blanket isn’t long enough to cover your shivering body, and when the window doesn’t shut.
Mom cries when she misses her mom, and reflects on the life that was forever ago.
Dad cries when he loses his glasses, and never understood why his dad couldn’t love him.
Your sister cries when she realizes being a mom is harder than hating hers.
Your brother cries when he doesn’t know why he can’t talk to you.
Your teacher cries when they go home at night, to tv dinners and a dog who sleeps too much.
The boy in math class cries when he fails, because he knows that pretending everything will be okay doesn’t help.
The girl who picked on you cries when she looks in the mirror, and rips her hair out.
The man in the same aisle as you has cried before,
and the woman half asleep next to you on the freeway is crying now.
Everybody cries.
Gabby Fuller May 5
I can’t recognize who you are when you get in the car
When you cross your arms and that’s when it starts  The window is down and you pull your seat back
I can’t forget how you used to like that
And when I face the road it comes to show
I don’t know where to go and thats when you
Start to talk and I close my eyes because I can’t
Control when I want to die
I’m hearing you but I can’t stay
I can’t listen listen
To what I used to obey and what I used to miss
And I put it in drive and I can drive all night
But I can’t breathe when you’re next to me it’s like you want to **** me
Gabby Fuller Apr 29
I miss you
When you’re standing right in front of me
I’m speaking to no one
Except a mirror of uncertainty
I live to love you
You see, I hate to keep you
Hidden from my misery
But if I told you
You wouldn’t believe me
A lack of my loyalty, maybe
Or a sign of weakness inside of your heart breaking
Gabby Fuller Apr 26
“The love thing”
Reminds me, admitting
Realizing
The somethings as someone, anywhere
Is this a love affair?
Who is she
Who is burying me down there
Penny pick it up you’ll have good luck
Pains me to be this stuck
Feelings, celings
Paint on the wall
Filling the holes dug up
Shovel in your hand
I apologize for being your friend
It never felt right being this tense
Bleeding, reminds me
Convincing, I know I care
Too much they say
Not enough I swear
Gabby Fuller Mar 29
It’s harder to be on the other side of this fight
It’s a battle that will never see the light
We don’t talk about it anymore
It’s much easier to ignore
When we’ve already closed this door
It’s harder when I know you’re already there
It’ll never happen again, I swear
It’ll never happen again, a prayer
A relationship of despair
A friendship I can’t repair
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