It wasnt how it should have been
Did i not knew to go unseen
It wasnt that my heart was made
To brake unto shattered pieces laid
A thousand tears that ran my cheek
When all i wanted was to be free
Instead unheard the prayer i praid
Instead ten thousand days to face

It wasnt that my self should die
It wasnt in the truth subside
To take away my sense of worth
My self love stolen from myself
Making light of my despair
Taken into count no where
Never letting me to go
Slowly poisoning my soul

Time was flowing each day through
The strength to come in paid due
Had i not knew what heartache was
Would happiness elude me too?

No
For it was the path
The journey fate
For me to travel
To undertake
To discover whom i had to be
The truest essence of purity
Like a diamond facing heavy weight
To shine in worth reciprocate
It was the way to face rebirth
It gave me more of Love's worth
Keeping me for ever more

And in the moment
Let me say
I forgive you
And bare no blame
For what Life deemed
Has given me
A glimpse of peace
Eternally
For every hole that my soul enfolds
Is letting light shine from without
Finding that growth takes place
When cracked the ground
From underneath the leaf takes shape
And freedom reigns within change
What once had died
Bore
Life again

Darkness unimaginable
Fear incomprehensible
Lies unapologeticall
Where in lies the fun???

To celebrate the wicked truth
To claim ignorant belief
There in lies the great deceit
Wrapped in words:
"Trick or treat"....

Halloween:Truth or Tricks??
Halloween evolved from "All Hollows" Eve. It originated from the pagan holiday honoring the dead. On All Hallows Eve, the veil between the world of the living and the world of the dead was thin. It allowed the souls of the dead to come back to earth and walk among the living

Halloween is a religious holiday belonging to the Roman Catholic Church. ... The holiday is “All Hallows Day” (or “All Saints Day) and falls in Nov.

Jehovah's Witnesses: They don't celebrate any holidays or even birthdays. Some Christians: Some believe the holiday is associated with Satanism or Paganism, so are against celebrating it. Orthodox Jews: They don't celebrate Halloween due to its origins as a Christian holiday. Other Jews may or may not celebrate it

While the Bible doesn't mention Halloween specifically, it does, of course, have lots to say about the forces of evil. ... Scripture is full of stories where good and evil are pitted against each other, as well as Bible verses that offer wisdom about facing darkness, deception, and fear in your own life.

Samhain (pronounced 'sow'inn') is a very important date in the Pagan calendar for it marks the Feast of the Dead. It is also celebrated by non-Pagans who call this festival Halloween. ... Samhain has been celebrated in Britain for centuries and has its origin in Pagan Celtic traditions.

A few observations:
HALLOWEEN is the most important day of the year for Devil worshippers, according to the founder of the Church of Satan, and everyone else has been urged to avoid celebrating this “dark” day

Anton LaVey founded the Church of Satan in the US in 1966.

He was the country’s most prominent Satanist up until his death in 1997 and authored several books, including The Satanic Bible, The Satanic Rituals, The Satanic Witch, The Devil's Notebook, and Satan Speaks.
In the Satanic Bible, Mr LaVey wrote: "After one's own birthday, the two major Satanic holidays are Walpurgisnacht (May 1st) and Halloween.”

Walpurgisnacht, or Saint Walpurgis Night, is a German annual event which is known in German Folklore as Witches Night.

Even today, the Church of Satan recognises Halloween as an extremely important day for evil.

The occultists’ website states: “Satanists embrace what this holiday has become...

Things appear for what they are
Life unfolds upon the horizon afar
What some may fear
Others draw near
The hands of time will keep

Sometimes it takes courage
Within the fear lies hope
It takes a simple step
Somehow one has to cope
Sometimes one face it alone

Never had the truth been hidden
The chance that pass you by
Never had the lie been given
Born yet just to die
Never did the promise made
Been lost nor never heard
What once was silent
Will be raised
upon this troubled earth

Faith is wrapped with tears
Courage found in fear
Darkness try to hide the light
But cannot yet from sight
And evil binds the night with chains
Yet morning freely dawns the same
Its touch of comfort
Its promise true
When nothing seems to carry you
So it brings strength anew

Life
Words that flow from deep
Thoughts that come ìnto being
From The One who never sleeps
Hope
In something not yet seen
Faith to just believe

Things appear for what they are
And yes
To everything there comes an end

Little by little
as the moments go by
Days turn to weeks
Years couldnt hide
You live
All is but dust
To all shall die
As once you took breath
So shall it subside
No one shall find
What is truth,what is lie
Little by little

Silently He watches
Always from a distance
Things turn slowly
Within His favour
His hand remains
Withdrawn for now
His smile on his face
Reveals its near the time
He bates his breath
Things are almost too good
Darkness enclose him
From where he has stood
Theres a time,
So its written
For Life to unfold
What were prophesised from old
Must be brought to the true
And he silently watches
As a tear leaves his eye
Its within darkness he longs
For the Light lost inside....

Good will to all
The season come
And peace upon your soul
Let every heart cheer
Love may draw you near
And earth resound the day
As heartache falls away
And earth receive the joy
Tis is the most wonderfilled way

Rest
Oh weary travelled soul
Oh heart that isnt whole
Oh doubtfull mind agiven
Rest

Breathe

Turn back
Oh beaten tortured soul
Oh aching heart alone
Oh bruised mind behold

I AM THE HEALER
THE COMFORTER
THE SOURCE OF PEACE
AND THE WELCOMER
BACK
HOME...

To know friendship
You've got to be a friend,
To support someone's hardship
To be there in the End-
And most of all
Remind yourself,
It works both ways
It takes an amount:
Of trust
Of loyalty
To be a confidant
Without these
It means not very much.
It turns the bond
Right Into dust.
It takes away the essence true
Of me being
A friend
To you.

And thus it brakes the two

Seperation
Segregation
Obsolution
The conclusion?
A Bond that doesnt last.

I had believed
That it was
A bond to outlast time,
But found
It out
Too late,
Are you
still
A friend
Of mine?

(Narrator):"Dark the moon turn
behind the cloudy nightsky
A night to unholy
To be-
And from nowhere a bloodcurdling
scream can be heard
As if the dead suddenly
awoke from their sleep.
And its cheering that sounds
upon the wind
Its the night of unholy
Placed on one's mind.
Its the return of the Prince
Of all Darkness abide
Its His time to up rise
with his demons at side,
Awoken once more
to walk this mortal plain
Satisfaction to gain
And destruction to bind.
Those who still live
Those lost and out of time..
Hear now these words
Raised to the sky
And decide for yourself
If its true or a lie"

(Prince of Darkness):"It tis time
It tis time
How long have we wait
To gather each soul
That the Lord cannot take-
Those who have chosen
To merrily celebrate
The 31st day of Old Halo's gate.
Our doorway from Hell
To this mortal place
To entrap and enchant
those old and still young
Who foolishly join in such unholy fun"

(Demon):"Master of great,
lord of the earth
Why have you chosen
To find who is worth?
Is it not all who decide in to join
The souls who believe
Tonight is rebirth
Of You who are fallen
Its whom they will serve?"

(Prince of Darkness):Indeed
It is so
As you have been told
Magic uprise from
beneath the earth-
Bringing to life
Those who deserve
The slavery chains
Cast on mind and on body,
Its is why I have come
And it is everybody."

(Demon):"My lord
We await
For your voice and your charge
To evoke terror
Inside of their hearts-
Speak but once only
And thy will we will do,
Gather the souls
Of every such fool."

(Narrator):"So awaits the spawn
From Hell thats been born,
To comply with the order
Of the Prince they serve-
To mark the souls
Of the mortal beings
To cast out the ones
In the joining of birth
The Prince and his follow
To sweep the whole earth.
On this the night
Known as Old Halo'eve
Celebrated with
the utmost disbelief,
Of what its true purpose
Realy means
And why its the choice
To deceive.
To gather the
Rich,the poor
All agreed
That the night of Old Halo
Means nothing indeed."

(Prince of Darkness):"Those who choose
to turn a deaf ear
Gather them close
And draw them all near.
Thy soul and thine mind
Now belongst to Me
Set loose all you demons
And relish in cheer-
For great the numbers
Will fall unto me
Of men and of women
And child born as well
It will bring each one
To the pit  of  Hell.
And forever they'll be ******"

(Narrator):"And such is the fable
Told from old
And listen once more
As your eyes cannot see
The true deceit
Known as
Halloween"...
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What does the Heart hide
That the mind takes in stride?
What does the Soul know
That the eyes will show?

How silently a tear flows
How a smile can hide
Where the Heart and Soul goes
How only the lonely cries

Each one lives but for his own
Happiness and peace combined
But when the love dies
Each one is just alone...

Tomorrow  rise
When the present dies

How come these truths
I know
Inside?

Halo"d-Eve??(A Fable)
(Narrator):Once a Year
When the Moon turns black
On a Night not so Holy
Rise from beneath
Summond to Life
The Devil"s own company

(Dark Voice):"Tis the Night",shouts a voice
"Tis OLD HALO"s EVE"...

And Every Spirit malicious
Every Demon rise cheer:
"Tis the Birthday of Satan
On the 31 st day of this month
Of the year"

(Satan):"Be Calm,my dear children,
Dont cowar in Fear-
It is Halloween
And MY birthdate is here"

(Narrator):Unbeknown,the Mortal folks gear
Up for the festive seasonal cheer-
"Trick or Treat",sounDS the echo"s
Of every child young and old
Whilst the grown ups prepare
For a "masqerade" hold

The witches and druids
The highest  of  priests
(Unbeknownst to Humans)
Cast a Spell in the breeze
And as Night falls down
And the Moon turns black,
The Devil himself says:

"Its Good to be Back"

"Calm my children
Tis not the Time Yet,
Soon I shall havoc wreck -
Uponst each Soul
That so foolishly cheer
On this the Unholiest
Night of the Year"

"Turn their Hearts
And capture their minds
Fill the sky with Death-
I shall soon myself rear,
Upon the Throne
In Hell proclaimed-
These Pityfull Souls
I shall all ordain

As MINE,Eternally!"

"Christ has his day
And this one be MINE-
So carry on cheering
As I rule Divine-
The Prince of all Darkness
I WILL HAVE MY TIME!!!!"

(Narrator):So...
Dear Reader
Think upon this-
Is Halloween all it proclaim that it is?
Think carefull where this tradition
Exist,
Does it truely live
In the Heart of a Christian?
Or is it:

The Devil"s Exist.

Finding myself at the
End of my rope
Finding the only choice
I have is hope-
Longing for change
Has my chance come
And left,
Is there no one who cares
Wasted faith i have kept?

False promises i made
To myself left to fate
Never too soon
Im afraid its too late-
Hopeless and broken
All my plans undertake,
Feeling tired and beaten
Want to give up this pace.

Regret's like the sun
Only after to come,
When the storm has been
And the rain has gone-
Yet still i will find
That when all's said and done,
There's a new day to dawn
When the night passes on.
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Wisdom speaks of these words
I have heard:

"Its never to late
To begin a new turn.
To be done with the past
To be free from the chains,
That yesterday was
And tomorrow remains-

That when all of your strength
Has been spent and been used,
The truth is HIS Love
Can restore and renew.
If but only you give
All you've tried
Up to HIM-
And believe HE will solve
What you tried on your own,
no one is strong enough
to go it alone."
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So
Seek out your peace
In these sage words
You've read-
And remember these truths
Are true indeed.
And give God a chance
To come through for you,
There is still strength and time
To begin again new.

There is no more light
No hope to shine bright
No words left to explain
There is no faith
Guide me through the night
No promise in sight
I have made my peace
Fate has come and leaved
No wrong to bring whats right

There are secrets to know
And tears to flow
No more from my eyes
And there are things to tell
Ive known so well
But i will never again speak
My soul has slipped away
No more brighter day
To keep me here anyway
If what has come and gone
Ive tried but all is done
No love to keep my gaze.......

Is it too late?
Regret comes
Is it too late?
Cry tears
Is it too late?
Hearts brake
Is it too late?
Lost faith...

Do you wait
Turn back from your mistake
Do you wait
Nothing left to fate
Do you wait
Love for hate...

Are you alone?
Far from home
Are you alone?
Tears will iluminate
Are you alone?
Simply just having no one...

Is it too late
Do you wait
Are you alone?
Lost faith
Love for hate
Simply just having no one...
Simply alone.

Dont know if all thats true
Been down the road
It aint nothing new
Catched the sun
In golden hue
Kept it hid well
No words there's left to tell
When silence is all i felt
Kept memories close
As still they dwell
I dont know still if all thats true
It comes down
To only
me
And
You

Nobody can know why
The origin of
all the tears ive had to cry-
Who would understand
The cross road that is at hand?
When you begin to see
The truth thats within your reach
brings only heartache
and more unknown fears.

No one could simply comprehend
The reason that now cannot mend
Why ive lived up until now
The way it never shouldve been
And hid what ive come to always
known deep inside.

And when there is no sollution
to the answers that i found
Will i ever find the strength
To just be onward bound?
Walking to a promise now at hand
That somehow it will all
just simply work out-

Sometimes you have to change
And put yourself first.
Sometimes you will find you live
And sometimes you end up
Dying inside
little by little each day-
And Sometimes thats just the price
you end up you have to pay.

No body ever said
All's well as end well-
But now you know
"you just survive"-
and
nobody
ever truely
understands why.

As seasons come
Ànd as they go
Within my heart
Within my Soul
There is secrets to be known
And truths told to be own
As seasons come
And as they go

When answers fall
Like withered leaves
When all you keep
Is memories
Like days forgotten
Distant dreams
You'll hear me call
When answers fall
Like withered leaves

If what you seek
And what you need
Like blossoms bloom
On willow trees
Brings you to
Upon your knees
I'll raise you up
If what you seek
And what you need

Remember me
Surrender thee
I will thy keep
And set thine free
Remember me

As seasons come
And as they go
When answers fall
Like withered leaves
If what you seek
And what you need
Remember me
I will thy keep
And set thine free
Together
For
All
Eternity.

They say yesterday is forgotten
They say memories will fade
If but my heart knew then
I wouldnt have believed them
Desperate for longing
to hold onto

Gold cannot hold
the days gone before
And so within my Soul
I keep them all safe
Yes in another space and time
They live forever on

How can light not illuminate
The days i keep?
And if the darkness hold
The memories lived
Will i still remember it?

They say tomorrow isnt promised
That you never know for sure
They say today
Is all that lives

So i will believe
The days and memories can be kept
Before they fade away
I will see
They were never ment to be...

Leave a light on in Heaven
When my life seize to be
When im changing the temporly
For Eternity
When my life reach an end
My new one to start
When the answers are revealed
To my broken up heart
When my soul whispers softly
Like the evening breeze
When ive done all i could
When its time to release
May i find a welcome
By no one but you
Will i find i am longing
To live in the truth
Yes
Leave a light on for me
When in darkness i leave
May the light guide me only
To my home
Eternally.

When life gets hectic and you feel drained-
when trials and burden upon you strain,
just stop a minute-and take a breath,
hand it over to the One who congured death.
And know:the battle has been fought already-
the victory lies ahead steady.
Nothing can truely get you down-when once you ask the Lamb now crowned-
to take your fears your heartache and tears,
He is strong enough and care
,in prayer surrender-
and He will hear,
and renew your strength that you will cope-
it takes some faith and a little  Hope.
Remember He expects no more,than total dependance-
yes upon You Lord-...
so carry forth,and blessedly continue  walk.
May you know His Hand is holding yours.....

I like coffee
And You like tea
I love the silence
You like to scream
-Coffee and tea
Go perfectly-
Why oh why dont you see?

I like mornings
You like eve's
And I love the sunrise
Till late you sleep
-Mornings and eve's
Together it is-
Why oh why dont you agree?

You and me
Were ment to be
Happy ever afterly.

The sun wont shine tomorrow
Your joy turn into sorrow
And no one else to borrow
A piece of hope for you

The moon wont shine tonight
Your dreams all take flight
And nothing seems so right
Than staying home instead

For every days a struggle
Through life you sometimes muddle
Keep your heart from trouble
When you are all alone

If it turns back to you
The next move yours to make,
Will you always be true
If once you choose to partake?
If the next move falls to me
I promise this clearly
I wont run and back away
Theres so much that i want to say
Especially to you

If the ball lands in your court
And its up to you you see
Will you choose to notiçe me
Or will you run and flee?
If its up to only me
And luck smiles down easily
I tell you this  truthfully
I will play oh so paitintly
If only i can  make you see

Time becomes the master
Days and nights to keep
If all i am is easy
For you i will fall deep
Every season has its turn
Every day a purpose
But will i find relief
From your obscureness?

Yes if it comes back to you
And what it is that you do
Will you still be truthfull
If you decided too
Tell me goodbuye?
And this i long from you
To never let this be
For if it is up to you
I guess i have to leave

To be the best you can be
Listen not to others critique
Look within your own soul
The best it is you already own

To be the best you can be
Takes strength and courage to succeed
Will mean to lose all negativity
Yet also knowing whats reality

You cannot be what others see
Your truth is yours to keep
The best you that you will stay
Is not to compare to someones way

To be the best you can be
Will only work for you you see
And never turn your back only
To be the best you that you can be..

When you fall asleep
And lost in dreams
Does your heart keep
What no one sees?
Does your soul speak words
Of times gone by
And the stars at night
Keep the truth inside?
When your breathing slows
And your eyes are closed
Does your mind subside
To the still of night?
When the wind brakes free
And the leaves all fall
Do your thoughts belong
To you at all?
And when the moon will wane
Does your soul remain
Chained in fear and pain
Only free to strain?
When the truth you know
Seems to seldom go
Will your heart still beat
As at night you sleep?
And when a star shoots down
From the midnight sky
Will you still be here
Always at my side?
When your soul weeps
For the tears you keep
Will you ever find
That you will be free?
And when the morning dawns
Upon a brand new day
Will your soul still find
A journey laid?
And if you listen close
To the morning sun
Will your dreams come true
Only One by one?
And if all is said
When all is done
Does your heart belong
To at least someone?
And if  goodbye becomes
What today will be
Will you think of life
And remember me....

Dark the sky in midnight hour
Keeps the stars at night
When dreams we dream
Are born anew and takes off in flight
The moon we see way up high
Illuminate the sky
Clouds become the keepers off
Every tear thats cried
Yesterday was once ago
Tomorrow still unknown
The day had come-the day had go
The present-all we own
And as the night calls to the wind
To guide our hopes anew
The way in which our journey lie
The path for me and you
Be still my wanting aching heart
Broken up and blue
For what the night has brought become
The light of all thats true
So sleep my soul in moonlight hue
A promise will abide
When hence the darkness turn again
Into the morning light
May Angels wings be at your side
And keep watch over you
And every star that shines so bright
Keep all that you will do

She has heard of hope
An entity from which one cope
She has heard of peace
A state of utter and total release
She has heard of belonging
A space in time to own
She has heard of all these things
Yet she herself
Have never received

She has seen miracles and light
The darkness that flee into night
She has seen care and safety
Yet she herself
Have never felt lately

She has heard only hatred
Thoughts so violent
She is wrapped in fear
And enclosed in silence
Surely this must be her own doing?

She fears the nights
When expected he comes
His presence and stance
Wrapped in violence
As he mocks her innocence
She closes her eyes for tollerance

And she fights no more
Though shes heard of survival
He is stronger than her
An unwelcomed rival
And she cries tears stained
By the blood on her face
As she sits and waits
For night to turn into day
And for "normal" to function
Isnt this my own way?

She has heard the song
That a nightingale sings
Oh how ever little of
Joy it still brings

Her frailty and youth
Keeps her far from the truth
In her short life lived
She has yet to fulfill
And it almost feels
As if life maybe will be
Better than what she has heard
And seen

He finds himself standing there
Arms helplessly outstretched
A desperate plea to those who see
With nothing he calls his own

He makes eye contact shamefully
To those that pass him by
He tries to speak words
But is surrounded in silence

Excuse me sir-he hopelessly think
Can you spare a dime?
But these thoughts never leaves
his tired mind

A man to his right
Whistles as he walks by
Hey homeless,he cries
Get a job and stop whining

He pretends he cant hear him-
As the passerby starts to smile
You got yourself in this
Now homeless get a life!

His feet are swollen
From aimlessly standing all day
He tries to walk
But his legs dont comply

He hears laughter from the passerby
As he turn to face the sun
Inside his soul is aching
Yet its another day only begun

As the day race on
He finds more people walking by
As if they try to hide
The fact that hes  there

Excuse me madam
Can you help me please?
But the tears in his eyes
Is not enough to convince

She picks up her pace
As she hurries on by
Not today,she yells
And then turns out of sight

He finds himself standing there
Lord,how did i let this be?
Is there still hope,he wonders
Alone and Tearily
Would death bring freedom
From this misery?
Is there nothing oh Lord
You can do...

The sun starts to set in the sky
Soon it will become night
And as the cold wind picks his face
He knows the streets he will pace

And within his eye
He sees a darkness passing by
Its just another day leaving
Yet another plea dying in plain sight

Its the unfairness of Life....

Once
You held my hand
it gave me courage ,
alone to stand-
I know i had to try
lift my spirit way up high
Like i could touch the full moon
In the  sky
When once you held my hand

Once
You softly said to me
Forever and for always
With you i"ll be
It gave me strength
To look inside
To know i"d make it
someday
be free
When once you softly said to me

Once
You stood right next to me
We listened as the waves
Ebb in
From the wide  sea
Never had i known the truth
That someday i'd be losing you
When once you stood next to me

And i remember
How Still your peacefull gaze
Your eyes
That beckoned freedom
From this earthly space
And all the pain
You delt with
That i couldn't take
Away from you
May Heaven welcome back you-
And i recall
The moment when your
Breath subsided
I turned my face from you
To only try and hide
these tears i had
in my eyes
Knowing as your hand
slipped from mine-
No fear and without sorrow
You will ever again know


And now
Im thinking back on once ago
The days we had
I thought that would never go
With only the memory
Of once before
I keep with me
May truth
Reach you from this mortal shore-
And
I still believe in someday
Having once just once more
UnTill then,
I will try to carry forth
Looking at the star point north
Knowing
You are lookin down
on me

Once more.....

If God were to grant wishes
What would yours be?
If God granted your dreams
Would you then be free?
What would you ask of Him
What would your heart desire?
Would your life be better
If you got your souls require?
And think of this:
Would you still need God
After your desire is fulfilled
And youve received all you wanted
Would you be just thrilled?
I honestly tell you
This is not how He works
For instead of being overlooked
He gives you what you need
Not what you thought He should
For then He looks after you
And you get what is good
For what you want
Seldom is what you realy need
But what He gives you instead
Is the best you will get
And this is the truth
If God ever do

Do i ever find myself
Living a life
That isnt real?
Being in a world
Thats only surreal?
Dreaming a day
That wont ever be
Longing for something
I cant ever see?
Hope seems so
Far from reach
Today becomes tomorrow
Yet i am not free.
Yesterday seems better
Gone and redeemed
Bringing me only
More sorrow than glee-
And this is true
Im not living realy
Im longing and waiting
For deaths release:
From the live
Im not living
To the live
That wont be
Do i ever find
Living becomes survival
Indeed?
Dont tell me
Be thankfull!
You live in paradise!!!
When i am not living
Inside i have strife-
For something else
A world and a "being"
Thats always surreal
Do i find myself living
Life thats unreal???

In honesty spoken
Im not indeed
For the moment
Thats "being"
Defys me- succeed,
Im wasted and broken
And hopeless unspoken
Living for noting
Im living
Indeed,
And Life becomes
Unreal
And LIFE INDEED...

From up Above
Mercy rain down
like droplets Of Love
Kept in a clove
Droplets of hope
like flight of a dove
Bringing your heart
secrets unkept
Memories stained
in tears that are wept
Lifting your Soul
It carries you home
Guiding light
reflects what is said
Prayer for the journey
The road outstretched
Like stars in the night sky
Shining so bright
Raining down on me
From up Above

They say time is ever fleeting
That todays not yours to keep
But all alone in dreamin
i hold you close to me

They say moments turn to gold
When a memory you hold
Deep within your lonely soul
Of tales gone by and told

They say lifes an ending journey
Once your born just to grow old
And as sure as rain will fall
You die and thats just  all

But what they never spoke off
Things you ought to know
Is if you find a true love
You find that keeps you whole
And spending days with someone
Time youre not alone
It guides you to a rainbow
And at its end is Home
So listen not to what they say
And you will be ok
I am right beside you
Every step you take

And time becomes eternal
Life -only begun
Forever turns to always
Each moment carries on

When all around me ends
And days turn into memories
Remember this truely
I miss you like crazy
Yes i always do

And if all have forsake me
And im alone only
Remember this plainly
I miss you like crazy

So keep this in your heart
The distance i cant part
All that i want to
Is be right beside you

So Believe me fully
Im true and ill always
Feel this each day
Yet time holds the way

When all around me ends
And all have forsake me
I still miss you crazy
Remember this plainly
Yes
I miss you like crazy

Death is nothing to fear
It is but a step into Eternal sphere
It is a new beginnin as an End
draws near
It is the continuating of Life ever more
It is the opening onto a closed door
Death is purpose as to Life is for

Leaving but this mortal stance
Death is merely Life's new dance
In a realm of peace and a new chance
Finding the answer to hidden alms

Death is nothing to fear
As a new day borns a days end near
Simply but the entrance to new years
That is waiting in anticipation clear
Death itself holds no fear

May your Heart take courage
And your Soul
Eternal peace

When the evening falls
and memories of yesterday calls
remember days of sun and truth
never forget i belong to you
dreams are born for lovers true
When the evening falls

Though i may be an ocean apart
Your name's forever
etched on my heart
and just like the stars in heaven above
Im promising you my eternal love
Minutes turn to hours and days
Yet near my soul is where you'll stay
Though i may be an ocean away

And when the night turns to day
Still linger words i long to say
But Hope remains the same each way
And so faith sways to always stay
When the night turns to day

Forever all my heart and soul

Standing watching the sun set
Another day has come and left
And still my heart waits
Broken into pieces ,contemplates
If i again will see your face
Standing now alone in place

Never had i dreamed it be
The last journey befalls me
Never knew i'd have to go
On in life all on my own

Holding back unendless tears

Listening just to hear again
Your voice-now lost from within
But only being filled inside
With silence,loneliness cant hide

Holding back unendless tears

Never had i dreamed it be
The last journey befalls me
Never knew i'd have to go
On in life all on my own

And if i could wait here forever
Just to feel your soul again
I'd surely be standing forever
Knowing you are off better
Yet i am living now till ever
Alone again till time end

Holding back unendless tears
Yes
Holding back tears forever

For no greater Love
Has someone but be
The everlasting sacrifice
For you and for me
No deeper care
Than the one who hang there
To bore all your sin
For justice thats fair
And never again
Shall your past bore the pain
All is forgiven
Forever He reigns
Know but only this
Beloved you are now
No greater hope
Than the hope you have found

When the sun has set
On another days end
When the moon arise
From within Heaven's bend
Calls the stars out
Within whispers spent
Tis the secret they know
Of the Midnight sky

Dreams are born
When day becomes night
Dreams come alive
In the sleepy mind
And dreams perhaps again to die
Tis the secrets kept in the
Midnight sky

A soul is woven within the sky
From whispers come the tears eyes cry
And hope
And strength
Faith and light
All is
The secret of the Midnight sky...

"Another wave breaks on shore
         I remain still in silent awe
   And as it"s welcomed to the land
           It breaks upon my hand

     A promise I keep leave me now
       And as one wave begins to die
         Another one comes to life

       They take dreams to only ebb
                      I still gaze
                   As I still wept

     A whisper carried on its brake

     And hope remains a little while

           Another wave on shore

         Dreams will be- mine before
         AnOther wave on shoRe..."

This is extracts from my vEry first poem,i posted nearly three years ago on Hello Poetry.How far the journey in but a blink of an eye.
I never would have believed that id be accepted here for so long...It is out of humbleness that i say:This has been a Season in my Life of great grattitude,and feeling as if i mattered...to someone who read my poems-to everyone...to no one...
It has been days of joy-of sadness and of hope-of Faith lost and barely just to cope.
I never thought the time would come...i guess,i hoped it never would.
Give credit where its due:Its all of you whom blessed me in this season,a time in my life i never expected to have ever since Jan 14 2013...when all i set out to achieve was to post a few words from my Soul-and maybe get two or three people to read them...
Today my poems have been seen 40.1k times.a blessing you say?MOST DEFINATELY...
I wish i could meet all of you face to face-to say:Thank you for allowing me to feel noticed,to feel acceptted,to feel like my Soul was welcomed-...on a poetry haven...so different from the Real World.
You have healed my broken wings-you were the reason i carried on.
And now?
Well...what words can i leave now?
Its...been magic
Its...feeling welcomed unconditionally
Its...been healing for me
Its...been an honour to write on Hello Poetry
Its...a season,that Lasted forever in my Heart and Soul-where Time cant ever fade the words....
Its...
Its...
An End

How blessed my journey lie
How deep I hold inside
Time can never try
To fade the words I find
How wonderous the Light
That leads me through The Night
And on the other side
God waits with arms out wide

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
And thus I  now must leave you
My Final Goodbuye

Wisdom I have gained
Through heartache and through pain
The Past reminds my heart
Of where from I have came
This mortal plane I knew
I leave for life anew
And every step I took
God shows written  in His Book

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
And thus I  now must leave you
My Final Goodbuye

Remember as the sun rise
So the wind must die
I"ll keep the memories hidden
Deep in me inside

And when this life Leaves you
With Tears in ur eyes
I will be crying with you
Gods comfort, He"ll provide

And just believe in something
Never close your eyes
Someday I will thank you
For  now I simply leave you
My Final Goodbuye

And hear my soul"s desire
To sit beside Gods choir
Of Angel tongues proclaim
The Glory of Thy Name
And here I find my journey
Finds peace and purpose too
My life has been worth living
My tears - I"ll never hide
For yes I now must leave you

My Final Goodbuye

Yes your words I will remember:
Thank You

My Final Goodbuye
(God Bless You)
-X-
FredErick

Surely all the days of my Life
Is written in Thy Book
If all ive said-and all ive been
Is known and understood
Thine Eye has been upon me
Echo back choices ive took
Thy Hand has shown my Soul the way
My Heart within Thine Look.
Yet sorrow overwhelms me
Like ripples on a brook
Despair comes to attain me
Chains grasping at my Foot
And darkness looms with open arms
Deceive me with its charm
To lock me up in dark embrace
One tear Eternal on my face
My God-why hast Thou left this place?

As Night begins its silent dance
As stars bring sleeplike trance
How still its breath upon the Lark
That sings ever no more
And Death moves in within my Soul
Hope all but gone
Will I never again be whole?
Thy gone and no console

Life is not ours to know
The journey nor the End
For every day is written down
My Time but to amend
And Thine ways is a mystery
A Heart can only hope
Today awaits the victory
Of Yesterday"s awoke

Surely all the sands of Time
Flows through Thy fingers known
No road to walk-but one alone
To guide me safe back home
And Echo"s die upon the wind
And dreams fade like dust
To mine remains Thy sacred trust
I am Thine in the End.

"Give To Me your burden
Placed before My Feet
And carry on enduring
Till when we will meet"
"And trouble not your mind
Take Hope within your Soul
For I am faithfull-and im kind
And you my only goal"
                        ---X---

Deep within an Endless Day
Time keeps each prayer said
Memories never fade

High above the Heavens end
Angels voices blessings send
Prayers never die

Within the realM of mystery
Where answers never come
Oh how i wish to touch the moon
Or walk upon the Sun

Legends told are born
They live and never die
Oh how i wish to be one
For all the tears ive cried

But I am just
Just plain
No special talent-
No gift to obtain
For where the Heart
Will lead the mind
The soul must surely go
And there your Life
Ends upon
Wisdom-seldom known

Oh how i wish to touch your heart
And leave a little prayer
That No one is all alone

Deep beneath the Earths core
Hides each sorrow-every sore
Yet we were ment to fly
Our gift-to Live and Die

The Book of Days holds the future to come-its guarded in Heaven by the Angels.No mortal soul could every read it-for God prohibited its contents to be known.It holds every Souls journey ,written within...It also can change Eternity if ever opened up-and Gods Omnipotent plan for every heart-....The mysterY as to why it may never be read by anyone is that if the pages were turned ,EternityS outcome could be altered forever!It contains the End of Days"s war between God and the Devil himself-and could alter the outcome leading to terrible fatal overthrow of Gods natural Plan...Since the dawn of Time,the Devils only goal was to open the Book,for even He doesn't know how Eternity could sway within his favour-leading to his truimphant rule of Heaven for ever more....God  placed the Book within the Tree of Life,which once Stood in the Garden of Eden-where Adam and Eve once lived,and later in Heaven, He placed its safety within the Angels watch...No mortal soul today even knows of the Books excistance-for Life is written from the Book,by God Himself,and so humanity lives here on Earth with no sense of Lifes mystery and its True meaning.The Devil  tempted Eve,believing she would come to know of the Book,by gaining the knowledge from eating from the Tree which God forbid them in the Garden of Eden...yet God knew of his plan and banned them from the Garden once their eyes opened and they gained the knowledge..and so removed the Tree of Life,placing the safety of The Book now under the Angels guard in Heaven.The Devil -having lost the chance to let the Book be read,still yearns to get to it...yet the tale does not end here.For in a dream-i have come to know of its being-....a dream from the Devil?or God Himself?...and in my dream,I am in Heaven-overhearing the Angels speaking of The Book.Without them knowing of my presence,I hear where the Book is placed-and my curiosity drives me to seek it out...Silenty I walk to the area and unbelievingly I see it-just inches from my grasp.