Why did it start?
To end in disaster.
Why did you end it like that?
To get away.
Why did you do it?
To be cruel.
Why do you insist on treating me this way?
Because I am love and
I am here to **** you.

My mind is hollow.
Why?, you ask,
Because of her.
She drove my mind to the point of insanity
All thats left is the thought of her.
The thought of her heavenly voice,
And all those exotic ideas she put in my mind
That is all my mind has time to process.

I saw her again today.
I had forgotten how beautiful she was.
Her long black hair
Her tired brown eyes
It hurt me when I looked at her and she looked away
I know its my fault, but why must she ignore me in such a cruel manner.
I still remeber when she said she didn't want to hurt me
But to this day all she has done is hurt me.
I know its foolish of me but
I still love her
Even after all the she put me through
I still love her
I just hope one day she'll love me
She better hurry before I give up on her.

My time has passed.
The chance I hoped for is now lost,
I lost my chance the same way I lost you.
Maybe I never had a chance, just like I never had you.
I mean theres nothing I can do to change your mind,
But I hope someday you change and we can finally be together.
I still think about you from time to time.
I think about those big brown eyes of yours
You said they were just eyes and I told you I saw so much more than just eyes.
Oh how I miss your sweet smile
and that adorable laugh of yours.
If only I could go back to the first day I met you
Before I knew that the time would pass me by so fast.

Heart torn apart. Blood dripping down my hand
 
But before it all happened you looked me in the eyes you saw innocence and kindness but like everyone else you were wrong. 

Although I may have loved you I just couldn't help myself.
That love I had for you would soon turn to hate and you would soon come to fear me for my evil ways. 
I tried to remain calm when I read the message but instead I snapped, and in spite of rage I killed you. 
You were the one thing I truly loved, but after it happened I began to hate my self. 
After I left you In a pool of blood, they tried to take me away for what I did but instead I took the easy way out...

I wish I could tell you the truth, but I'm afraid of what the truth might do to us.
I'm afraid to lose you, you're my last and only hope I have left in this world. 
Why?
Why do you treat me as if I'm not good enough for you?
Is it because I care?
Is it because I wish be there for you?
Or is it because you know that after what you did to me you don't deserve me?
What is it?
That is all I would like to know.

You say you understand, that you know what it feels like, but you don't know what I've been through.
How can you say you understand if you've never felt my pain? I've suffered the pain and frustration of love. But no matter how hard I try I know you'll never be mine. 
Was i foolish to believe that one day I would be able to hold you In my arms?
Of course I was, I just wasn't man enough to admit it to myself.
Even as I began to slip away I just couldn't possibly **** myself, my love for you just wouldn't let me.
But now I regret stopping myself, now that you see me as just another one of your slaves...