Feeling sad
memories haunt me
like shadows of the past.

Deep inside i'm torn apart
thinking back I wish
it did really last.

Unfortunately efforts
didn't work to keep
that person glad.

Heartbreak go home,
take away my pain.

End my suffering clear
my thoughts and take
away the rain.

These dark clouds that
hover over me
reminding what I lost.

Then again all my pain was spent on you, but truely at what cost?

Heat break go home again leave, so I rest
let me love again and
give another my best.

I am a rose among hate,
I need a thorn to
protect from the worse.

I need spell that love can
cast that take away this
curse.

Enchant it with the love
from another who gives
me hope, and to smile
again.

All I needed was you, my
love and dearing friend.


By: Emmanuel jv Hernandez
11-24-11

I have one heart, One different from the world.
Set it aside, put on hold
for the right girl.

My heart isn't pure Its broken, and covered with black spots.Those of lies I was told
"who would've thought".

It beats silently through the night.
Herd by me, forgotten by those who blew out my light.

Blood tears in my eye,
drippin on to the ground.
My heart was once a king, before the queen took its crown.

Beating hopelessly irregular rhythm
Like a broken clock
ticking the wrong time givin.

Still sticking around
No time to fade, My heart is a diamond never made.

My heart is everything to me, but people used my love, like im a ***** getting paid.

By: Emmanuel jv Hernandez
11-10-11

Gave you nothing less than perfection,
i received neglection
no affection ,just thoughts and depression my lesson learned by the taunting aggression,
my obsession is caressin my helpless quessin,
pressin  my deepest thoughts, tryin to harbor my lost,
tryin to hold my cost, a price of heart is stolen,
every second of the day im second quessin my life,
stuck in thoughts frozen..trying to let go...
reflection is whom im  opposen, im posen a threat,
not understanding my loneliness,  so...
im holding this, thoughts and feeling,
picturing a day on bended knee,kneeling, tellin you
my feeling, the feelings is true, you turn my  helpless why? into hopeless when..i dont wanna be your friend,i wanna meet worlds end, show you i am more than a
kiss nd hug,
im more than a,
i don't know shoulder shrug,
im more than a
then i am a here and will never be a never was,
i go the length, in 1 year, tell you I do, cause no matter what you do,
ill stick around as long as you want me too,
ill be that ***** stick witcha , snap picture in the background, tellin you every second i happy for you,while  slowly killin liver,
i know you can be better with me, but you with another *****, so
i let it goo, but let it linger, aint no ring on my finger, but  there's one in my heart if you could've looked alil deeper...you would seen how you left it alil bit torn apart.
its ok i worn the lost, i learn to floss, but heres no body like you, and im just cooping with an inevitable loss.

BY: Emmanuel JV Hernandez
5/6/14

you said you loved me, but the eyes was disgust,  
i felt the kisses warm, but tasted hate thrown up,
i held your hand, but your nails dug in my skin, gave me cuts,
i shown you my wrist to let you know ive been already torned up.
you will never get to hurt me like how i hurt my reflection,
you can say you ******* but cant crack my shattered reflection.
you can hate to love me but neglect my reflection, to understand me you have  to stand as my reflection.
to see me how i see you, you have shadow my reflection, you cant love me,cause i cant love my reflection.
my esteem is lower than it can possibly, my self esteem is on  a hiatus away from me, so why you stay with me????? why is my heart debris, why is my mind a disseas? why im a minor oddity uncommon, yet lost in  a common world of shadowed honesty, nothing is never true, but the heart that beats and the lungs that breathe,so why is my heart debris, why am i short of breath? cause i love you and that fillin my blood and arteries with my artistry...

BY: Emmanuel jv Hernandez
5/6/14