You're spent
And weakened by prior defeats
You say you're in it for the love of the game
Lies. ***** lies.
You're in it for blood. For victory. For prestige
And you will be victorious
All the people who look down on you
Don't know a thing
About the sport
About the drive
get in my way
I dare you
I'll rip you apart
literally or physically
take it as you will
is what you think about each enemy
That you so graciously salute
You give it all you've got
The rest is prayer
That you have the fervor
The force to knock down opponents
One
By
One
Digging deep you find you have it
You know it
You know what it takes
You know **the game

Though you're gone
Your footprints stay
And when I walk on this earth
I feel you are still with me

Though you're gone
Your face lights up the sky
And when I gaze the stars
I feel you are still with me

Though you're gone
Your loved ones remain
And when we all share a laugh from distant memories
I feel you are still with me

Though you're gone
Your knowledge is vast
And when I learn something new
I feel you are still with me

Though you're gone
You forever remain in my heart
And whenever I think of you
You are still with me

There's only one fix for a broken heart
The recipe is simple and
The effect is lovely*

Ingredients
1 Broken heart
3 Bottles of *****
2 Months of tears
A dash of denial
A sprinkle of sorrow
Procedure
Drink all your tears
Swallow your pride
And choke on your misery

I'm running on empty
E V E R Y    D A Y
but I keep on going
E V E R Y    D A Y
I want to cry
E V E R Y    D A Y
but I keep on smiling
E V E R Y    D A Y

Billy,
Your eyes lit up this living-hell we call life
Make anyone's day with just a smile
Sadly it all ended with just a knife
I promise we'll meet up in just a little while

I'm sure father will make sure you take care
We tried to hold back tears when the phone rang
But instead, fell to the floor in despair
My heart fell heavy with one loud "bang"

St. Peter will welcome you with open arms
Everyone you loved is waiting for you
So now, go on

You say you're a friend
But then why are you so quick to throw me under the speeding yellow bus?

You say you're a friend
But then why don't we talk; just argue?

You say you're a friend
But then why is there not an iota of truth in your empty words?

You say you're a friend
But then why am I left alone in the dust with no one?

You say you're a friend
But then why will you turn around and ****** a ***** knife through my back?

You say you're a friend
But then why?

Notes; nice notes nagging at me. nice but not 'nough.
Chords; crystal clear in my ear. Clever but cutting.
Music; my marvelous melody. Each measure brings me muse. Making me move.

Feel        it       running       through      you
With      each      note,      each      rhythm ­     making      you      feel      more                         ­             alive
a          c         c       e      l    e    r   a   n do
Faster!                  Faster!       Faster!  Faster! FasterFasterFaster!
Feel  that?  That's  adrenaline!  That's  mus­ic  running  through  your  veins
Bringing you higher with each step. Breaking free.
                                                                ­
                                                                ­      This is what I live for.
                                                                ­      This one performance.
Everything else is nothing to me
                                                              ­ All my doubts have all                                                              ­    ...vanished
And I realize
All I'm doing is pressing a couple buttons and staring at black dots on paper and a man waving a wand
                                                            ­     But it's beautiful, sweet music.

It's.                                                    ­                                                                 ­                                                         Magic

How can my trust be so far buried in you
You don't even see it
The darkness can only shadow your sins for so long
And  you will turn to something much lighter
Like ****** knuckles
And swollen fists
But when the whole wall is torn down
You can only ****** yourself at the corner of your psyche
And at that point, when all the innocent mentality is destroyed
You will rest peacefully

Back

                                                     and

                                                                                               Forth

                                                                                               Back

                                                     and

Forth

DANCE.

          until someone

                           m

                                  i

                                      s

                                          s

                                              e

                                                  s

                                                               a step

and we all








FALL.

           and we’re bruised with mistakes

           but we still continue this waltz.

You caught me
Falling
From the end of my first love
And sure, I guess
You were sweet
But you never can compare
To sparkling eyes
And the warmest of hearts
really
Nothing personal
We didn't have it
I blame all of my embarrassment
To the "one too many"
We both had at your party
You stroked my hair
And kissed my cheek
You stripped me down
To truth and bones
I new it *** happening
And I hated myself for it
Because
I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU
We fell gently onto your bed
Engulfed in waves if cotton sheets
And I kept thinking the entire time
*you'll never be him

Admittedly,
I'm not original
                           I don't really speak for myself
                                                  Listen for myself                                            
                                                  Think for myself
                          Or even really love for myself
                                                                               But,
                                                                                       I do infact,
                                                                                                        FEEL for myself
So do me a favor,
And
       Speak for me
       Listen for me
        Think for me
  And love for me
                              And in return, I will feel for you

In my home
These cautiously padded walls
Seem so friendly

What will it be like when I'm


                              

                           ­                                                                 ­                                                                 ­                   ...gone
when I'm all but dust, will you live?          How about love?
when I no longer walk this earth
                                                          H­ow will it.       u  r
                                                                    ­             t              n

Will you even notice my






                                                        ­                                                                 ­                                                absence

I guess not.

Now I see where we

*                                      S
                                      T
                ­                      A
                                      N
 ­                                     D

We                    Made                   It                    To                    
                    ­                                                                 ­                               *Almost