your eclipse

your eclipse Aug 2020

maybe it is easier to
cherish someone
we barely even know

the more they unravel;
the deeper we see them
the harder it is to say
that we do know them

may you never know me,
for i wish to have
never known you

#unknown #love #i #am #lost

your eclipse Mar 2020

new world

i want to close my eyes,
pretend everything was fine,
ends up falling asleep and
waking up in another world
where you don't exist

#dream #new #beginning #pretending #heartbreak

your eclipse Jan 2020

realization

but everytime
i thought of the
happiness i deserve
i came to realize
i do not.

your eclipse Sep 2019

worth

maybe i'll
always be
insignificant;
the ignored;
unworthy

--don't look at me.

#i #am #the #unworthy

your eclipse Aug 2019

other, and another

in another life,
i hope we still find a
way to each other

i hope we would stay
side by side until
the end of forever

in another life,
i hope we were happier
together.

#forever #wish #another #chance

your eclipse Aug 2019

i did (not)

i loved you so much
that it leaves me
scarred for life

i loved you so much
that all i can give
are my tears

i loved you so much
and too much that
in hindsight

maybe i never did.

#love #heartbreak #tears

your eclipse Jul 2019

whole

i am sorry for
trying to fix you
a shattered heart
not a broken mirror

i am sorry for
trying to complete you
not my other half
for you are already whole

—i'm sorry for pushing you away.

#broken #shattered #love