And lips that have been silent long,
  Forevermore will silent be;
No words could e'er right a wrong,
  Such as the one 'twas done to me.
And it is my hurt,  alone,  to heal;
  Remorse; regret;  afflict him none;
And yet, his heart, I still can feel,
  Though it's long been said and done.

"Why does it haunt me so?
Even talks with God intrude."

-My mind

And they called her "SELFISH"
For suddenly...!
Refusing ,
Not to live

It's an upside down world I live in now
Nothing is quite right

I wonder if he feels it too?
A sort of weak magneticism
Like a conversation you want to lean into
An unexplained "knowing" sometimes
The pull is not as strong as before
It's a stretched out bungee cord now
Way less tension
But it takes a lot to cut through steel
And that's how I know I will never forget him.

I have a friend who would meet me at
At our Italian Restaurant
Anytime
Who could even ask for more than that ?

The obsession finally ended
After the reality really set in
It became too hard to keep looking
Even the moon can burn the eyes
If you stare too long