I remember the darkness, it's in the past
On with the journey, I repaired the mast.
Smiles and sun grow as the wind blows
We might grow old, be happy, who knows?

Then you looked back, a smile a tear
of things left behind, you bring them back near.
Storms and lightning, darkness returns
as your heart, into the past yearns.

Take my hand and don't be scared
to the dark place we go.
Creaky doors, cob webs and dust
It's okay, we'll take it slow.

You see eyes in darkness stare
Tremble, sweat, no more air.
Your hand tightens, you are brave
with me to lift you from this grave.

Our love shines brighter than fear,
Exposed it is, the monster near.
Chained its neck, pulled its teeth,
You are free from what’s beneath.

Now take my hand and catch my tears
To my dark place, to my fears.

Once it was strange and I was afraid,
No more, familiar, my bed I made.
Cold in the night, cold in the day
Time is lost, I lost my way.

Sometimes I smile when her rays hit me,
This rare occurrence reminds me I'm free.
Choose I can, to stay or to run.
How I long for my skin in the sun.

On my horse away I go
To adventure I do not know.
Up and down, faster faster
Of this beast I am the master.

Thrills and screams fade with age
Deep down in me is born a rage.
The journey replays, the same reel.
One big circle, plastic and steal.

I reach out to a girl, a smile,
Her adventure died back a while.
I take her hand, we'll escape,
This journey with a circular shape.

Find real horses, we could find pain
Real adventure, all in vain?
We must, afraid, get on the beast
Destination trivial, we'll go East.

On the edge of a chasm I stand.
I walked here, behind me familiar land.
Of what is beyond stories I’ve heard
In my obsession I hear every word.
Treasure, adventure, fiery dragons slain
Few hear the parts of perseverance and pain.
What awaits me? Should I take this step?
My next step is small, return I cannot.
Fear holds my ankles, I have to or rot.

Something had to die and die it did,
To loosen the ties of the fear’s grip.
Forget what’s behind or simply don’t care,
I will take this leap to the place of nowhere.

I have but one desire:
to see your soul bare.
'till I find the keys to your heart,
in your eyes I stare.
Other shadows of what is I see:
Your smile, your words, how you look at me.
But wait! I have misspoken,
I do want one more thing:
I want you to see me bare
that is my offering.
My light and yours can join,
new colours we make,
Like the northern lights:
magic, art, a new being we wake.

I have companion
powerful, dark.
He never showed his face
just waiting...  a spark.

he will ****,
he will maim
nothing can stop him.
keep him in chain

ancient as life
old as death
if I let him out
it's your last breath.

lately he struggled
to be let free.
I want him out
to the enemies of me.

he will destroy
all he can see
and in the end
he will **** me.