She was only 13 and she wished for
happiness...
On her 14th  birthday she wished to
feel alive...
Her 15th birthday she wished she was dead...
She  is already dead inside so it doesn't matter...
When her 16th birthday came she wasn't there not longer....
she was DEAD.....

don't ever let the day **** you
like how your brain eats you
but how could a person do that
when everything seems like falling apart




(samber)

I lay cold on the bed,
glucose dripping into me
white walls surrounding me
that beaping sound, broke the silence
I feel my heartbeat...
everything else numb

Some familiar faces appeared
It was my little family,
with teary eyes, forcing a smile
A fear in those eyes
made my heart sink

My little brother spoke,
but I couldn't hear a word
I saw their lips move
but was unable to respond

Something hit my heart inside,
beats getting slower
and slower, with every breath
Vision got blurry
everything was fading

This can't be happening
not like this...
I want to live
and grab the stars
Hearing the last long beap,
everything went blank...

Some enjoy doing it,
some suffer it
And others, just keep ignoring
Crying is their hobby
Pain is a normal feeling
Death is something they always wish for
Each day is a regret
Not a single moment spent without tears
They are just a toy
Always played with
And made fun of
Some end up coming over it
and some giving up their lives
They are only remembered,
when they die...

I waited long,
In hope of hearing from her
just for once...
But she doesn't seem to care
left me long ago
all by myself
I was hurt, and
I was in pain
Love and faith in her
kept me alive
I waited,
even when the end was near
I waited,
till my last breath...

Nothing but your words
Float in my head

Nothing but your words
Heavy as lead

Nothing but your words
Hang by a thread

Nothing but your words
Fill me with dread