Say hello
Wave goodbye
For you to turn a blind eye on me

I leave without a sound
Walking around the unmoved
To get back home and to my room

You’ve all forgotten
I never needed to be killed off
For you to move on

I isolate my head
Remove it from view of my peers
And no one noticed the body

I hide my hands
Under the table
Ignore the odor of a ******

I’ll always be
Where I am needed
Nowhere

Dragged down by the dirt and the trees
Buried in a tomb of my fears
Trapped inside a forest of tears

I’ve lost my way
Went too far off the trail
The howling of wolves
And the loss of a sail

I’m running away
Lacking food or a drink
Resorting to bugs
I’m beginning to sink

The deeper I go
The less I’ll know
Carving a knife
With a stick and a stone

No communication
No final goodbye

I’ll feed myself to the wolves
Till I’m nothing but bone

Here they come
There is no goodnight
I’ll say my goodbye
‘Cause I’m gonna die

Lock the door
Toss out the key
There’s one way out
But it’s not for me

Sometimes I lie in my bed
Other times I lie my head
Upon the windowsill
And I sit very still

Looking down
A million cars roll by
Looking up
A billion stars stand by

Sometimes I beg
Dangling my leg
Off the windowsill
I cannot sit still
I jump

Waiting for the crash
As I hit the floor
But for now
I wish I could have
Used the door

Looking up
The stars all frown
Looking down
The cars all drown

In pools of red
I guess I’m dead

I’ll never get up again
I’ll never love again
I’ll never see the end
I’ll never live again

No one ever tries to visit
I thought I’d never really lose it
All my calls for help unanswered
All the nurses hold me ransom

The longer I live on these grounds
The more debt will come around
So I beg for euthanasia
Yet they kept me here for years now

I can’t get up
I **** in a cup
I’ve already given up
On trying to live it up

All your possessions lost
Into the burning flame
You take a look around yourself
And wonder who's to blame

You hear the sirens scorch
Into your beating heart
You may have dodged a bullet
But your wife was not as smart

Everything you’ve ever had
Has burned to ash
Or melted to the core
Who would have ever known
Of the pain you had in store

One man you thought you knew
Had turned himself in
His motive was to ****
But not the one who did

He thought you’d lose your life
Trying to save her’s
So if she did escape
She would turn to him

I wish I hadn’t done
What’s already been done
But it’s too late
I wish I hadn’t flown
Too close to the sun
But it’s too late

Sleepless nights
Of long lost times
Writing songs
Of meaningless rhymes
Behind bars
For violent crimes

They don’t care
That I show remorse
Or that I’m on my course
There’s no chance of a parole
So what is the point
Of maintaining some control

Gonna try to get the chair
This is something I can’t bare
There is no way that I care
I will do it on a dare

Gonna fight with all the guards
Gonna scream until I’m sore

Now I’m going to the room
Now I’m gonna face my doom
No last meal for me to taste
Gonna die for the benefit
Of the human race

Smashed my head into the concrete
Glad I’m not dead but I cannot speak
We still lost the game
Last thing I said was quite profane

I still remember everything
But when I speak there is nothing
Sign language no one seems to learn
I can still hear just no more words

Writing down all I think
Cough up blood into the sink
All I do now is I drink
No more words for me to sing

I get beat up
Without a word
Go to class
The teacher swore

I can’t seem to say
What’s on my brain
For there’s no reason to stay sane

I can’t scream when they hurt me
I can’t sleep without worry
I am left without a word
I am left without a world