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 Dec 2012 Brandon Webb
Anon C
I am lonely yes
sometimes I love it
some moments I crave
to recede into my darkness
fill this paper with thoughts
lose myself in music
float off into a fantasy land
one where I am not me
but I must be alone to do this
sometimes I need to be alone
sometimes I love the life of a loner
We don't know who we are,
We all have are scars
In my heart it's ripped apart
But I'll never let you  know
Though my eyes are closed
The sounds still let me know
That your near, I can hear you close
And your tears still fall
And I say **** it all
We will never be perfect
Never be perfect

Put my hopes on the ground
Get up turn around
Because nothing ever comes my way
Anymore

Now I see that there far away
Now I know, there's no future day
Might as well just put down the faith
And leave
Walk out the door can't care anymore
I have been broken to many times
To ever rewind

Now I plea to god, that he will save me
But I know that's a hopeless road
And I've tried to see, a light holding opportunity, but it escapes me Every time
And I look for a way, to get out of this place
But it seems that I'm held back in this space

  Put my hopes on the ground
Get up turn around
Because nothing ever comes my way
Anymore

Now I see that there far away
Now I know, there's no future day
Might as well just put down the faith
And leave
Walk out the door can't care anymore
I have been broken to many times
To ever rewind
You didn't see the lacerations
on this wanderer's heart,
he followed you wherever you go,
drank from the enchanted pond
of your beauty, got tipsy
couldn't move from here
as a silver ray of light, tied him for ever.
Like a pixie, you made him loose his bearing,
got drunk with love, your sweet poison,
he lost his way out from here,
he loves the feeling,
getting pixilated by you, to him is heaven,
he just wants you to be his dancing partner.
Life is a wild dance in the forest,
memories of varied kind we planted, ourselves,
grow, flower and spread musky scent,
all we take away are the pollen stuck
to our ecstatic gyrating souls,
and a bit of light we earn on the way
by loving one another deeply with heart.
Pour me one more drop of that-
drink, beauty you carry so light,
let me go for a trip
to the far continent of your soul,
and merge with that landscape.
When the pixies get one, he /she is pixilated- bewilderd
Pass the gaffer tape
my mind's in pieces...

but like my meds

this is

just a temporary fix.
 Dec 2012 Brandon Webb
Anon C
Cracks
 Dec 2012 Brandon Webb
Anon C
Hiding behind a facade
one that screams lonely
show me passion, make me feel awed
for I lost it, the feeling
my mask is cracking
but still I shall recoil
I will keep on acting
*deep down I am crying
Tis time this poet put to bed
all the words he's yet unsaid
or written down to here be read
but fear ye not I will

So rest ye well and all good night
I'll see you come the morning light
as darkness once more put to flight
by sunlight on the sill

Sweet dreams to all my friends
Advice
I can give it flawlessly
I have changed lives
I could give someone the key
I've just seemed to have misplaced mine
I answered the phone
I was happy
Then you said hello
My smile fell from my face
And I sat down without grace
Because I know your voice
I hate you
It's the only time I'd say such a word
But no other could describe how I feel towards you
After all that you have done to me
Can't you just leave me alone?
After all that I've said to you
Can't you go home?
I don't want to talk to you
You've broken me, and I'm stone
Please I am begging you
Stop!
I've asked you how many times
I've cried too many to count
I'm a mess already inside
Just leave me alone
I don't want to think of you
I don't want to hear you
I'm trying to get stronger
I'm trying to stay alive
So if you ever cared for me
Then you'd hang up the phone for good
And hand back my heart
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