wafa - Hello Poetry

wafa Jul 2019

I don’t want to talk about regret.
Regret is a waste of time.
Even though I have so many.

I believe I made the right call.
But I still find myself starting to miss you,
From time to time.

I want to hear your lies.
I’ll pretend they are true.

Oh **** yes,
I miss you, *******,

wafa Jul 2019

hopes

As I’m lying on bed tonight,
Staring blankly at the ceiling,
My thoughts reach you.

I go to the page where we last talk,
It didn’t end well,
I want to do it again.

But I know I won’t be able to bring myself to you again.

I figure you’re happy now.
I figure you have someone by your side.
I figure you don’t speak of me anymore.
Yeah, I already figured that much.

I hope she loves you as much as I do or even more.
I hope she makes you smile at the end of your tiring day.
I hope she is kind to you.
I hope your mom likes her.
Because she doesn’t like me </3

Treat her well,
Listen to her,
Tell her how much she means to you,
Don’t let her go.

I love you, and I shall pray the best for you.

I guess once you really love someone, you cannot un-love them no matter how hard you tried. I really can’t forget him.

#missing #longing #hoping #latenight

wafa Jun 2019

i hope u’ll read this

It’ll take something greater than love to break the wall between us. We won’t work.

That’s what I’ve been telling myself. That was why I didn’t want to stay even a moment longer. Because I know and you also know better than anyone else that we, won’t work.

Even so, I still have a lot of regrets in me. I wish I could’ve bid you goodbye properly. I wish we still can look at each other and say hi everytime we happened to meet. I wish you know my heart still aches everytime someone mentions your name. No one knows what we had gone through was more than a mere break up. I lose my best friend, once was my everything.

I look forward his good morning wishes and good night text every single day. I know he would be there for me everytime I need a person to talk to. I know no matter how many girls that come between us, he will always find his way back to me.

But

As time passed, I started to lose faith. I no longer think I can have you back. If you love me, you would’ve love me since long time ago. I know you never did, even when we were together, I know it was one sided. But I loved you so much to admit it.

I wrote this over a year ago. I know it is not really necessary but a tiny part in me wishes you’ll read this someday and know how much pain you have put me through. You are just a man who don’t know how to love.

#alettertomyex

wafa Jun 2019

a love note or wtv u call it

Today,
I bid you goodbye.

I wish to see you again when we are slightly older and wiser,
I wish you’ll recognize me from the other side from the road,
I wish to say hi once again,
I wish we can sit and eat ice cream of your favourite strawberry flavour.

I wish we can fall in love,
So that finally, you & I will have a mutual feeling for each other.

But for today,
I bid you goodbye.

#goodbye #moveon

wafa Jun 2019

moving on is a *****

your smile
your laugh
your voice
i remember it all

i can recognize you
even from the back
even from the side

i want to have you all for me
yet i know i can’t
i rather not own you at all

i saw a glimpse of a familiar person the other day. i know it was you right away.

#stepbystep

wafa May 2019

unsure of the unknown

It is a mixture of everything, or maybe just almost everything.

Happiness and sadness, ease and pain, excitement and confusion.

Vague but at the same time lucid.
Something I cannot express with words but I know I’m scared,

Because I recognize this feeling from a year ago which I ended up— broken just by trying to embrace it.

I know exactly I’m gonna lose this time too.

When I realized I was in love.

wafa May 2019

her.

I see her
In almost every girl I meet
Makes me wonder
What has made her
So soft and sweet
A treat for the eyes

And what has made you
Like her so much
That you can’t see
I like you, just as much.

I saw the picture of the girl he likes. I hate that she’s prettier, fairer and skinnier than me. I hate that she’s the one you chose to like over me. I hate that she’s not me.