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Once a field of lush green
laid out under sun and sky
roving in waves that carried
herbal joy whispering sigh
Now in this vortex of
cloud and dust
rusty blades lie
flat and crushed
The storm can't pass
anchored by unseen chains
choking to be revived
by the drowning rain
Brief visit in the garden

At first I cast myself
     as Eve
  just seemed logical

On second thought -
    I was the apple

I see the memory of
      my juices dripping
          from your chin
And
so it begins...
I'd like to think
anyway.
Except,
it was already
over...
Has been
for
weeks
months
years
and a
day
I am so going to miss myself now that I'm gone.....
you always have

      thought only

about

       yourself
So true.....
An inner strength impenetrable leaves this sole survivor
standing.
I find myself in a beautiful state of grace. Kiitos
Subtitle: Actions speak louder than words*

Love     Lust     Lies

Skin
            Bone
                          Eyes

Give ­    Need     Take

Fail
              Hope
                            Fake

H­ide     Fall      Keep

Rove
             ****
                          Reap

Less     More     None

Gone
             Dead
                           Done
"The lady doth protest too much, methinks" is a quotation from the 1602 play Hamlet by William Shakespeare. It has been used as a figure of speech, in various phrasings, to indicate that a person's overly frequent or vehement attempts to convince others of something have ironically helped to convince others that the opposite is true, by making the person look insincere and defensive.*

(So transparently self absorbed. Stay trapped in the box. I've travelled to distant planets and left the waste behind. Sometimes I feel like Charlie Brown listening to all the grown ups "wah wha whaaa....")
My beautiful daughter commented on my smile today. XO
We came
at least I did
We conquered
self defeat
A
Very
Relaxing
70 hours
as he approaches he can't help but appreciate the view
a skyline he hasn't had the pleasure of absorbing with his eyes
for ever so long

he begins his descent throught the tangle of vines
peering past the nests of leaves and twigs
into the double moons that stare back at him

coming upon a smooth slide
he can't help but tickle as he makes his way down
resting in a hollow before his ascent resumes

now facing a climb over two gentle slopes
careful to give equal attention to both
thoroughly enjoying the bounty that fills his hands

once he reaches the crests he continues
across a plain slightly further than he had previously remembered
still scarred by the years of cultivating life

he nears the hidden chamber of home
the place he can't forget
the place he can't stop missing
he doesn't live here any more but his memories do
Don't

Can't

Lame

J**oke
never a bad thing to have one fewer pollutant :-)
So hard to come home on time
Keep your word
Leave your beloved beverage behind

*so easy to keep being you
I thought you were mine

until I wasn’t

I think you got yours

….makes me smile ….. through the tears
Here’s to happy endings
A nasty round of Keep-away
     has begun this day
So tired in this game of Life
     with edges sharper than a knife

               I've been through the ringer
                      hit with a stinger
               A runner in a race
                     though I was never informed of the chase.

Obstacle course
Dodge ball
Blind man's bluff
Hide-n-seek
Pin-the-tail on the Donkey (that would be me....tee hee)
Poker
Sorry

Now it appears
     my injured heart is to be stabbed with spears
As you land that plane
     In my domain

               No more crashes of hot-wheel cars
                    we stay away as we gaze at the same stars
               On this trapeze I've lost my net
                    leaving me with much to fret
Sin

the root of
so much
so many
:
transgression of divine law

any act regarded as such a transgression, especially a willful or deliberate violation of some moral principle

any reprehensible or regrettable action, behavior, lapse, etc.; great fault or offense

Encapsulates an identity
well
;-)
now
I
know
why
I
thought
about
you
Makes sense....empathic as I am
sigh what I would give

to meet your gaze from across

this room anything
feeling Minnesota ........?
I forgot about

the Squirrel Nut Zippers band

toes-a-tapping smile
Yes!
You came to me an empty shell. Or so you said. Your mask, your fake, your facade insidious with disregard. Take me take me take my broken spirit.....such an easy target....Kitchen Radio providing the soundtrack for the beginning of the end.  The end of chances to be the center of someone's universe. Mr. Kirby and Ralph can attest: I was just a target....a country to be conquered.  No war torn ruins for you to lord over. The only kingdom you rule is regret.  Shine on with your patina of tarnished deeds. Let your isolation feed your lonliness..... so desperately sad that no heart is safe from your wrath. Blow upon blow-your words and silence each a fist for your fix. Your love a poison without cure......like Midas with no use for gold.
The crack in the surface of it….
     a circular pattern
     suggesting the continuity of
     encounters with pain

As I consider the years
     the fears
     the layers of time
     holding me close

I feel the deep
     connection to it
                         to you
                         to it
                         to me
holding on to the idea
                         the fantasy
                         the figment

I choose to walk away
     from you
Big trouble
     and allow my heart to settle
          into the
          absence of you.
GW 4/27/24
His passion floats
on his breathless sigh
"You **** beast.....I can't ever get enough of
you ...."
As his hands try to enter me through my pores
and he wraps himself in my flesh
and he throbs with release
"You take me places I've never been...I finally feel alive" he can barely speak through his gasps of infinite pleasure.
He wants so badly to capture my gaze.....to feel what he never felt with any of them.
He utters in his post glow
"I ache for you every second of every day."
too bad he didn't realize sooner...so much regret for all the time he wasted.
home

     heart

          hearth

               head
Most of us carry around the present and cumulative effects of many wounds. We've experienced uncounted broken promises, unkind words, and moments when our hopes for acceptance have been brutally crushed. Some of us have experienced more overt abuse and infidelity. How do we live with that pain? ....Other people hurt us because they are drowning and doing what it takes to fill their own emptiness.. (G. Baer, M.D.)

They are lurking everywhere
just waiting to pounce.....invade.....take
all for the sake of only
themselves.
They steal what is precious
from anyone they can
feeding hunger never sated
starving in their gluttony.  

Pay attention
                   *defective

Don't let them in
                   invasive
Protect yourself
                   vindictive
From their sin
                   *destructive
No hope for the eternally selfish, damaged, and broken....so sad
somehow
my
cosmic
wisdom
sensed
beyond
the
tragic
brokenness
to
the
essence
of
beauty
in
your
soul
oh how you do what you do
without even touching me
just the memory can transport
You’re so
happy
to see him
happy
even
if
it’s with
someone else

truly
madly
deeply
It's there
     in the shiver of my spine

Only when I convince
         myself
         that
         in fact
you (never) could've been mine

finding myself
     lost
within and without

          always and ever about
you

I follow the fading path
          merely a dull throb

that undulates
        and
reverberates
at
     the
          atomic
               level
an echo audible only in my marrow
You so desperately want to
tickle my
funny bone
Don't you realize
how fractured
you all left it....
And this broke-down heart
cannot pump the
healing elixer
My veins have run dry
from the
Ectomy
you performed
with the myriad of surgical assistants
you employed
So you can search for that phantom
spark
but don't be too disappointed when
you come out empty handed.
Pierced
the gaze burns through me
I feel the smolder
from across the room
Your stare
thickens the air
as I try to breathe
vapors
of wanting
suffocate
Have yet to meet one

An elusive title
The expectations rightfully steep
Few can ascend that peak

I have yet to meet one
Tho I do know a few to compare ....who haven't made the cut
You pay attention when I speak of
love
sunrises and sunsets
rainbows
that soft caress
contentment
All the simple and complex things of beauty that I hope you all get the opportunity to experience

I find these topics tiresome when it comes to trying to convey truly deep experiences

There is clearly
passion in pain

I feel most

Human
and
Humble

When I dig deep and
pinch the painful nerve

It reminds me that I am strong
It reminds me that I will survive
It reminds me that I will strengthen

My passion is in my pain
of which you've supplied an infinite amount
Where did that eyelash land after I
made my wish?

Have you seen the rainbow with
colors that don't exist?
I have .....

Dreams make anything possible
Fortune is me-made
Desire can burn a
fire through a soul
smolder and smoke
inhale and choke
We learn to live
love
fall
fly
Why do we pretend that we'll
never die?
today
I
Don’t
Love
You
today
insight epiphany
blooming
two plants
completely separate origins
10 blossoms
capture the eastern warmth
one plant a directed gift
symbolic of death
the other a random discount store deal
they are nurtured
with my sorrow and love
and give back to me
life and time
stolen
You just can't stop can ya?
Leave it alone...?
I know.....
the truth
is
hard to deny.
just keep peering in.....you're welcome
I can feel each and every blade you inserted

sharp
honed
serrated
surgical precision
sloppy
desperate
careless
Easy to be certain about some things
it's not hard to do
when
your entire deck
is
comprised
of
the same card
just
different suits
this one's just for me
mark my words
they are in my head
and infuse my heart
with deep meaning
and trivial blather
no room for
fantasy
no foolish wasted
energy
hoping for the
happily ever after*
silence is all you hear
with your deaf ears
I tried to forget

                  You

When we talk
          
         Complete

Star crossed

You .......Romeo

      To my Juliet

Can't be

Won't work

Miss you

            Empty

Without you
Ani
Bob
Cat
Dido
E...enough said
Florence
Grace
Hank
Ice T
Janis
Kimbra
Lyle
Melissa
Neko
Olivia
Poe
Queen (this one is tricky)
Robyn
Stevie
Tori
U2
Vic
Waits
XTC
Yo La Tengo
Zak

Many thanks
A lavender sky unfurls before me
its plumes shifting
     imperceptibly
while the sunrise
     pends at my back.
The delicate white wings
flutter just above the dewey grass revealing
     silently
the city of fairy moths
     welcoming today.
The myths of me and mine
     echo quietly
with the rhythm
     of my hollow heart
as the bruised horizon
brightens blue.
a barely detectable blush
bleeds
slowly
permeating through my pores
inflamed by powerful
memory
imagery
smolders
turning my mind
doesn't quench the burning heat
you no longer engulf me
yet I am
branded
for eternity
it was an innocent question
     but loaded nonetheless
if he would have known
     who he was asking
we looked the average couple
     in that dive bar holding hands
capturing the other's glance
     with a secret smile
"Is this your girlfriend?"
     your friend or acquaintance inquired
I froze
     my breath stuck for a moment
you paused then I watched the corners of that masterful mouth
     turn up and bloom into a satisfied smirk
I said nothing but looked in your soulful eyes
     you said "yes"
I froze
     my breath stuck for another moment
you glanced at me
     quizzically
we both exhaled
     "it's complicated"
but I knew you were right
     I was
even though I couldn't be
Tis the demons
who want to die
Angelic
The reflection in my eye
I'm so very fortunate
The last crimson drop

I gave away to you

Now all that's left

Is the crusty residue

The stain of emptiness

Permanent-has become my vice

Despite drowning myself

In seas of amber and ice
My hand to hold
My heart to keep
My thigh to caress
My gaze to capture
My fingertips to ****
My ****** to coax
My fire to burn
J
J
When
he pushed
into me
there was
    no room
for anything
    Else
Again
     (or more likely, still)

GOTCHA

Seems silly to be surprised
               (She’s missing you.....)

Defend and protect


It’s what you do best.
This is what its all about.
This is what's familiar.
The shiny ribboned gift of doubt
The silence like a shimmer.

Wonder
Wonder
Worry
Will it ever cease?

Worry
Worry
Wonder
Will there ever be peace?

Its tricky on this slippery *****.
Its treacherous on this journey.
Emotions like wild animals trampling hope
Knowing my vulnerability.
the mirrored shades
were a necessity
he couldn't stand to look into
her soulless eyes
that reflected back
all of his self loathing
and emptiness inside
the tinted windows
also required
to conceal his shame
unspeakable acts
leaving him feeling
encrusted with their filth
You've already proven your worth. Just keep advertising your crimes against others .....
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