You and your beautiful eyes
Calmed my pain with beautiful lies
But you've got this art all wrong.
Because if you're not going to tell me the truth,
Being better at lying is something you might need to try

Sit and stay
Talk to me on this restless night
I know not your sorrow,
But trust me, dear,
I know mine
A few cuts, a few scars.
So, sit and stay
Let's whisper in this dusty car.

I choked on that sentence
The ultimate betrayal
But couldn't he see?
It wasn't him
It was me

I am nervous
I am a smoke alarm
I am not what you're looking for
I am an organized wreck
I am nervous

Maybe I'll do this forever
Sit here with my favorite blue pen and write.
I'll sit and write, and maybe,
Just for tonight,
Everything will be alright.

Your eyes, full of hate
They cut through my skin, leaving jagged edges in my mind
These cuts are deeper than they seem, bruising what's left of my body
And taking the rest of my sanity
You're pushing me
Pushing me towards self destruction, annihilation
You cut right through me