Alaska

Alaska Nov 2021

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So as we sat in the pews of your wooden home
And laughed at the lines that broke our bones
We kissed between the words that told us no
What else could we do to fill the holes

#religion

Alaska Apr 2021

Secret love

It's your forbidden touch that I want the most
it's your distant glare that touches close
Oh your smile, I'd love to boast
Secret love where no one knows

#love #hidden #forbidden

Alaska Aug 2020

I HATE SUMMER

Today, you ask me what I’m on.
I say
Wouldn’t you like to know?
My friend,
Life comes and goes
I’m high off of my youth
Alive off summer nights
Mid-August fights
Tears shed, falling into my bed
Falling into your arms.
Tie-dye shirts, blue-eyed flirts, and mini skirts.
Tonight, I am drunk off your voice.
Dog days, Smoky haze
Tomorrow, I’m completely wasted off your laugh.
Mosquito bites, the same old fights,
I want brisk autumn nights

Comments are always greatly appreciated ❤️

#summer #love #autumn #fights #haze #youth #drunk

Alaska Jun 2020

Lonely

So many people
Blowing up my phone
Yet somehow
I still feel so alone

Feeling empty in a room full of people

#lonely

Alaska May 2020

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just like that
you became just another stranger
who knows what keeps me up at night
and knows what makes me feel alive

#love #strangers

Alaska Apr 2020

on my deathbed:

Is it sad that if I was on my deathbed, I have no clue what I’d say to you?
would I tell you I’ve loved you for a lifetime or would I tell you that I hate you.
would I give you the satisfaction of knowing that you’ve held my heart captive since the moment our eyes met or would I just let you know that you never deserved my true love?

i guess we’ll just have to find out.

#love

Alaska Mar 2020

To the first girl I loved:

you are the light and the dark and everything in between.
you hold a piece of my mind, body, and soul
my everything
I hold the thought of you so close to my heart because I can’t bear the thought of losing it.
now when you do all the things that make me toss and turn at night
I resent you for it.
I hate you with my whole heart.
and that-
is why
I love you.

I can’t help but forgive you.

#love #girls