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Alan Jimenez Nov 2017
Tell me why are you afraid
You kept trying to push me but I stayed
I know you don't want to let me go
But you're scared to let me know
I promise I'll always be here to catch you
I'll never let you fall, believe what I say is true
Yet it's hard for you to believe what I'm saying
But I'll prove to you I'm not playing
Take the chance and you'll see
That the person standing next to you will always be me
Let me break down your wall
Let me show you, I'll always be there when you call
I'll hold you up when ever you feel down
I just hate to see you with a frown
You say you're confused on what you're feeling
And I know from your past you're still healing
And maybe that's why I was sent to you
To help you get through
To show you what is real
Let me show you how I feel
I'm not like your ex
You deserve everything and nothing less
I'll do anything to make you happy, I give you my word
Let me give you the world
But if you want me to leave
Then what you wish you'll receive
Alan Jimenez Nov 2017
You're mad at me for something I didn't do
But that ain't me and you know it's true
So what are you hiding?
Using an excuse to get mad at me
Tell me because I don't get what you are trying to say
Do you want me to go or do you want me to stay?
What is it that you feel?
With you I was always honest and real
If you want to leave that door is open
Just know if you walk out, that door starts closing
Why is it so hard for you to be honest?
Help me understand you and I won't hurt you I promise
I don't want to leave it like this
****, feeling like this gets me ******
Alan Jimenez Nov 2017
I over think many things
If only I can fly away if only I had wings
Just staring at the sky
As you watch the birds fly by
Feeling the wind touching your skin
Trying to rid your sins
Listening to the air as it whistles
Laying on the grass as it bristles
The scent of the flowers all around
Listening to the mellow sounds
Lost in my mind
Imagination stuck in time
Lost in my thoughts but I'm not sleeping
The soothing sound has me day dreaming
Alan Jimenez Nov 2017
Forgive me for my sins
I've don't a lot of bad things
Unnoticed actions taking place
No emotions shown only a blank face
Can't feel happiness can't feel love
But I dream of one day meeting my white dove
I now my actions from back then carved my future
I was a student while life was the teacher
Followed more the bad than the good
A young boy trying to make someone of himself in the hood
But it's to late now to notice the wrong already caused
Not the strongest believer in god
Every time I prayed I never got a sign
That's why I always thought they where lying
I've seen my mom crying
The devastation in her eyes of seeing her baby boy dying
All the emotions they are hiding
Nobody wants to be seen weak so they still trying
Hide behind blank faces the truth so horrifying
I'm more of a sinner than a saint but I'm still learning
And the the pain from the past is still hurting
To make everything right again I'll pay any cost
If you can't show me the way than forgive me for being lost
Alan Jimenez Nov 2017
We are two people with broken hearts
Met at the worse time but that's how it starts
They say you are given what you need at your worse
I felt that I would always be alone like a curse
But then I found you
Let me know if you feel it too
I don't have everything but what I do have I'll give it all
I'm not the strongest man but I'll never let you fall
Not the richest man but I'll show you the world
Let me know what I got to do because I want you to be my girl
We both know what it's like to be broken
Used and abuse then thrown to the side like we aren't workin
You where starting to give up then you met me
There has to be a reason, there just has to be
Maybe I'm ment to take away the pain
Wash it all away just like the rain
Two broken spirits that are ment for each other
Just like Sally and Jack sewed together
Alan Jimenez Nov 2017
You told me you wanted me
You told me you needed me
That's how you covered my eyes so I couldn't see
You told me you care
You told me you'd all ways be there
But as soon as he came back you disappeared
I gave you everything
For you I did anything
I gave you all my time
But I ignored all the signs
I didn't want to believe it
Now I'm here without ****
I feel so stupid
I'm not even sad I'm just so ******
I thought you where my lady
But I didn't see you where being shady
You weren't honest and I don't know why
And I just fell for your beautiful lie......
Alan Jimenez Nov 2017
You fit in every where you go
But you're different, unique, and beautiful
If I put you in a bouquet, you'll be the first to get picked
In a crowded room that you have lit
You shine brighter then the sun
You are the center attention of everyone
Beautiful flower why are you all alone?
Beautiful flower you don't have to do it on your own
Beautiful flower I know you're strong
Beautiful flower your scent has me gone
You're not the same as these other flowers
You stand taller
You're not simple like a rose
And that's something everybody knows
But you don't want anyone
You just want one
Beautiful flower you're different
Wild flower you are magnificent
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