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 Aug 2015 Claire Walters
vivianne
i like you
i think
i like you enough to lie to myself
i like you enough not to leave you
but you love me
you loved me before you knew me
i don't know how but you did
i am not in love with you
but i'm willing to wait and see if i can love you

i like you**
but not enough to risk getting hurt
i like you enough to realize that i still like myself alone
than with you together
but i hate myself for not liking you how i should
because you love me
and i am crumbling
this is exhausting
From: Richard Riddle
using: "nicy stephanie" or "rita derrick"


THE INFO BELOW STILL APPLIES---DO NOT RESPOND!!
ALERT !!
You may already be aware of a message currently showing up in the HP message boxes from a female(supposedly) identifying herself only as "Miss Stephanie". She states that she saw/read your profile and is interested you, and has something important to tell you. She asks that you reply with YOUR email, then gives an email address supposedly belonging to her. No other information is given.
DO NOT REPLY!!
She will post two, or more poems, probably in an effort to gain trust and establish credibility. She may even mention the on-going situation with Boko Haram, or some other conflict. THIS IS A SCAM!! Once your email falls into the wrong hands, there are untold numbers of consequences.DELETE it immediately, then BLOCK IT.
Please pass this on!

Thanks,
Richard Riddle
 Jul 2015 Claire Walters
kt
fifteen
 Jul 2015 Claire Walters
kt
Fifteen

Is the first slap in the face and the last "I love you"

Is the reason for 3 years of therapy and 5 different psychiatrists

Is the bruised eyes and the cut up arms

Is what all my nightmares are about

Is why I spent the past 5 years planning ways to **** myself

Is the reason it takes two pills and a shot of ***** to leave my house

Is the "no one else is to blame but you"

Fifteen is the age I lost my innocence.
 Jul 2015 Claire Walters
JD
Fifteen
 Jul 2015 Claire Walters
JD
She was only fifteen
So young and so naive
He promised her love
And every word she believed
She gave it all to him
Heart, body, mind, and soul
Only to have it thrown away so carelessly
By that boy who had promised her the world
 Jul 2015 Claire Walters
Maxwell
One, you make happy,
not *two
much, just the right kind
but it's three hundred times more
than I've ever felt be
four

Five days later, still hooked with each other
We'd spend six hours talking
for seven days a week, and each day
you never failed to ask if I
eight* already

Nine weeks later, "hooked" became an understatement
for we'd spent ten hours talking,
eleven, if it's a weekend. It's a shame though,
we didn't even get past twelve weeks.

But love, did you know?
Yesterday, I survived fourteen days without you
I survived but I'm barely alive and now
I don't know if I can think of another fifteen weeks without you.
I tried to make myself happy by making myself a lame number poem but I guess the only thing that can make me happy right now is you.
There's a girl
Everyone thinks she's always fine
The truth is, she was never okay
Even the smallest thing scares her
Her smile is her disguise

She opens her eyes
Suddenly she cries
Her smiles and laughter are all lies
No one knows she fakes it so well
That God himself can't tell

Someone dared to help her
Asked her what she needs
It took a while before she answered,
"All I really need is to breathe."
That was the first time she felt alive.
Inspired by the movie I watched last night. :)
I am okay
Everything is fine
I am happy
I have nothing to wish for
Except for making these lies true

I am not okay,
Never was and never will be
Everything falls in wrong places
I don't wanna be sad anymore
But I guess dreams were meant for sleeping
How do you feel?
:                                                                  




Softly

She fell to the ground                                                            

But no one cared

                                             ( she was a real girl )

:;

••

she wrote no poems about pretending to

" be in love "

She was a real girl who loved


:::


Oh shadows

Can you be asked once again

To hide our shame !

::

the rain and the winds

//

The purity

::

A real
Love

That doesn't cry
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