I feel lost

My feelings are just like the ocean
moving slowly or rushing fast

I can’t make them settle or slow down

How can I do that?

I want my feelings to be like the tide at the beach… dry and empty

I wish i can remove those feelings
I don’t want them not anymore
I don’t want to feel or even want you to feel my feelings
I’m better with my own
Alone in my little world
All alone

Just between me and my thoughts…I really liked you I really do..or maybe
Maybe the idea
The idea of having someone to love or maybe just maybe to make sure i can be loved
Loveable by someone….person who love me for who i am for my presence for being me just me
Someone can love me in my silent days, boring days and anger days…
Can i be loved?
Can i be loved for who i am?
I think i can ..
By someone
A special person
A lovely person
Like… ME!!!
I just love me