It’s annoying it’s not right

Everything the hides in the night

Dense like snow but bright as light

What the hell is....

Will it be alright

When I read the bible, it tells me

To do as I might

But what if it’s all a lie  

And I continue to do wrong  

Is it rude for me to speak on this

Shall my ignorance be bliss

What is going on with my head

I’m spiraling climbing up

Stairs and going down corridors

Just to reach what feels like

Emptiness

Like an empty pocket

Thats lost all its good

Why am I damaged if not to be accord  

I’m talking nonsense right now

I don’t even know what I just said a minute ago

Frinkle crinkle

Magic daboule  

What are these words I’ve never heard

Are they made up of new

Or is my mouth talking crazy

Shibbel libel

Hippie hoopie

Lala lopsie

Like a child fake words I say

How immature it would be if someone were to see me

Is this the curse for my ignorance because I disrespect

The oh holy bible

I apologize I go to the alter of grace  

And get on all four bowing my head

I’m sorry your grace

Please forgive me

But what has been done is done

And can’t be undone

For thy has made my choice and can’t reverse the sin

Of ignorance

For once it consumes you..

You'll

Never.

Stop.

I’d like to find happiness

Wouldn't it be fun

If happiness came in the shape of the sun

Feeling the glow is a blessing

From down below

Even in a different language  

I am  

Muy Contento  

But turns out it was all a

Lie.

Falling from above is not light it is the darkness

Coming to takeover for the night

Happiness is lost never to be found  

No matter how much we try

Nothing we do can help us fly

Our wings are bound

And chained to the ground

Please it hurts my wings

Once white

But now the color of wine  

So much pressure

Please I plead!

I will listen and let you rule

If you just free us

But the dark shows no mercy

And ignites the chains  

Burning our wings making us fallen

Unable to find our way back to the light

Without our wings we cannot fight  

The children, and women

Burned and destroyed pearls all on the ground

In these last moments of living  

I pleaded one more time

Please oh great darkness please just pass on and forgive us oh great

Thine

But he disregarded my plea

And bonded us to his sin

The screams of my people  

Screaming ****** ******

Oh, great lord! Please help us

Save us from the dark!  

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We wake up

No wings

No blood  

No chains

Every Memorie is faint

Like a dream... Is this really me

I am tired

Dark and sad  

Like a wilted flower

Everyone hovers over me

Like a tower

Regret and sadness flood my body

No entrance and no escape  

Is this really my fate?

I have been forgotten  

Overlooked  

Put in the back of the closet  

Like old Christmas decorations

Getting used to my new adaptation  

It's scary when the only person I need  

Is gone

It may not show in many ways

But in the end, it’s what we all crave

For it was the one who had given us life

But no appreciation shown or anything kind  

Was given in return for said gift

And now that they shun us  

Like a disgrace  

Questioning should they have really wasted their time on this

I scream from inside no it wasn’t a mistake, but they will never hear  

As her look make my soul bake

Ever glance and death stare fears me I don’t want to say my actual feeling

What if she won’t approve and it were all for nothing  

It is useless to try not since all is lost and will never be found

Since one has found that we are too far gone and do not plan to return soon

And can only wait for our impacting doom

Maybe death is our Virtude  

And maybe it can set us free  

But does it mean we are still running  

Again, and again  

Never stop

We just keep running and running

The darkness getting closer

Not letting us leave

It grabs us it pulls us begging us to stay

Not matter how much we plead and cry it never let's go

It harms us and makes us bleed

Please let go!

I want to leave

It crawls on top of us and rips out our teeth

We scream in pain

Liars don’t deserve teeth  

We shove it off  

All the blood pouring out from our jaws

All the screams of pain coming from to bottom of our hearts  

Erupting like a volcano

And starts rushing at us again  

We pick up the speed and continue running

You can’t hide what you are inside

You're not me you’ll never be

Lie again and this time it’s your eyes

My eyes light up in horror please won’t someone help me

But of course, no one's there  

The tears on my face slowly dry up realization has finally come to reality

No one is every coming to get me

My limbs feel weak

Gashes and bruises  

All over my body along with the blood from the scars

...

This is who I am now

Who I chose to be

So..so why am I running away from... Me

There is no one to help me

Not now!

Not later!

Not ever!

It's just me...

I start slowing my pace down before coming to a stop

The beast jumps out from its liquid hell and surround me

Don't worry we have each other forever and ever  

I gladly join the best and let it take control as I join it in this liquid dark hell

Where no light can reach me

All light is afraid of me

For what I have done

One may you forgive me light but maybe someday I’ll forgive me  

too

It wraps around me like a snake  

Squeezing me  

My eyes burst out my head

My body becoming disfigured

Like a squishy toy

My bones being crush

My organs exploding

My veins bursting

And as the beast coils around me one  

Last time  

I eventually go  

Pop.

A large valley of green grass

The sky a shade of pink and orange

The clouds a shade of blue and purple

It is so pretty seeing the Sparkle of the glowing sun

Nature humming a tune like an angel from above

Do you hear it is like we have been graced and placed in a seat in the heavens

The wind sways the trees  

The bees bumble with each breeze  

As they search for nectar from the flower seeds

I feel connected to the earth  

And with you I feel happy on the dirt

It is like Adam and Eve

You and me

Two little christens in a pea

Faith is what brought us here together

We are meant to be

Like the song born to die  

As we run the chemtrails under the country

In my white flowy dress and you fancy dress suit  

And as we get older

We will meet back here  

With wedding bells and doves flying around  

Both families joining together

Singing songs on the ground

Oh, the way we would dance

And cut the cake I love thee  

Will you dance with me

But as we grow older, we will still meet here

But only one of us still lived throughout the years

I still bring you your favorite flower and place them here

Though you cannot grab them and smell them I can

Tell you cherish them from above my dearest Emillie  

You sang this song about me, how we were born to die together

But you made plans first and left me here

Now I sang this song waiting for my time

And in fifty years I will visit again and lay next to you my

Beloved and our kids.