I love the idea of letting all my problems and feelings go,
but I am afraid to die,
I feel like I am lost in a void and am numb, and I wish I didn't,
but then again, I am afraid of feeling things, and if I feel more than I do now...
people will wish I didn't.

Why can't I just be happy with one?
Why couldn't I have just fallen in love?

I wish I could say,
let's start over,
but truly I will never forget,
the time that you were my lover,
the time were we used to laugh together,
run around, send memes and make jokes together.

I cannot forget the risks we took,
and honestly,
I don't want to look,
at any other guy, girl, or human,
because what we had,
made me feel superhuman.

I remember the rough road we went down,
but we always always figured our problems out,
we were always together, never apart,
until the day,
our conversation had no laugh.

You had your reason to end us,
and it was a good reason,
I just wish you knew how to focus in class,
because we could still be together,
and the relationship could last.

The shadows follow me,
everywhere I go,
into every void of unknown,
and through all the battles,
they'll follow.

The flower flows in the wind,
it is a pretty flower,
a beautiful daisy,
the bees are buzzing,
it's a nice sunny day.

But then a little girl,
tries to take that away,
she picks up the flower,
rips it right out of the ground.

This flower starts to slowly die,
just because of girl's interaction,
and all the flower can do,
is loose its attraction.