I can help in closing ......
They're will be a victory march in heaven






















....I love you Jesus

-David Wilkerson

You were ******* in her world
Til I cut you loose like He asked me to
She was strong but couldn't convince me
You were young and you fell in love with the villain to
Yet life is funny when they laugh at me
In the back I hear HiM truly breathing to
Was it for me to be beaten down
Was it for me to yell at you
I know you were mad at me because it wasn't perfect
But the mission was to show you that she bleed to.....

If this message ever reach your eyes hope you read it out loud for the particles
YOU ARE FREE & EVEN IF IM AWAY I STILL PRAY FOR STRENGTH THAT YOU MAY SEE YOU ARE FREE....AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

Man this single life fun!
Eaten bread and cheese
Never thinking to sweeeeet
Take a dose maybe three
Suger coded disease
It's not hard to see
I'm caving in me
Ain't this fun

You said you wanna ruin the time
You wanna be with me
And I said time is nothing
And you said it's nothing
We shelter in ourself
Consume me and be quick!

He keep calling me up !
You wanted all of his love  ?!
I know  forgiveness ain't free .
Slurrin words like my feet
Was worth all the drugs ?
Common ground is a blinking for me ..
He think I'm thinking to much

Are you happy
I'm satisfied
Ain't no arms
On my watch
I been gone
Like twelve o'clock
I'm not happy
But satisfied
Say i miss you but thinking bout you
I'm waisting time
Like twelve o noon
Go inside
Don't get fried man....
Let me go inside

I take a bow .
It don't make sense, Blame the cash cow
Dance on the fence,  you forgot to smile....

ha,
i forgot to smile ...


Deeper then the trench, if you actin wild
Deeper then these drugs with a black and mild
If we talking love then I  ran a mileeeemmmmm

I thought you was the one but you just a (mm,)

Okie I took two pop another (mm)

Me myself and I with a little
(Mmmmmmm)

I comr from a era where it wasn't popular to be a black head banger.
My sister skinny jeans with my friends v-neck sweater
I can't believe 30 came!
Now I am saying to the 24 year old inside of me
Well at least you were brave ...
Because truth be told
Knowledge says not a same thing change
But wisdom speaks clear like





" This has to be THE LORD most high

It ain't fun if I don't get my lick back,
Please do not chit chat or you can get laced like a plug.
Tell your new boy that I'm with that
Raybans be tinted,  94' civic of couurrrrrseeee!

ZARA FINE LINING YOU NOTICE ME YEA?!

DIAMONDS SINGING ON ME LIKE THEY JODECI YEAAAA!!

it to much to say can't you beg,
Get on your knees or come taste all my lead,
Or you can bounce like a bad paper check.
I'm in the H what you wanna do....babe...
I flip a taxi then hop in mer...cedezzz

Joôn - For what it's worth.

How does it feel ..
..Feel to be human ...?

You know the deal..
Sometimes you'll lose themmm! (Sometimes you'll lose them )
Sometimes you'll lose  !
Well the flowers will bloom
- And you are all my fantasy
- this is not like you  WAKE UP!
This-this is not like yoU wake uuuuooooopp
-  paint a different picture, one that's clearer, you decideeeee!,
System overload,
The captain waves his men good byeee

My sister think Its easy because she got my dad paycheck,
He holds his change and aspects from me like chains and paybacks
I wondered why the late text, it's funny how they say that .....
Get blamed for all mayhem
My mom she placed in Maybach
I placed her over ajax and now I seen the face that I seen on my grandmother's grace cause....
It's mother's rebuke that breaks me
It's father's words that made him
And now that I'm 30 still at home I placed everybody feelings over mine
I placed the dreams the middle child alike
My oldest sister dines when I got nothing mine.
I sit in my cell my room my beak my jail my grace my mercy sing my tears don't hit the scene yet I know everybody dream I am the last of these ...soon they be dead and gone ill be the last of these.
So ...
Today I'll choose myself, my opportunity wealth my peace my newly belt my boundaries and myself I give a prayer here I'll let my presence be the grace and mercy that I felt , who cares about the rest who cares how I make my bed . Today I choose my dream today I let it sing even if I bump head I thank the Lord of above for loving me.

FEELSLIKEDREAMFEELSLIKEMAGIC
OH
    OH
TEMMMUUUUU
SHOPPP LIKE MILLIONAIREEEEE

this song is rent free stuck up in there ........ -_-

LOL

Don't throw no stones
I'll build a place
Oh , I've been home
My outer space
The stars they ruuuunnnn, Like they don't think.
Oh am I wronnnng , Too make you wait ?

My gun on safety. ( run)
Your love can't tame me. (Gone)
Oh I'm not landing...
No, I'm not coming...
The least you know,
At least you do not trust me!
Cause If I fold,
At least I told you something !


(Fast pace)
...thought that you love me but notice I'm frontin cause I do not trust you.
Finding it ugly to think that I'm screaming "no one is above you".
I lost my brother , my mother and father and somebody said that his issue .
I put on  Zara and xannies and kisses like make-up okay that's my issues.
Somebody said that they miss you
All of these motions they bleed thru
Okay Ill tell you I miss you
Okay Ill tell you I miss you
Okay Ill tell you I miss you okay okay okay

Are you free on weekend ?
Could we get donuts in the morning with pajamas sometimes ?
Is there another time that we could like fall for each other ?
COULD I RIDE YOUR BIKE ?
Kiss your cheek
See you shower
Be weird with you
Smoke you know search your mind
Taste
Feel
Hear
Hear you say my name in the morning to wake me up for work ?


Dame ..

All these questions and you are the answer to all

You said .....too much.
My secrets love you
But I might be cracking under the weight.
Like what if I found white boy that loves me
Like what if
He said .....I'm too much

I sit like fly in the window.
Like drop of rain on your petal
I'm just passing the essence of my big scandal.
If I had someone to lay on my sofa with underwear on and just loyal to me like bagels with seeds...
Then yes I wouldn't mind if you took the keys.
As you sit like a fly in my Venus trap
...uh ...uh ...mmmm
Oki all this to say you look Good today even with the ranch dripping down your chin out your mcds wrap ! 😂

One in the fire
But I can hardly speak
It's like you hate desire
And I know they won't get it but sometimes I hate to feel the pain of me begging for me

And the fear I fail you in the end.
Isn't it something that I can be scared of the simple letters.
But is it sin to be infected but human nature ?

I can tell
Wait I can't tell when you are suppose to cry over a break up but it's been a year and let me just say.....




The aimless walking around
The non talks on the phone
The messages I wish I had from you
Can I just say .....


















It hurts a little ( alot)

Lil babe be pulling a Uber my super soaker wanna get it right now.
But everytime i touch city you acting greedy like come give me thousand.
Like Jiggy you wouldn't be litty if i didn't make ***** wanna be Bowser!

I just wanna watch chowder
Why acting so childish?

Cause you never been up  C.v. when all ******
Wanna change up the router.
You love me then tell me it's nothing I m acting funny càuse im holding my power.
You think that I talk to my ex, for good *** man that ***** a coward?

Undermining I'm underlining the hype of symbols, picture perfect but isn't worth the spoken worded disgusting prequel. Arnt you a doctor? Or colly flower to my meadow peaking...???
Roses gushing but something still ain't budding......

Pre roll and it's covered cheese!
Broken promise I took me piece
Would you give all your loving to me
Would you give all your loving to ....

Do you judge I got things my pocket,
Held me down like new purple locket

When we don't forgive we become in love with the  old us.
I would of never known you were my..
Novacaine
Like that first time with that someone
And that someone is unforgiveness
Would you still date that?
Or would you watch me walk in crowded place and call me stranger
Whatever dear
Whatever did I do to get the bottom of your barrel?
I was the 24 year old that gave a chance
And being 5 years later I crave to see your face in a one on one type
One on one with big smiles
A little more hair alittle more wishes
A little more years and you might look at me again like
I pulled didn't I ?
S

That I do I don't want to
That I must is coming up
There I go you will be with
They that shows love they will stay
Who you say ..?
I don't know
Who are you
Well... Just don't cave
Yet even the mountains 🏔️ know
The tongue is the place to be

He's crafty
He's cunning
In a datable app here lies the young man that wondering ....
Texted me on how things got bigger
Mom not home so he wanted me to make things much wider
The heart that I had
To call you twisted the fall so I can hit my head with wonder ....
Yet the integrity will protect what innocents they try to take
Confusing jester
Yet our heads are ******* on straight
I finally understood your plot
This guilt never seen too much rot

My son,
I don't know you yet but take care of your seed
Never drop it another man's tea.
Even though some wants coffee in the morning
And others wanna hide what they bleed
There is one that's more crafty, craftier than a woman picking from a tree.
Yet, trust your gut ....
Your spirit will tell you for he is the father of our whole existence.

So what is you saying ya
Like who are you playing with ya ?
Like bAbe I'm just man yaaaaaaaaaa

Who do you think that I'm bout to do
The end has never been plentiful
But babe humble we gotta move
Humble beginnings is better though
Pride is the answer you hate to lose yaaaaaaa

Cigarette ash hits the pavement,
Lifeless and caved in
Bullet wounds soaked the kitchen like the angels.
Yet I found his keys
And his closet full of dior and belt buckles of Triple B's
As I wrapped myself in polyester ....
The smell of shells and ***** fluid in the streams
I took a shower in golden marble decrees

Booyah
Aventador Lamborghini..
Booyah
******* in the middle fees
Ooyah..
Sirens getting closer
Ooyah...
The garage has trap door that leads to his beautiful park where I found my wings

Tired of being in my head
Can I just say I want taste your skin !
Salty in all it's glory ?
I like how you say eww like we all don't have obsessions
Like we all don't have demons
Like we all don't have that one angel
Like you hate how my eyes follow you
Like there won't be another time to see you
Tired of being in your head
Can you just ask me to eat your *** like ....
Like that's disgusting you should see when I'm a gentleman
Like that's awful I wonder how you think places are made in the dirt
Like I wouldn't put you in first place like millionaire making love to suckiest celebrity

loved you from the very start.
Since your amind reader ....
Can't you tell I know where you are and who you aren't ?
You constantly are in my dreams
It's like the Guilt is wrapped up in those perfect little arms and I'm fien.
Do I go all crazy like that want me to be ?
Should I show you the same ?
Well what if I was the drug to take the pain away...?
And you dropped every emotion you had on that day ...
Would you run back to me and ask for more or would you just sit there as I sunk in the floor

To end high on a high note,
I'm pinching myself.
This is not usual to let go your breath.
Today is to common
To hope is well
Tomorrow will melt
Tomorrow will melt
.............................................
He's eating himself
Those questions won't help
Open the tales
And read them yourself.
???????????????????????
Your eating yourself.
Tomorrow will melt
Don't care bout who else























Tomorrow will melt

Nobody home
I've been away
Carry on
A new clean slate
What if I'm wroooooong
Are you okay ?
I know I'm wronnnng
To make you wait.

The nights are loooooong
From outer space
At least your home
The great escape
The grate escape
Spacebar escape
My grey escape

I tried make time and sense of it,
But I'm cool because this isn't love ...
We
All
Have obsessions...

I chase the power lines til' they stop at home!
And I wish  your pretty *** was a peeping tom!
..like knocking on my window like I came alone
Wonder if I kiss you would you kiss me brooooooooooooooo

I gotta halo inside of my pocket that light up a mansion,
I gotta hundred more looking like rambo popping up random.
In love with Beretta
.380 a set-up she think I'm cancer
I'm not dancer
Snap on the light like I'm Jackson

Booyah
Her words are smooth
Booyah
His chains are cool
Oooyaa
I played the fool
Booyah
He played the flute

I don't know  if it's ....
Idk if its good that you find me
Lose control but I'm better off counting
Lose to home in this square circles would doubt me
I don't know if I'm correcting the analogy.

And my mom said that I jump the gun
Now there is a hole in the universe...

Now that I got you I will not play with you .
Why would I be like him when he's hiding a thing or two.
Surprise by the  dozen because I bought a gang of blue
Roses red but thoughtful enough to sea you through
Just know I'm SELFISH
I WANT YOU ALL TO MYSELF I SWEAR
YOU DONT NOBODY I SWEAR
I WANT YOU ALL TO MYSELF I SWEAR

yea...
All to myself I swe...
Nobody I swear...
I want you all myself because I'm selfish
Yea
Yea...

Whatever happen to invincibility
Milk man the paper boy
Cece AND BEBE
Uhhmm..

When you lost out thereeee and your all alone....( * Starts to mumble)

Every where you look
Every where you......

Crap I just notice I never knew the words to this song

Pendulum swinging you say shooting star.
Did you sign up your son to be something that he is not?
Keep on dragging his feet I just watch the window from far
If I told you the truth
Would you accept our love so far?
Playing tag with me is like playing tag with your heart ...
Isn't it obvious that I loved you from the start ?
Go ahead and get your boyfriend I'll see you by my window tonight .

Im justJoôn - L.A.F.F.

a...
Yellow converse misfit
Looking better in the cold cause my skin is to thick.
And uhhhmmm
Bow and arrow never made a miss,
Hit your target in my heart  cause I cherished every kiss
Yeaaa


Hook:
Wonder..
Wonder if it's all  said in stone,
Wonder....
Wonder if its all dead and gone

Dead and gone ...

Mmm pick up the phone

Let it be known

Verse 2:
At prauper,
Rollin on bean they **** took my babe to runaway that's legit, Up in Tulsa frappe mocha tinted liquor be tippin.
Grindr singing off siri jiggy I ain't listAbercrombie   floating nicely.
Your secrets wanna bite me
Your momma never liked me
Your sister said they kid  from dirtybay don't take him lightly.
Like why you blushing every single time up in his car ?
iMessage blowing up jiggyjoon  meet me at park !

Woahhh
Mmmmmmm
On my spaceship right back to Mars
Woahhh
Vrooomm
Up in your eyes I see the stars ✨
....

Welcome to my planet !
never leave you stranded
raining on the Camry















momma kinda wishing
Welcome to my space ship
okie just a Camry
Thought it was some candy In love with ******* fiend ....!

Yu say you love me like ******* fiend.

I drop two more just like A ******* fiennnnmnndd

Okie I love you

Tell me are you gon judge?
I'm on the bread and the cheese

Honey buzzing back to me
butterfly in my jeans
Woah
Dissolving right in my drink .
I'm at Sonic with theseeee
But tell me are you gon judge !?
If I pick on me ?
Pill popper for weeks

What am I doing ?
I came just for my slice
Strawberries on top...yep that's about right.
Or left how this party looks
My mind is still filthy
And the captain that just walked looks good with a hook
Forks raised and red cups ablaze
If i keep looking down I know he's going to notice these thoughts....
Blue eyed and blonde with a smile behind the brace-ses....
When he asked me to take him with me I ...I...could of swore with skin like that and pacsun shirt I thought he was brace-ses.
And nooooowww laying on this couch with him and nothing on I'm holding back every possibility.
But im  getting beat by
Aero postle fra- -------grance.

Touch my heart kiss my nose I still think of that they know.
Your in love with bad guys guess im him I suppose.
Read my steps not surprise ...
You think I look like my woes
But what about you are you gold ?
I hold  the devil so close

They say what they gone say,
Oh bae just know your place.
I'm fine I been okay
Something's you cannot change.
Knees down I'm always pray..
And that's just what isssss
I'm on hunnid kidsss
Like every time I'm in
Look at the times we're in
I love the way you love
Just love me
Just love me
Jusssstt

Pills turn my heart
I play Dumb when my part
Sing out loud when it drums
******* love on your tongue
Taste and see what you won
Walk around like my gun
Walk around like the pump
Fuel me when you come
Come right in oh my love
Break my heart now you won
Walk around with my gun

Minimize
Tell me is small yet?
You care about that ...
That thing your thinking of
What if it's payback
Well.... Then ... Just say that.
Why can't you say what you were thinking
Instead of reading your thoights ...


Oh I'm in your head again ...ok

Roses are red and umm..
Heard you said
You said you love me but don't take it to the heaaaaad
You drink a lot somuchmywordsjustalwaysstiiiicccckkkk
I'll be there
If you heeeeeiiirr
I'll be there and ummm
If youre there

I can't and help but close that ....
If these are the last days ...
My brother I didn't set you right
My sister I left you in the fight
I created a reverse world and now I don't know what is left nor right
I sit on the top of my mountain like a eagle that flys and yet....
All I can think of is the light that's bright.
Israel suffering
My homeland is calling me back tonight
I close my eyes and I enter the fight.
Don't leave nothing you were born with !
Everything else ....it will be alright
My lover if you hear me ...
This one for the books because I hope to the Lord
You brought your lamp tonight .

I use to be controlling cause I didn't wanna fail.
I'm sensitive but only to things you say at the beginning
I'm not prideful  I just don't care for quantity
The less the more all introverts will sponsor me
I play every sport to keep my hands *****
The cleanness I been was my first boyfriend, in his phone every night ....you can say I was cloud surfing
I did love you with all my heart.
I fix things in the back my mind even when it already fell apart.
Not a lot of time so I'm spontaneous
If you asked do I smoke no
...I'm narccadian .

You know when I think about it
I was horrible yet I grew
It was terrible yet you too
It's okay
Your father left and if I say that you think I'm trying to make things perplex
Like a rubic cube with no hands or like a rim with no net like who would I be if you didn't give me your last?
Last yells last tears last time that I have crossed out every thing I thought it would possibly be and ....
I don't even know who ....well what...
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