a person u can talk to in confidence
a person who will build u up
when others just tear u down
a person who u can trust
a person who can keep your secrets
all that and more is simply
*A GOOD FRIEND

Timothy,
For always being there.
For caring.
For loving me; You don't even know me.

*Thanks

the love we shared
the  times we had
all gone
the emotion that was with us
the letters we sent each other
if only I knew
I could have helped

I can't help but miss you
one of the people I wasvery close with
did you not trust me enough?
did you think I would think of you any differently?
YOU SHOULD HAVE COME TO ME!!

if you thought that you would have hurt me
I am 100% sure that this is worse
I didn't just lose a friend I lost a part of me
if only you told me that you............................
people ask me how you didn't tell me
and honestly all I can think of is
that you didn't want to
hurt me because I DON'T want to believe that after all we've been through you don't trust me?

now your gone and actually
it made no sense keeping this from me
because I found out didn't I?
you probably were too embarrassed, too ashamed to say
it's quite ok I mean I couldn't force it out because I didn't even know it was there.

I trust that wherever you are
the new friends you make you
don't make this mistake again
this small yet HUGE secret caused
me a lot of sorrow
not only did you keep this from me
you keep it from everyone except yourself
yeah I know you're not the depend type but in all seriousness come on!
you like to be big and independent but you crossed the line
and now you lost your life

all I can say is that I miss you dearly
and again you should have told someone even if its not me
I cry at night thinking about the memories that have turned into
nightmares just reminding me that you're gone
all I can think about when I remember you is 'why didn't tell me?'
its too late anyhow and if you were here you would have told me 'don't moan I've gone a better place. move on with life I've lived mine and now its time for you too continue living yours without me.'
it going to be DIFFICULT but
GOOD BYE FRIEND I'LL MISS U:(:(:(:(:(

(c) 10-13-2014
The text message went like this:

“Was thinking...
I'm so happy I’m married to you.”
Said she.

“You my Dear made me what I am today.  
Thank you. I am one happy guy.”
Said he.

It resides on the phone as evidence
Of our life for forty seven years.
It has been on my mind abundantly
Of our love through the good times and tears.

We have held each other together
When our pieces began falling apart.
You have been my rock My Dear
From the moment we did start.

Cannot tell you enough My Dear
I am so grateful you are mine.
And I am yours forever My Dear
I will never, never, ever whine.

It has been said before:
*Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It does not dishonor others,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.
Love never fails.