Sometimes out of the blue
it hits you.
This special feeling coming over you
from long ago
when you were a child
When you were home
A longing for what was
but has gone by.
It’s still inside you.
makes you happy
makes you cry.
It defines who you are
and why you are
the way you are.

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Deep opposite sky
Lightless star from deep in sea
Coral like beauty

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Witnesses of all time.
On holy grounds they are.
Many people laid to rest everywhere over millions of years.
Living further in green suits,
majestic and tall.
In all shapes and forms.
People come and go.
Look at them standing now.

Forest full of green
Our ancestors watching.
Giving us oxygen to breathe.
Handle it with care.


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Read a book
Uncover hidden stories
To discover hidden feelings
See magnolias butterflies
come to life
right before your eyes .



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sow kindness a smile
harvest happiness inside
blessings will follow


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Beautiful old book
Let me caress your cover
Journey to the mind

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Everywhere you go
I go
I follow you till
end of time
till end of earth
Till end of night
After day
I’ll wait for you
See you soon
I am your moon.

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Sometimes you can love someone deeply and intensely
because that someone loves you deeply and intensely.

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Corona seems such a sweet name.

The howling wind is passing by
When they bury the men
and the  people cry
So many lifes forever changed.

Lockdowns all around
Nothing more the same
A crown shaped virus
Is to blame.

Corona doesn’t ask  
what’s your color
what’s your race
what’s your faith
not even what’s your name.

The whole world
for once together
suffering the same
So many hurt
So much  pain remains.



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Bloodshed on living walls.
In the name of light of peace.
Searching hands in yellow clouds.
Reaching for the untouchable men behind the gate.
Not knowing what they are doing.
Where they are going.
Man versus man.
I meet you on the battle field.
Look at me .
I am you .
Both lost in this political game.
Let the bloodshed stop.
Let us go together to only light
To brotherhood.
Heal everything that’s broken.
No more darkness behind closed doors.

Where Peace on Earth awaits.


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Trough moons eyes I see
A world asleep
Not entirely
I see nightlife
So many wandering at night
Homeless in the cold
Searching for a place to hide
Lovers whispering,  looking at me.

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velvet dusk meeting
sun and moon’s lingering love
fleeting encounter.



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Until you meet the right person you don’t know how much you can love a stranger.

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bright colors blue sky
children play in hot weather
birds chirping till late.



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In me is what created me.
Look around and recognize.
Movements of trees.
Beating heart breathing.
Mountains high, crumbling.
We’re getting there.
Waterfalls rough and calm.
Feelings falling.
I am you.




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Birth of spring in distance.
Slowly awakening.
Scent of zesty lemon rose
already in the wind.
World of promises
in the making
February coming through.



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Take me dream to pleasant dreams
In silence
On  night’s island
where different colored flowers are awake under dark velvet blanket sky
In the presence of white admirals.
Black feline on the hunt
watching carefully this strange behavior.

Listening to silent night
of peaceful midnight longings.
Where in my dream I’ll pick for you beautiful wildflowers
Smell the sweet scent of nights air
while waiting for you
in my dream’s dream garden.



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By saying sorry you don’t change the past.
You change the future.
At least you try.



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cold white winter night
colorful pine trees decor
classic Christmas Eve.

peace tree, shining lights
share laughter, open presents
glowing love, deep joy.


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Covid
Life onhold
The clock is ticking away
While time stands still


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Clear soft blue sky
Not a cloud not a star
See your mirror image
in the  not rippled waters
Two pale moons to  be seen
Not a breeze you can feel
Not a sound you can hear
Silence all around
Giving innerpeace to be
I look at natures flawless painting
Gods own creation
Reminds me of all the mirror images on this earth.
Look at you and see me.

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The mind
Always wandering
Eyes always searching
The heart always wondering
Who to let in.

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Happy New Year my dear
Wherever you are.


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Being rich
has to do with money.
Feeling rich however
has nothing to do with what you own.


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We all love to love, to be loved
To make love.

Love can be all about passion and chemistry
But there also has to be
peace and quiet
to be everlasting.



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Velvety morning rise in the West.
Apricot-skin like, you appear.
While half moon is still here.
You announce the sun
to greet the moon before she goes.
To shine her tender light elsewhere.
Ocean waters change with their interplay.
Peaceful beach morning awaits.




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With
Innocent eyes
Beautiful baby child
Sitting in nature
Watches with curiosity
Everything new
Interesting.
Wondering.
Where would all the water be.


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Look at inner self
Where do this strong feelings
come from
The ones you have to live with day by day
The dreams that haunt you all the way
The restlessness
The hidden passion of a soul in pain
You are beautiful and strong
Take a look inside, who did you wrong?
Who left you alone and broken
So much guilt you carry with you.
Take a good look and know it wasn’t your fault.
It wasn’t your fault that they left .
I hope you can see that now.
Leave it behind and heal your inner core.
It’s time to let it go and move forward.
Let the strong adult you
take care of this  hurt innerchild The one that’s still inside of you.
Only then the sadness in the depths of your eyes will go away
Only then the smile
will also reach the eyes

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Different feelings
All kind of emotions
Precious memories
written down.
A notebook with notes
A box with sometimes
handwritten notes.
A collection of
pieces of the soul
put together
Fragile , precious
To be handled with care and respect.

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After tears fell
It could never be what it was before.



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Some people are unforgettable
Some things are unforgivable
Still forget,
still forgive….


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Don’t walk before me
Don’t walk behind me
Walk beside me
So we can hold hands
That’s what it’s all about.
I can walk miles to meet you
If you walk miles too
and meet me in the middle.



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When the one you love
is losing the way,
forgetting everything that was.
Seeing everything in another way.
Doesn’t know anymore who you are.
Stranger all the way.
Want to scream mother this is me!! She looks at you but doesn’t see!!
Hurts to the bone
Whole world is falling apart
Losing   someone while they’re still here gives
So much pain in the heart.

~When memories are lost everything is lost~


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Sitting in rainy weather
Let soft rain caress your face
While there’s much pain and sadness
All the tears are washed away
Lift your face up, search for rainbows and skies blush of bride.
See the colors of life reflected
In the limit of the sky.
Feel the warmth of the sun
on a life full of sadness full of sorrow.
There will always be skies colors,
always an upcoming sun.
Just close your eyes
let tears fall in silence
Blessings of the rain will fall
Warmth of love will lift you up
Carry you to special places
close to colors, close to light
Closer to God.


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If it ain’t hurt it isn’t love.
Love is love because it hold hands with sadness.



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Remembering mother’s kitchen.
Feelings of recognition.
Harvest time and giving Thanks.
View of yellow, tangerine golden leaves.
Pumpkin pie with cinnamon scent.
Gathering with family and friends.
Gratitude in our minds.





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Patience
a  virtue to be
before its time nothing there
gives one inner peace.


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When people are living in fear
no one understands.
When something  happens
in your life
putting everything
upside down
Something unexpected
You  lose your balance
sometimes even your control.
The inner peace  has disappeared

This makes,  the once for you so beautiful world,
a fearful place no one
wants to know.
It brings pain to the the heart
and gives a restless soul....

Strong people seem weak now losing their mind,
missing their goal.
Many with panic attacks
no one seems to understand
Its a real thing
Let’s all keep an open mind.

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Pine trees,
Looking up
Snow layered mountain top.
Kissing clouds behind dense fog.
Slowly disappearing.



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The bird is thankful
For each new day
To fly away.
Again .
To new hights.

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I am sad.
This balloon is all I have.
Cheering  me up while hurting.
Why parents act so mean.
I rather run away with my balloon
then let it go.

Dear pet
When no one is here
you are by my side
Looking at me as if understanding.
That I’m in need of touching love.
You lick my face.


The words flow out of my mind
On paper white,
screen’s delight.
In many ways
I’ve learned to find
peace of mind.
Look at me now
I am a happy human being.



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When something impactful happens,
life changes color.
Priorities change.
You change.
You learn to call God’s name.



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Words
Written, spoken and heard
Give relieve
to
writer, speaker and listener.

But... they can also hurt.

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Hold my hand
Let’s laugh and cry
Together.
Hold my hand
Let’s explore this life
Together
Hold my hand
Never let go of it.

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Symbol of all that’s good.

Beautiful
Little wonder of nature
Four little leaves in one
Every leave holds its t own
wonder
Crutches of life under the sun
      Hope
On peaceful living
With innerpeace of mind.
That it will be better tomorrow
Hope on life of  better kind.
    Trust
In each other always
To live together as one,
Looking after each other
the key to become one
     Love
By which everything good begins,
Everyone together  
An era , a  new begin
     Good luck
To everybody
to each and every one
Who ever you are or where ever you’re from

Little Green clover of nature
A present  to life in all its ways
Beautiful symbol of mankind
Freedom in every way .☘️

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No one will find you
in the dark
So come
into the light and shine.



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Thank you for the rose my love
I fly high and still look at you from above, every day.
I know you have many silent tears and so much pain in your heart.
Yes today was the day and that was the place.
I fell from that wooden bridge and drowned .
You must know I fell because of my seizure.
Your little man I was.
Always together, always taking care of me.
Being sick wasn’t easy on you as a single parent.
But what a love you gave me my love.
What a lovely mom you were.
Know that I’m not far away.
I am free as a bird in the sky
I often come and sing a song in the tree next to your window.
Tell you what I see up there.
It’s all good and I’m not sick here.
My one wish is for you to smile.
Maybe when my little brother arrives.
I will be still here, watching.
Thank you for the rose my love.



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