Samora

Samora Aug 2020

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When do I give up?
When do I stay?
When do I ever call it a day?
How long do I wait?
or should I even wait at all?
All these decisions are making me quake.

How should I respond?
What do I say?
Can me and him really just be friends?
He is a loner and I am the same,
So how do we do this?
How can this situation be tamed?

Just be you and I'll be me,
And one day,
we will meet,
But for right now,
just do you,
and I'll swiftly follow a suit.

Samora Aug 2020

Heartbreak

Murdered by my feelings I seem to keep hurting others,
A sharp tongue and blunt words seems to scare all my lovers,
Kept distinguishing the fire that was built up and colored,
Now look what I have done,
All watered up and shattered.

Samora Aug 2020

Stuck

Why is my body wanting me to stay here?
Viewing my visions in clear view,
My mind is so lost I can't see straight,
And yet here I am,
Blind as a bat,
Finding my way,
Cannot be swayed,
And all I can hear are footsteps blocking my way.

Samora Aug 2020

I try

I try to change but it's usually too late,
I try to change but I'm already awake,
I try to be me but turns to be fake,
Understand me but misunderstood,
I can see why now that I am damaged goods.

Samora Aug 2020

Late at Night

Late at night I look on up at the stars,
Late at night I took my hands out and reached,
Late at night I saw that the lights were so bright,
That it took my friend beside me to shake me
awake

Samora Aug 2020

I Wish

I wish I can change the life that I live
No more confusion left in the struggle,
I wish I can chase all of my dreams
And bring fear with me and call it a friend,
I wish I can have trust throughout all my falls
So that I can finally have some guy by my side,
I wish my wishes were real
But they are, I just haven't gave them a try.

Samora Aug 2020

Let you go

Let me in,
into your life,
let me fix this,
so we could fix us,
I am your light,
to your shining star,
so let me back in,
or let me go.

Let me in,
I miss you so much,
I know that I yelled,
I know I messed up,
you are my piece,
my missing heart,
so let me in,
or let me go.

Let you in?
nah uh I can not,
you hurt our bond,
more than a scratch,
more than a bled,
more than I can see,
that I was the third,
and she was the one.

Let you in?
why should I stay?
you pushed me away,
when I opened my soul,
you closed yours back up,
and just me out in the cold,
Ghosted me like I wasn't home,
so why should I stay,
when I would rather just let you go.