Losing water from your body in form sweat is far better than in the form of tears .

Cataract is the second leading causes of blindness , love still remains #1

I don’t understand how you can forget someone with whom you’ve been for years. I laughed with her, I cried with her, I fought with her, I smiled with her. Her mere presence made my day. You’d forget every disturbing thing that haunted you when you were with her. Don’t get me wrong; I wasn’t just in love with her—I think it was the human that I was comfortable with . These days, people talk about having a male or female best friend, saying their love is platonic. They share everything, chill, and forget their burdens and troubles, enjoying the moment. You can say it was just like that—the only difference was that I first fell in love with her, and later she became that female best friend with whom I could relax. I know that’s weird—what else can you expect from a ****** like me?

I have anger issues, and I don’t deny it. I lost because of my anger issues, and I know I **** for this. Maybe that’s the punishment for being stupid and spitting out everything that comes to mind without thinking. But I don’t understand this thing that " you think before speaking to a stranger or someone you’re not comfortable with. Maybe that’s why I blurted out everything—because she was not a stranger to me , I was me with her . She was the  only person with whom I was real.

You know you’ve won in life if you get to keep that person. I couldn’t, whatever be the reason. I don’t care if it was my fault or yours; we’re not together now, and I’m afraid we won’t be in the future. Life is hard—the moment you think you’ve made it, some negative energy can come along and ruin everything.

I just can’t forget everything—those fights, laughs, smiles, tears, nights, and giggles. It’s tough to live feeling dead inside but alive outside. It feels heavy. Writing makes me feel better; I write my emotions, hoping they’ll leave my body, and I can calm myself from anxiety attacks and mood fluctuations. I’ve been doing what I can, promising myself that I’ll heal, be real, and become the person I used to be—someone who can be loved again, make new friends, and make other people feel safe around me , make them comfortable enough that they can share their problems and I would be happy if can solve those . I don't want anyone else to be in the same boat as mine . I won't be sharing what I am going through to anyone in the instant , as it is not easy for me to build that level of trust from my side again but I promise I won't leave anyone whosoever trusts me but I can't trust now . May be in future I will ! Who knows . It's just a  different chapter of your story .

I failed making friends . I had one, but now I don’t. Right now, I’m trying my best to see a better version of myself.

Thank you !
From
Satvik

To
Satvik

"A new vessel's found fast,

but keeping one intact,

a lifelong test."

You chose love
but love didn't choose you .

Stop your actions !

Not Love .

Fed up with its destiny the moon started hunting the stars now* .

A friend like Hermione is what I care about .

Forever is not enough time for us ,

I will wait for you even after my death.

The more you care for them ,

The better you lose them !

Skip to the next track if you don't like the current .



I am not talking about the tracks .

"The problem within me isn't that I care too much; it's just that I start to expect the same from them."

The irony is striking: the one who once gave you strength now renders you vulnerable."

"Earlier, I couldn't live without her, but now I have to live without her."

Love demands Sacrifice.

But the true love makes it a gift ,

not a burden.

Don't fall for the persona; love the person – imperfections and all.

For it's in embracing their entirety that true connection and acceptance can flourish."

Proving        ❌
Improving   ✅

Even the sky is empty tonight ,
Can't see my stars .

Cultivated the skill of understanding,
wielded the power of being taken for granted.

"I get affected so easily,
That's not how a man should be.

I get affected so easily,
Even by the people I just met.

You know,
I give them a soft, comfy, cozy corner in my heart even though I just met them.

Well, I can't revert that so easily,
It's in my nature.

In return, they leave a burning mark in that corner.

Well, I expected something from them,
That's where I made a mistake.
I know this for sure.

I will remain the same in the future,
No doubt about it.
But maybe that corner of the heart will die,
People will come and enjoy, burn that part again, but I won't feel any pain.

I will be numb!
I will be numb!"

I need someone to talk to,
Guess, the mirror is the one for me.

I need someone to walk with me,
Guess, the shadow is only mine.

I need someone to eat with me,
Guess, my mouth is enough for me.

I need someone to hold my hand,
Guess, my pocket is there for me.

I need someone to watch with me,
Guess, my spectacles are all that's left with me