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31 · Jun 7
53
OnLithium Jun 7
53
I let you
Consume my mind
Influence my habits
Control who I am
Only to wake up
From another binge
And realize
You. Aren't. Here.
29 · Apr 26
Pamyat'
OnLithium Apr 26
They say I need to move on
Say I can't see the ghost of you
Yet I don't even have that
Memories that don't exist suddenly
Photographs burned out of spite

I look in the rear view and
Don't even have the ghost of you?
27 · Jul 4
Beso
OnLithium Jul 4
Hold me close
Hold me tight
Kiss me once more
To say goodnight

I am here for now
I won't always be
So kiss me once more
Cause you love me
24 · 2h
818
818
To feign ignorance
That the world
Just operates how
It does
When the signs
Are clearly there
For some
Its coincidence
For others
Its fate
For me
Its numbers
Such as 818
818 is one of my favorite numbers with my one of my favorite meanings.
20 · 2d
Ë
Ë
You are my
Everything
And that may
Seem bold
But what's really bold
Is how you stormed
Into my life
Even though
You were always there
Eagerly waiting
And now
I can't and don't
Want to leave your
Embrace
20 · Jun 29
Č̣ (Happier Version)
OnLithium Jun 29
You are so
Cute
Cuddlaeble
Captivating
Clever
Compassionate
Considerate
C­reative
Confident
Classy
Consistent
Calm
I Could go on
But you get the gist
19 · 6d
Apparatus
Been underwater
For so ****
Long
Didn't think
Anybody would
Care
Then from
Nowhere you
Appear
In your hands
A second
Chance
15 · Jul 3
For You
OnLithium Jul 3
Contemplate suicide
Yet worry about death
The man I was
Died a long time ago
The man I am
Will die soon
And the man I'll become
Will die eventually
This may sound depressing
But when you realize
I'm becoming somebody
I never thought I would be
Just for her
And to eventually lay to rest
With her
You realize it's the most beautiful
Love story ever told.
For those who have stuck around
I should be grateful
Yet often I've been wounded
By those who are close and dear
Their intentions virtuous
And their results malicious
All comes back to
If familiarity mattered
Water wouldn't boil a fish
14 · Jun 29
Č̣
OnLithium Jun 29
Closure
Found in Closets
Full of proverbial skeletons
Or if its recent trauma
I suppose its
Carcasses
11 · 2h
Depth Diving?
...                                          gashed deeply
in the quietest of ways
                         when i should have been
shrieking in torment
                         but with the swells
of both oceans and wounds
                         comes mitigation
...                                                and repose
5 · Jun 24
95
OnLithium Jun 24
95
Can't bury myself
Killed every piece
Of myself I loved
After what you did
It only felt right
To leave you with
The shovel

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