I let you
Consume my mind
Influence my habits
Control who I am
Only to wake up
From another binge
And realize
You. Aren't. Here.

Hold me close
Hold me tight
Kiss me once more
To say goodnight

I am here for now
I won't always be
So kiss me once more
Cause you love me

You are so
Cute
Cuddlaeble
Captivating
Clever
Compassionate
Considerate
C­reative
Confident
Classy
Consistent
Calm
I Could go on
But you get the gist

You are my
Everything
And that may
Seem bold
But what's really bold
Is how you stormed
Into my life
Even though
You were always there
Eagerly waiting
And now
I can't and don't
Want to leave your
Embrace

Been underwater
For so ****
Long
Didn't think
Anybody would
Care
Then from
Nowhere you
Appear
In your hands
A second
Chance

Contemplate suicide
Yet worry about death
The man I was
Died a long time ago
The man I am
Will die soon
And the man I'll become
Will die eventually
This may sound depressing
But when you realize
I'm becoming somebody
I never thought I would be
Just for her
And to eventually lay to rest
With her
You realize it's the most beautiful
Love story ever told.

Closure
Found in Closets
Full of proverbial skeletons
Or if its recent trauma
I suppose its
Carcasses

Can't bury myself
Killed every piece
Of myself I loved
After what you did
It only felt right
To leave you with
The shovel