Do you read my words here
That I wrote for you
And only you?


And in those moments
Do you think of me
And only me?

Searching for a love
that will guide my hands
and calm my spirit

Love so pure
it ignites my soul
and challenges preconceived notions

Pure and intoxicating
distilled to be set alight
and never burn out

I want to call you
While you're sleeping
And fill your voicemail
With love notes

It's just another day
Under the Sun
Which is a good problem

I have to show up
As who I am

I can't show up
As someone else

And expect to be loved
For me

I'm sorry
For my temporary
And situational
Uncouth behavior
In response
To the change
You ****** me into

I couldn't
Easily accept
The coming days
Of loneliness

But in that time
I reflected
On your hurt
And mine

I now realize
You were right
Life without you
Is better
For both of us

Sorry that I am
The only one of us
Who can truly be rid
Of you

Enjoy forever
Void of me
Lost within
Yourself

I am never going to find in you
What I need to be searching for
Within myself