Awake at night,
I can't sleep,  because there's no dreams in my mind,
Motivation is tough to find,
I ponder if I should quit and start a nine to five.

It's a future I dread,
I'd be better of dead,
That's the echo of the demons in my head,
This is what happens when people say that they love you,  but they've never really cared.

I'm losing sight,
Cloaked in darkness,
But I heard a voice, from a glimmer of light,
Saying,"Son come follow me, and my blood will cleanse you from all the pain, and my light will dwell in you, to show you, you're not heartless".

Set Sail,
To the final frontier,
I promised my mother that I would prevail.
When it comes to success, I'm a pioneer.

I'm like Gol D. Roger seeking the treasure,
I'm jolly like Black Beard, I have a lesson to Teach,
I'm like Davy Jones, ruthless,  because my hardships built me for pressure,
I have a cross on my flag, there's something on my heart I have to preach.

I might be losing the plot,
But even if I'm alone, one against the world, I will not need armor,
So whether you're ready or not,
Unless you're ready to **** me, because I promise you this, when the comes I will not falter.

What do I see,
An illumination beneath me,
Ahead lay a darkness as far as the eye can see,
When I turn around, I see a world with people smiling and animals flying free.

It seems joyful,
Totally loving,
Must be wonderful,
I wonder if I would fit in.

How would I know, I'm an Alien.
But I can't stand the air that I'm breathing,
The cold that I'm feeling,
The darkness I'm seeing,
The loneliness, or the way that I'm living.

My emotions are fleeting,
There's something I'm missing,
I guess I'm still searching,
So I'll be watching,
And waiting,
Praying,
Changing,
For anything,

Hopefully soon,
Because it's lonely on the Moon.

Who am I,
What do I seek,
Why do I cry,
Why am I weak.

What's my purpose,
I'm not sure,
Am I worthless,
I'm just a man and nothing more.