Angel: Favorites

Apr 28 Angel

Empty

Apr 28 Angel

Lostling

Empty

Today I am…
A wisp of hazy cloud, drifting aimlessly.
A sponge, wrung dry. Only ***** suds remain.
A drop of water, endlessly falling—drip… drip… drip…
The colour grey. A dull shade. Just… there.
A fallen cup, its drink long evaporated.
A rock, lying on the riverbed, unmoving, watching life swim by.

Down Day

#empty #numb #tired

Apr 28 Angel

Just leave

Apr 28 Angel

Lostling

Just leave

It's not that I want you gone
I appreciate you
I really do
But it's hard to believe you're sincere
When you're also scrolling through shorts at the same time

Got yelled at by seniors awhile ago. I couldn't keep myself together and ended up breaking down (again)
A friend comforted me, hugged me, told me it wasnt my fault. But she was on her phone the whole time.

#phones

Apr 28 Angel

stepfather

Apr 28 Angel

rick

stepfather

all that pain
and belittlement
you served me
day and night
when no one
was looking
made the little
man within you
feel much, much,
much bigger
but now you
stand before me
weeping
with no teeth
and the big man
within me
has forgiven you.

#poem #prose #abuse #forgiveness

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