They asked me this question in class one day

"What do you want to be remembered by?"

I wrote down the answer of what they wanted to hear

But to be honest

I just want to be forgotten
So no one has to hurt when I say
goodbye

This spring was not the best
Neither was it the worst
It was not even amazing

Spring was always my favorite
And it always will be
No matter how bad it is

I just needed someone to save me,
The memories where killing me
I needed to be saved

I was hurting when you told me I didn't love you,
when you told me if it was fun,
When you told me it was my fault.

I broke down the moment you told me it,
Told me "thanks for nothing"
I cried I actually did
But it doesn't matter anymore

Because spring is beautiful no matter what happens,
I'm over it,
I'm done with being guilty.

I loved you
I really did
I actually loved you

I  actually though
That for once we could make it work
How stupid if you ask me

I tried to explain, to tell you
Why
Why we i couldn't continue

But you didn't listen,
You didn't let me explain
In the end it turned into something stupid

You weren't my first,
Neither where you my last.
Yet you still had an impact

You showed me men lie,
That men don't listen
They only do when they want

In the end I'm over it
I use to regret it
But now I'm glad it finished.