Thoughts

I doubt my old therapist
Spends a minute
Thinking about me

Or what I am doing
With my life

She told me there was hope
I would meet a female friend

Turns out
I'm meeting no one

Always alone

Turns out
Nobody cares

Oh Easter
Is almost here

Hope springs eternal
Lol

Some people
Just get *******

So here's to life
And the pain it brings

Hi Liz
ex therapist

I really enjoyed
Your company

I don't want
To be a Christian
Sometimes anymore

Hope is stupid

There is no upward mobility
Here in America
Poor is poor

And you'll stay that way

Who wants to work
A 50 hour work week
For a lousy 25 grand a year?

Not me

I won't be used by some system

When my parents die
I'll inherit their home

I'm sure many other
30 somethings
Have the same plan
Here in America

The Tao is misunderstood
And the loving man
The gentle man is despised

I dislike mainstream American culture
At times

Hot babes
Are ****

I see them walking
I hear them talking

Love their **** bodies

I miss her
She has her own life
And her own family

I'm still alone
I don't have
A female friend

Maybe one day

My life is sad
And lonely

Wonder Woman
Is coming out

People made fun of me
I spend time
At the gardens

Remember me?

You made me feel
Accepted and loved

I never got to tell you
That I loved you

Love frightens me

Remember the
Wonder Woman card
I sent you?

When I think of Wonder Woman
I think of you

What a great system
Everything is already in place

No need to work
Let others
Be harvested by the system

I will go where I please
Do as I please

And everything is mine
The house
The cars

I'm feeling fine

Why would I want
To work 50 hours a week?
And become a slave

He was always
"Working hard"
But he's just blabbing on a phone

Yep
Don't care for the guy
Don't care
When he dies

Don't care
What others think
Don't care what they do

Yep, sure enough
I erased you

It's easy to push people away
And it makes me happy
On this day

Blah blah blah
Dollars and deadlines

I here them blabbing
About it at Starbucks

Some professors here

Supply chain management
Blah blah blah

CPA
Accounting

His first stand out

He sits in the front row
"Here is someone that wants to learn"

Blah blah blah

No plans here
To work
Or get any more degrees

Just walk around in gardens
Not motivated at all

Lol

The banks....
Blah blah
stay and go

We do a pretty good job of....
Blah blah
It's a good place to work, etc

This is their first or second real job...

Blah blah

Not a lot of new products
On the credit side

Blah blah