Let me help you
tie your shoes
Let me help you untie your noose  
Each fabric feels tragic
Let me help you
tie your shoes  
Can I show you
How not to drown
How not to rott in the ground

What is faith? Something we all take until it all brakes? something we must use to compensate for the misunderstating of a disgrace or something that should be misplaced. Deep chills hit my stomach  until I ache forcing my hands to shake. Why does it feel like a mistake in this fake urban race filled with a hated faith that wont ever stop to take a break and realise until its too late. My body has the need to decompose in the fake damp empty space we dare to call home,Id wish I witness it like a haze instead of a slow ****** glaze. Fill up your tomorrows to see the beautiful sorrows, il try il try to be there before I die and affter I fly to see you and cry with the biggest smiles our hearts will hive . Let it pass by we only have one shot to try. make it something to remember it by. Dropping it with all the smiles and miss you good byes knowing deeply we couldn't stay intwine  .the first time I saw you I almost died you gave me this feeling I could never come by until I had you like a surprise. Feeling alive inside I should of been gone this time life cant calmly pass us by creating the beauties in our tides. Perhaps that's  density in its own surprise crashing down to our hidden eyes filled with dark prides and a fire that once felt alive some Faiths are better left behind for I am not going to join the common crime. Its better to see faith left behind until the heartbeats of all will  combined with common courtesy and no more MINES .

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False faith
What is faith? A fleeting dream that shatters, leaving shards of doubt and pain. A desperate attempt to grasp what's lost, a consolation for the heart's deep stains. Deep chills seep into my soul, a numbness that refuses to wane, forcing my hands to tremble like autumn leaves.

Why does it feel like a cruel mistake, a futile race against time, in this desolate urban landscape where faith is just a hollow claim? My body yearns to dissolve into the damp, empty air, to escape the weight of a home that's lost its care. I'd wish I could witness life's haze, instead of this slow, agonizing daze.

Fill my tomorrows with the beauty of sorrow, I'll try, I'll try to hold on before I fade away, and after I'm gone, to see you and weep with the last smiles our hearts can sway. Let it slip away; we only have one chance to try. Make it a memory to cling to, a bittersweet goodbye. Dropping it with all the smiles and tears, knowing deeply we couldn't stay entwined.

The first time I saw you, I felt my heart shatter, like a fragile vase dropped on stone. You gave me this feeling I could never recapture, a moment's beauty, lost, forever unknown. Feeling alive, yet dying inside, life's brevity taunts us, creating the beauty in our fading tides.

Perhaps that's the cruelty of fate's surprise, crashing down on our hidden eyes, filled with dark, desperate pride, and a fire that's lost its warmth. Some faiths are better left behind, for I'm not strong enough to face the pain. It's better to see faith evolve, a slow goodbye, until the heartbeats of all are silenced.

What's in your eyes is the salt of my tears, when life splits us apart like autumn leaves, and we're left to wither, rust. Just know missing you is becoming a haunting melody, the visions of you keep me bound, knowing I'll never be free.

What a life of faith has made people refuse, what they say and pray, until this day. But for me, you are my way, my garden of fading light, my never-ending, darkest night. Acceptance creates perfection in all of pain, giving me direction, leaning my days with the coldest rain.

searching for nothing just to get feelings hurt for something.  

Greener than the grass on the other side  
Caught in the rocks wishing to die.  

Finding hope while wearing a vest made of all of your copes.  

The sun doesn't care the moon wouldn't dare.  

Why fear why be afraid this whole life is collage of pain.  

Found the courage to be abandoned,
Found the wisdom to be lost.  
Crumbling in the rocks you found your cause.  


Why fear why be afraid when we witness the beauty of pain.  

For one to feel means one can heal.

With softly spoken words a warm voice was heard .  

The damage the rage will now all be released from its cage.

Go
you are free
you always thanked me for everything even on the worst of times your tears turned into mine like the cosmos we are combined.

  With the warm touch of love I felt above the grief  release from this absent vessel in me for now I am fully complete from this defeat that always pummeled me.

Looking into the eyes of life itself I see the image of torture stress and falling apart like a mess.

I simply ask don't you know that you are the best?  

With a smile life said "that's what makes us mend to this hurtful trend. A true sacrifice a true friend.

All the reasons that you Want to **** yourself
Don't you ever consider the dwell.
Only if you could fall into a wishing well.  

Wasted a lifetime believing all the lies
How could you rest your head at night  

While the blade cuts from left to right on my chest I never felt just right.  

Bullets through my head
wouldn't rest  loving dread
that you pressed on my chest like the blade cutting deep like a memory.  

I don't want to breath this air  
I can't  for the  earth
All the hate just duplicates  
Like the blade through my veins.

People say I love you I say show it.  

People say they miss you I say you know where I live.  

Some people will tell you to feel better but won't drive a hour to make sure you get better.  

I get it you have a life that you cannot lose because if you were to lose that life you were to lose your roof your vehicle and the food in your belly I get it.  

Just know if somebody really wants to see you they would make you their priority.  
Same priorities as their hobbies their passions.  
Time will always be made for the things that you wanted to really do.

We come into this world alone and we'll leave it alone.  
But for me I've always been alone.


I'm keeping tabs open again for a friend that I lost when I was 10  
I'm holding open doors for a woman that doesn't live anymore  
I'm feeding the homeless as we joke about politics
I never opened myself
I'm just like this
I'm holding babies that couldn't cry  
Helping the birds who can't fly
Helping the parents who wish to die
I am always that guy, during your loneliest times I'm that guy, during your frustration I'm that guy, during your darkness I'm that guy. I just can't leave anyone behind.

Whats in your eyes is the salt i  cry when we see life splitting us like cleaning dust we wont render to stay and rust .just know missing you is be coming dajavoo the visions of you keep me glued knowing I cant be include. What a life of faith made people refuse what they say and may until this day but for me you are my ways with the garden of rays never ending days that make me look forward to say acceptance creates perfection in all of ways giving them the perfect haze of the modest way giving me direction leans my days with the softest rain I may now happily drain..

Ever had a day that made you go gray
Ever had a day you'd wish to go away

For sale by owner open wounds,  

how we where bliss in empty rooms.

Finding myself on the border of emotion,  

can't handle all the commotion.  

You gave me the love potion

If only I could fly away
to a much brighter day  

Rather that my wings where clipped away.