If i die, dont forget me,
Remember me, that i am free,
Dont give me false hope, and push me down,
Dont give me love, then dont make a sound,
If i die, please promise me,
That if i die,
You'll remember me.

People look at the blue sky,
The sun shining,
They think its beautiful,
Then the clouds get jealous,
They roll in,
And people look away in disgust,
Then the rain comes,
Because the clouds,
Are crying.

The sound of lies fill me,
The noise of an im sorry,
The feeling of a last goodbye.
Pushing me away, 'go'

Wasn't shy,
Was afraid,
Not a worker,
But a slave.

Hate penetrates the great gates of the fakes,
The fakes make mistakes, as the inmates plan their escapes,
The gates open, knights with gold plates and sharp blades,
Hope fades as they throw their last grenade,
Then they're afraid, when they realize they were played...

The pain consumes my heart,
As I am torn apart,
Lord, have mercy on my soul,
'Cause, my Lord, I am no longer in control.



The hate once never had a hold on me,
I thought I was free,
As of now, I don't remember the feeling of happy,
'Cause everything makes me so angry.



I have to take control,
No matter the pain of the happiness they stole.

My word to you shimmers bright,
My lies, cold as night,
Dont be afraid, I do not lie,
I give you my word, and reach to the sky.

I look to the sky,
And I see,
One half is beautiful,
Blue and pink clouds,
A beautiful full moon,
Perched just above,
And then I look to the other half,
Stormy clouds,
You can see the rain,
Dripping slowly like tears,
I look back and forth for a while,
Then, when I look at the stormy half,
I see just beyond it,
Beauty,
Past the dark clouds,
I see the sun,
Poking through beautiful clouds,
Pink and blue,
It was just hidden at first,
By the dark, stormy, rain of hurt.

Being kind isn't being weak,
Having mercy isn't weak,
Acknowledging the strength of others,
Is mercy and kindness,
And a brave person acknowledges the strength of others.

Do you understand me,
When I say im tired,
Or do you think,
I just need rest?

Do you think,
Its because I haven't slept?

Do you understand me,
When I say
It takes all my strength,
To just stand up,

Or do you think,
That you dont know,
Whats going on,
In someone else's mind.

Or do you just assume,
You know,
What others feel.

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It is worth your while,
To give someone a smile,
They could be thinking of dying,
It could change them, to see someone smiling,
Change their mind,
"Maybe life is worth my while"
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Life with 1,
Is no life at all.

But when theres life with 2,
Everything is true.

Tell me once,
No matter how much it hurts,
I need the truth,
Even if it makes me sad,
I need to know,
To keep going on,
I want hope if your telling the truth,
So tell me.

'A knight of tomorrow',
'No fright nor sorrow',
'At night not hollow',
'And fight is his motto'.

Pause, stranger, when you pass me by:
As you are now, so once was I,
As I am now, so you will be,
So prepare for death, and follow me.
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To follow you I'm not content,
Until I know which way you went.

Faking a smile,
Is so much easier,
Then explaining,
Why your sad...

I wake up and wish I slept forever,
I wake up and wish I could stay in bed,
But I force myself to get up,
To make my bed,
I force myself to not let go yet,
To keep going,
I force myself to have something to live for,
No matter how much I want to give up,
No mater how much I want to fall,
I force myself,
I try so hard.

Hearts break and break, mentally,
And they can heal,
But if a heart is broken physically,
They cant.

The love of a mother,
As she picks up her child,
After he fell,
And cleans his scrapes,
And kisses his head,
And tells him he'll be fine,
Is the same love,
Of a father,
Killing the man,
Who hurt his daughter beyond repair,
It may not be gentle,
But it is good.

Friends
Keep promises
Friends
Love each other
Friends
Hold each other as they cry
Friends
Are bound to stay together
Friends
Are free as can be
Friends
Stay true
Friends
Stick together
Friends
Dont lie
Friends
Are more than family
Friends
Are family
Friends
Fight together.

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Life and death are held together by a thread,
One little pull and they will,
SNAP,
But how can you pull,
If your not strong enough.
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The haze of this maze,
Sets me ablaze,
While the phase of the praise,
Lost their ways,
Now my gaze turns to new days,
And new ways.

I died for you, does that mean nothing?
I call you my son, does that mean nothing?
I walked beside you when you thought you were alone,
I carried you when you thought you gave up,
I made you,
I gave you free will,
You sinned against me,
But still I love you,
DOES THAT MEAN NOTHING TO YOU?

A Silent Broken Promise.

I promise you a better life,
One better then mine,
I promise you will have no strife,
To have room to shine.

I promise you a tomorrow,
Without sadness and sorrow,
I promise you my trust,
And I promise i've got no disgust.

I promise you a love,
Even if I should of,
I promise to protect you,
And through bad times to hold you.
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But most of all,
I promise I wont let you fall,
I promise I will always be there,
And that I promise and i swear.

Take a breath, its ok to be sad,
Take a breath, its ok to cry,
Take a breath, I'm here with you,
Take a breath, its ok to be angry,
Take a breath, but you have to forgive,
Take a breath, you cant be angry forever,
Take a breath, because it will weigh on you,
Take a breath, its harder to be angry than to forgive,
Take a breath, and forgive.

What doesn't **** me, only makes me stronger,
The more times I get pushed down, I will stay up longer,
And the more times you push at me, the more I push back,
The faster I get mad, the harder I attack.

A warrior fights for what he or she believes in,
A warrior does not need to fight with a gun,
And a warrior does not need to have a sword,
A warrior does not need any weapons,
He or she has their own weapon,
It is the weapon of speech,
For speech changes people more than a gun would,
Or a sword would,
Or any other weapon would, or should,
Your speech can change people.

I hate you too much to love you,
I love you too much to hate you,
How does that happen?
If I had the chance i'd save you,
And if i had the chance i'd hurt you,
What did you do to me?
What you think is saving,
Is really destroying.

When I look into your eyes,
I see destruction and demise,
When I listen deep into your cries,
All I hear are lies.

A thief in the night,
You will not have sight,
And he will have a knife,
The thief does not give life,
He takes it.

Help the people,
Help their soul,
Help the ones,
Not in control,
Keep them going,
Keep them whole,
Give them a push,
To reach their goal,
Keep them going,
Ignite their hearts,
Ignite like coal,
Show them the key,
And be the keyhole,
Love them so,
Let them row,
And you be the flow,
Keep them going,
But keep them slow,
Wash them white,
White as snow,
Keep them going,
And let them grow.

How you get peace in a world with nothin' but hate,
How you get love, when loves not in your fate,
How you go early, when your always late,
How you get hope, when your hopes starting to fade,
How do you work, if your not getting paid,
How do you live, if you were never made,
How do you keep walking, if you lost your limbs,
How can a car drive, if the tires have no rims,
How can you sing to God, when you don't know no hymns,
How do trees grow, if there is no sun,
How are you not meant to ****, if your holding a gun,
How is there something, if there was only none,
How can you read, if you have no eyes,
How is there winning, if there is no prize,
How can you spread the truth, when you hear nothing but lies.

Cancer,
You win or you lose,
Like a game,
You need the key,
You need help,
From the One above,
He will help,
Cancer,
The trial,
So you can turn,
To God.

You taught me to ****,
You almost killed me,
You taught me to survive,
I almost couldn't survive you,
You taught me how to shoot,
I cant wait to shoot you,
You taught me to never forgive,
And I can't forgive what you did,
What you did,
Now I've written this poem,
About how you deceived me,
How you hurt me,
How you turned me cold,
About what you did.