I am happy
That’s what people think
I smile I laugh that’s what
I look like but on
the inside
Im a mess
My brain it not ok
It cry’s it hurts
Mentally and physically
Not fine I’m not fine
My brain is trapped
No I am trapped
It holds me or I hold it
We’re in to deep
If it shows the sadness they
Will laugh it was a joke
Right…

I smile I frown
Im just a joke to some
I play I joke a poor man
a guy who does not exist
behind his role role a
sad man I play seeing
to an end but it has
not come as some people
need more fun but need
To be saved
I act and play to all
The smiles the laughter
Fake just an act
Tell the end of the show

People say you just have not
Meet the one
But what if the one
If no one
People say you like someone
They say your face is red
You like them
But it’s the embarrassment
It’s the fact that you
Have to tell them
You don’t like them back
That make your face red
In the end
Love is not for everyone

My heart is on a plate
Starting at me
My brain has a desire
A disease that makes
Life hard life not life
Thing or people make
The pain go away
But it always comes back
The pain when you cry
The tears falling on your pillow
The fear of what your family
Or friends are going to say or
What they will do
The doctor will listen
The doctor will help
But it’s the pain that always
Come back

My heart once on a plate
Now high
Hanging up like clothes
My body lifeless
My face purple
My soul gone taken
The black, people wear has a meaning
The crying is a sign
The things they say standing
On the podium
The casket closed they can’t
Stand to see
The person that lays there