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271 · Sep 2018
Antarctica
Jungdok Sep 2018
I forgot how your touch felt
For I froze and became numb
In Antarctica
After you left me.
265 · Sep 2017
TBH
Jungdok Sep 2017
TBH
To be honest, i'm not okay
But i'm too afraid to say
Because you might not stay

Those 3 words, "i'm not okay"
Why is it so hard to say?
Can't I just be honest,  
And expect you to stay?
Those 3 words, i'm not okay is so hard to say.
258 · Apr 2019
Untitled
Jungdok Apr 2019
The words you said
Pierced through my heart
It is true what they say
You cannot take back what you just have said.
256 · Jun 2018
Express not to Impress
Jungdok Jun 2018
I was so desperate to write a trendy poem
I got suffocated
And got all my creative juices squeezed out of me, unripened

I was so desperate to write a trendy poem
I forgot why I even started writing one,
I failed to remember I started writing to express
Not to impress.
Man, i feel so hopeless and dumb
250 · Jan 2018
It's just a crush
Jungdok Jan 2018
My eyes sparkle at the sight of you
Glaze forms
Hazy vision, drunk from your presence
This odd smile I wear, every time you're there
Gestures changes,
And as you approach, my heart explodes
Breathing rapidly
I unconsciously twirl my hair
You greet me, "hello."
Trying to not let you know
Acting normal, and greeting you back
Masking my admiration towards you,
Hoping you did not notice how I act in front of you
I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU.
246 · Oct 2017
Am I beautiful?
Jungdok Oct 2017
When you ask me "am I beautiful?"
                   I don't answer yes or no,
                                                             ­                Not even a comment or so
You should be the first person,
                                                         ­                      To know you're beautiful
Confidence, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
242 · Jul 2018
Existential Crisis
Jungdok Jul 2018
Rarely understood
Always disregarded
Most of the time irrelevant
Perpetually worthless

That's how I'd describe my existence.
Why do we exist anyway?
241 · Oct 2017
Confused
Jungdok Oct 2017
I grew out of love
or
Did I?

Or am I just convincing myself
That I don't love you anymore,
Because you hurt me too much?
How do I unlove you?
240 · Jul 2018
Bond paper
Jungdok Jul 2018
I was once a neat paper, free of creases, and white as ****

Yet, what have I become?

I am now a wrinkled paper
Full of illegible scribbles
Ripped edges
Droplets of water and blood colored the paper brown

What have you done?

I wish I never gave you the power to crumple me.
Paper.
235 · Oct 2017
10/21/17
Jungdok Oct 2017
Behind her smile
is a girl
who cries at night
while thinking about
killing herself
233 · Sep 2018
Random
Jungdok Sep 2018
What should we do
With the thoughts
We know
We can never
Share with anyone?
Random
232 · Jul 2019
Frustrated
Jungdok Jul 2019
I am sad and disappointed
On how my life turned out
I had big dreams
And I had those visions
But now it all turned into dusts
That pricked my eyes
And I am crying
For it hurt
To witness
My dreams
Shatter and break
Before me.
Life is so ******* frustrating.
232 · Aug 2018
Holes
Jungdok Aug 2018
I was never half full
Nor half empty
I was always a cup
A punctured cup
Never to be filled
Never to be fulled
232 · Aug 2018
Memoir
Jungdok Aug 2018
I saw your photos today. You looked so good. Your new haircut suits you well. You also gained a little bit of weight. The smile you wore in that photo made my heart skip a little then it beated faster as the thought of I'll never be the reason anymore crossed my mind.
Hmm.
231 · Oct 2017
One-sided love
Jungdok Oct 2017
Honestly, I have a lot of things to do
But I chose to write this poem for you
Because, I always have my "because"
Because neither you nor me
Are fit for each other
That's why even if I love you
I always have because,
Because neither you nor me
Should be together
230 · Oct 2017
10/18/17
Jungdok Oct 2017
the answers to my questions?
the solutions to my problems?

YOU.
you're always the answer
*you'll always be my answer
230 · Jan 2018
Two-faced.
Jungdok Jan 2018
delighted
delighte
delight
deligh
delig
deli
del
de
d
de
dep
depr­
depre
depres
depress
depresse
depressed
depression.
227 · Oct 2017
?
Jungdok Oct 2017
?
Maybe I am that poet                              
Who'd never be good enough
Redundant words and mediocre phrases
Poems with awful sounding rhymes

I'm not a good poet, you might say
I believe that being good in words doesn't mean you're a good poet
Being sincere to your words does,
So I may never be that good poet,
But believe me, my heart is in my poems.
Random thoughts. I don't really know, my mind is very confused these days.
225 · Jul 2018
Horribility
Jungdok Jul 2018
Selfishness
is
a
disease
that
people
chose
not
to
cure
Would it hurt to help other people?
225 · Aug 2017
Destroyer
Jungdok Aug 2017
In this world
There's still this mediocracy
People always settling for less, for ok
It's so annoying!
And then there's this hipocrisy
Calling out people
Not looking at themselves in the mirror
And in the midst of tragedy
We're pinpointing each other
Who's fault is this?
Isn't this ours?
IM'MA WRITE AT CLASS LOL
225 · Sep 2018
Ridiculous misery
Jungdok Sep 2018
I've been in this room for ages
Shouting, screaming, bearing this pain
Confined in this illuminated space
Surrounded by white walls
It worsened my pain
Prevents me from breathing
I am choking from the stench smell that whirls in the air
In and out, going back and forth
Your touch, your porcelain skin
The moist feeling of your caress
Staying gives me relief
Comfort to my pain and ache

Needles inside, please stop I had enough
I am so tired
Let me fall into a deep sleep
Let me be numb
I cannot bear this sensation
The squeezing of my insides
It crushes my heart

I tried to cure it, I did
Nothing worked, nothing did
Is it my fault for feeling this way?
All I wanted was for my emptiness to be filled
I admit, I have no sense of control
Stuffing my mouth and eventually suffered
Pangs and ache consumed my being

The lining is already teared
Abrased, lacerated, this is absurd
Continuous flow
Wiping repeatedly
The bin overflows with the rolls
Flushing, hoping this is my last
Please end this misery,
Diarrhea, I don't like your company.
This is such a funny poem.
224 · Jun 2018
Fast-paced
Jungdok Jun 2018
It was greyish, that 21st of November
When I saw you in that corner
Holding those papers
Smiling at me like a fool

It was cold, that 8th of December
It was the first time we ate together
Holding my hand like it's yours and it's warmer
Looking at you, i'm about to drool

It was sunny, 28th of January
We were so happy, we were so carefree
We talked about our plans
We talked about our future

It was cloudy, that 10th of February
When I saw you dancing
with another lady
I know, that should've been me

It was still cloudy, that 8th of March
We were walking, and you weren't holding my hand
We were so quiet
I know what's about to come

It was 4th of April,
When we took our last photo together
It was after our graduation
You decided to end what we had.

Love stories should end happily,
But ours went wrong, miserably.
:)
223 · Apr 2018
Suicidal thoughts
Jungdok Apr 2018
There wasn't a day
I have not thought of you,
Suicide.
222 · Jan 2018
Painful memories.
Jungdok Jan 2018
till this day
i cannot write poems about you
i still feel a pang in my heart
everytime I try to write a poem dedicated to you
222 · Jul 2018
Insanity
Jungdok Jul 2018
You know that feeling when you can't write a ******* poem but wanted to write so bad that you end up being miserable and lonely and insecure about yourself?
Randoafjhfis;dhfgjM3EOPSD;LX
222 · May 2018
?
Jungdok May 2018
?
We live in an era where common sense isn't really common anymore.
218 · Aug 2017
Blue
Jungdok Aug 2017
No one knew
No one noticed
That I was lonely
And I was unhappy

The end is now near
It'll now reach the last part of it's suffering
And so I'll be free
And so i'll be happy

Can't bear the feeling
Won't know if it's healing
The stars are dimming
The sun is blinding

And if this is really the end
I'm going to be apart
Once a part of the world is now part of the dusts
My soul will be sprinkled on the husks
*random scribbles during class*
218 · Nov 2017
Questions
Jungdok Nov 2017
How do we know, if we don't love a person anymore?
How do we know, that you're not attached to that person anymore?
How do we know, that the person might care?
How do we know, why we keep asking these questions?

We know the asnwers, but we choose to ignore.
Still stuck in the rugged past.
Hoping for a euphemised answer.
Holding on to the feelings in the past.
The memories, remain.
The people, changed.
Little di you know.
215 · Nov 2017
Depression
Jungdok Nov 2017
Depression
is
not
deep
sadness

Depression
is
when
you
cannot
feel
anymore
because
you've
been
pained
too
much
I'm so freaking suicidal right now.
214 · Nov 2017
Head aches
Jungdok Nov 2017
My head aches
From all these thoughts
That should have been said
But I was too afraid
So I'll just let my head ache
And hope that the pain goes away
214 · Jun 2018
Untitled
Jungdok Jun 2018
It's so hard to stand up when people around you are trying to knock you down.
212 · Oct 2017
Oppression
Jungdok Oct 2017
You wronged me, but I didn't care

You slammed the door, but I still stayed

You shouted at me, but I still listened

You destroyed me, (because I let you) and now I got nothin' left
Abuse.
208 · Jan 2018
Untitled
Jungdok Jan 2018
What happened to us?
A question I've always asked.
Even though I know the answer,
I pretend that I don't
It still hurts a lot
Knowing you're not here
What happened to us?
Will always be a question
I knew the answer
But never wanted to hear
208 · Oct 2017
Hidden Secrets
Jungdok Oct 2017
I'll just act as if everything's going well
So that my friends will not dwell
In my problematic well
That is full of problems and is a hell
Because I know no one is willing to help
And if they discover what is wrong with me
They'll automatically run away and shrivel
So as long as I can hide my liability
Everything will go smoothly
Hurting by yourself is not easy.
208 · Jun 2018
Just a reminder:
Jungdok Jun 2018
Maybe, we're not that worthless as we thought we were.
Maybe, we still haven't found our purpose, and it's completely okay to feel lost and unworthy of this life sometimes.
What's not okay is not getting help from other people.
What's not okay is not admitting what you're feeling deep inside and bottling up those emotions until it explodes.
It's okay to be hurt.
It's okay to feel lost.
It's okay to fail.
Your feelings are valid.
You are worth it.
You're worthy of all the good things this world have to offer.
Have a good day!
207 · Oct 2017
<3 at 1st sight
Jungdok Oct 2017
Love at first sight wasn't true.
UNTIL I MET YOU.
205 · Sep 2017
Help, I can't live anymore!
Jungdok Sep 2017
Each day
I strive
To live
And to survive
This cruel world that
I was forced to breathe in to
204 · Nov 2017
Estranged
Jungdok Nov 2017
It just hurts so much
Because we were once each other's worlds
And now
we act like nothing happened to us.
202 · Jan 2018
Haiku 1
Jungdok Jan 2018
I'm forgetting you.
Doing my very best to.
But then you came back.
Moving on.
200 · Oct 2017
DECISION
Jungdok Oct 2017
Not hot, not cold
Not pro, not con
*Are you that afraid to make a decision?
IRRESPONSIBLE *******
200 · Feb 2020
Temporary
Jungdok Feb 2020
Your feelings are like the flowers that you gave me. Fragrant and ethereal,

But wilts, but wilted.

And just like your love, it was only momentary.
199 · Aug 2017
Confidenxe
Jungdok Aug 2017
I saw you at the corner
Staring at nothingness
Your eyes with filled sadness
The face you gave was clueless

And yet, you still looked beautiful
Ever so dashing
Like a beauteous queen
You're radiating elegance

How come you don't realize it
That you are a precious gem
A rare gem
Hiding in the depths of mountains

Still, you don't realize it
That you are one of a kind
And I want you to find out
Find it out, on your own
For people who don't realize that they are so beautiful, inside and out. :)
197 · Aug 2017
Wilted Leaves
Jungdok Aug 2017
As I walked the path,
The memories flashbacked,
Moments of you and me, us and them
Times when we were still liberated and young
Reminiscing all of them,
Ahh, I miss my youth
Those days were now gone
Seize your youth. :)
197 · Mar 2018
Suffice
Jungdok Mar 2018
I loved you without intricacy.
I loved you without reservations.
I loved you from your flesh, to your heart.
I just loved you for who you are.
I just loved you,
Without expectations
Without hesitations.
Without anything.
And with all honesty, I thought that was more than enough.
But love wasn't enough,
You needed my trust,
You needed my commitment,
And I failed in that aspect.
I know it's my fault,
And everytime I remember your departure in my life,
It sends a wave of truth and pain
That I had no one to blame
And it was my fault for not being enough.
You made me realize that
I wasn't enough.
I am not enough.
I will never be enough.
How to be sufficient as a person?
196 · Feb 2019
Confusion.
Jungdok Feb 2019
is it possible?
or it is possible?
the thought of
falling out of love
with the person
you caressed and held at those rainy days?

is it possible?
or it is possible?
the thought of
falling out of love
with the person
you kissed and promised that you'll stay by their side?

is it possible?
or it is possible?
the thought of
falling out of love
with the person
you treated like your moon and stars and your entire galaxy?

is it possible?
or it is possible?
the thought of
letting go the person
you once fell in love with?
I'm confused.
196 · Aug 2017
Drunk
Jungdok Aug 2017
Your love
It makes me drunk
I feel so intoxicated
Please stop
196 · Jan 2018
Untitled
Jungdok Jan 2018
Why don't we try to be that person we claim we deserve?
195 · Dec 2017
Empty
Jungdok Dec 2017
The sky is full of fireworks
The road is emptied, only filled with firecrackers
The table's been ready, all the dishes were served
Everyone is about to eat
And i'm still here
Waiting.
Waiting.
And waiting.
I'm waiting for them,
Waiting for them to knock on the door,
Greet me with a smile,
Have a nice meal they prepared,
Fill the house with their presence,
Even though I know they'll never come to celebrate.
Celebrating occassions without family is lonely, it leaves you feeling empty.
194 · Jan 2018
E!
Jungdok Jan 2018
E!
expression
expressio
expressi
express
expres
expre
exp
ex
e
em
em­o
emot
emoti
emotio
emotion
emotions
193 · Nov 2017
Longing
Jungdok Nov 2017
Sometimes in life,
We have to accept
The incidents
That hurt us
Is meant to happen
To strengthen us
And to make us
Feel alive
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