why cant i stop thinking about what happened? why can't i separate myself from this pain? why can't I hold myself accountable for my actions in the moment?

Breathing is really difficult when you're a bad person. It's inherently difficult to function when you have something weighing on your conscious.

I know that I don't want to be a bad person, but why do I make bad choices? I actively try to not be a bad person but then it happens. The bad part of me slithers out. Doing things that have nothing to do with how I actually feel.

It's like having an evil twin. Someone who openly sabotages everything good about your life. The evil twin tells you that your truth isn't enough. They convince you that you're a bottomless pit. You can never be satisfied with what you have. The twin will seek out the situations in which you wield the most power. They choose the most distructive thing to do and then disappear. This leaves you, ~the good twin~, to pick up the pieces. To take responsibility for your actions.

As the person in control, I'm opting out. I'm going to fight against those temptations because I am satisfied. My truth is valid. And I know that I am good enough. I'm full of love at every side and I shouldn't have to seek it out.

why does time stop when i'm with you
i look into your eyes all i can do is smile
your soul is too beautiful for me

you know those parts about yourself that you don't like?
well, I want to let you know that I love them.

Why do i feel so empty without you?
I've been looking for someone for so long
and now that I've found you all I feel in your absence is emptiness
It pains me to feel this way.
I don't want to feel empty anymore,
but when I'm with you I feel like I could do anything.
You fill me with love, joy, and hope.
Your love, your presence, you.
I cannot be without you.

Tell me about something you're interested in
I really want to know
I want to see the light come to your eyes
I want to see the stars shine through your pupils

when i walk with you i feel as if i could go on forever
when i talk to you i feel as if i could go on forever
when i look into your eyes i feel your love …






and i feel as if i could go on forever.