Hi

You’re new here

I definitely didn’t expect you
I wish I had more time to prepare

As this is the first time I laid eyes on you
But somehow, now
You are everywhere

I’m not gonna take this too seriously
Because my heart just cannot bare

Another loss
Another another unforgettable loss

It just hurts
Way too ******* much

To care

I mean yeah,
I still think of you

When the liquor dulls my senses

And the emotions ride down my spine

Hell yeah I think of you

Maybe it’s that smile?

Those eyes?

Soft voice?

I have no idea but
Yeah, I still think of you.


Oh well.

Your smile gave me hope
Your love brought me joy

Basking in the ocean of your eyes  

I miss you
I miss your laughter
I miss our talks

Our laughs
Our dreams
Our tears

I will always yearn for you
I will always value your friendship

You saved me
From me

And I will always love you for it

But I guess

I guess

I truly guess

That I have to let you go

I’m sorry

I love you,

Sister.

I don’t think I love you anymore

I mean I think I will always love you
But,
I don’t think I’m in love with you anymore.

My tears
Have flowed
For years
For you
Only you

Now,
My eyes are dry

And as you mourn the memory of her
I mourn the memory of you

Still,
I imagine a future
where you
and I
exist together

Unfortunately,
I know
we never will

Missing you,
as always.
Your kind amber eyes.
The soft sound of your laughter.

The memory of you, dances between my thoughts.

Day in.
Day out.

Nothing new.