Looking into your vacant eyes now
switches the lights off
leaving only your silhouette
curled up in a storm
of stained pink sheets
No, you don't sleep anymore
except for when
you don't seem to wake
stuck in a trance
which smothers you
Everyday you choose tomorrow
to bet on
No, you haven't won in a while
silver gleams the moon
through your window
silver crinkles and breaks
when you press
on the plastic enclosed fog
Can barely stand
to hear you speak
when you've got nothing to say
the same stories
and unspoken worries
till they corrode in your memories
and disintegrate on your lips
Until the comfort of nightfall
coerces you
to spill your soul
a milliliter at a time
a puzzle I try to piece together
when sleep doesn't come easily
Everything is cumbersome
you hesitate
to move your limbs
over your bed
stuck between four cold walls
that draw nearer
As time flows between your fingers
the ceiling feels higher
the chasm beneath the floor infinitely
wider
hungrier
easier
Than the night illuminating your back
as you watch the stars
too bright
too high up
to remove