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Hi De Mar 2018
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  Mar 2018 Hi De
Vanessa Escopin
Don’t fall in love with me.
There are days when I get sad without a reason and I just stare at the ceiling with tears streaming down my face.

Don’t fall in love with me.
On those days, I don’t talk to anyone. I just bury myself in my bed and think about how I became this mess of sadness.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I will become attached to you and I will cry myself to sleep if you don’t text me good night before you go to sleep and I will convince myself that it’s because you got tired of me.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I’m too much. I will depend on you. I need attention, much more than other people. I’ll talk to you in metaphors and make you one. I’ll write poems about you and opening up my skin at 2 A.M.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I couldn’t stand you coming home to find me on the bathroom floor shaking and crying, with blood spilling from my wrists. I couldn’t stand seeing the disappointment in your eyes.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I will pour everything I’ve left of me into you, every bit of love, until I have nothing to give. Until I become completely empty.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I’m scared that my sadness is contagious.

Don’t fall in love with me.
I will replay your sweet words in my head when I hate myself so much that I want to die. Your words will be the only thing that make me stay.

Don’t fall in love with me.
You will live in fear. You won’t be able to leave me, because you’d know if you did, I wouldn’t have anything to live for.

Don’t fall in love with me.
Before I met you, there wasn’t a single person who could’ve made me stay. You’re my reason now.

Don’t fall in love with me.
Because I will fall in love with you.
By: Unknown writer
Hi De Mar 2018
what you do not see in yourself,

others see in you.
lift yourself up

love your life
Hi De Mar 2018
Whistling of winds,
Flashes of Lighting
and Deafening Thunderclaps

It's cold and frightening
But still,
I'll come to you running

I don't mind getting caught by the downpour
I don't mind getting soaked by the rain
I don't mind getting slapped by the strong winds
As long as I can see your face once again
If there's a chance I can see you once more
Hi De Mar 2018
If not in this life

Then someday

Somewhere over the Rainbow

I'll find you once again.
np: Why can't it be
Hi De Mar 2018
when you're tired
let me be
a shoulder for you to lean on

and

when you're sad
let me be
a pillow for you to cry on.
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